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The Mafia Husband Who Never Let Go of His First Love
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It happened during a Family operation in the northern stronghold, that snowbound exile beyond the reach of the Feds. The ambush came without warning, a rival crew bleeding out of the dark and the worl...
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第1章
It happened during a Family operation in the northern stronghold, that snowbound exile beyond the reach of the Feds. The ambush came without warning, a rival crew bleeding out of the dark and the world coming apart in gunfire and screaming. My arranged-alliance betrothed, Marco Greco, didn't even hesitate. He let go of my hand and ran straight to Bianca Russo, his first love, and left me to die where I stood.
Lorenzo Falcone, the underboss leading the raid, saw me pinned at the edge of the slaughter with no way out, and he didn't think twice. He risked his own life to drag me back from it.
Later, on our wedding day, Marco abandoned me before the assembled Family. No explanation. No warning.
He simply walked out with Bianca on his arm. And in that moment, Lorenzo, without missing a beat, dropped to one knee in front of every made man there and asked me to be his.
We swore the union, blood-bound before the Family, and for a while, things seemed fine. Lorenzo treated me well, the way a man is meant to treat his wife.
For the first time in years, my life felt almost normal.
But like everything that feels too good to be true, the peace didn't last.
Two years into the marriage, Lorenzo was suddenly struck down with a staged illness, liver cancer, the doctors said.
I didn't think twice. I gave him two-thirds of my liver to keep him alive. Anything to keep him breathing.
But as I lay recovering in the house doctor's back room, everything changed. I overheard his most trusted soldier, Gianni, speaking to him low in the old Sicilian dialect the men used when they didn't want to be understood.
"If Adriana ever finds out you faked the cancer just to save Bianca, aren't you afraid she'll walk away and leave you with nothing?"
Lorenzo held my hand, watching me with those soft, devoted eyes. But his next words chilled me to the bone.
"The union was never real. But I do owe her. I'll make it right."
I had let myself believe I'd finally found someone who cared whether I lived. Someone who wouldn't leave me alone in this world.
But it was all a lie.
A well-played, elaborate lie.
——
I followed Lorenzo up to the private suite at the top of the safe house, thinking he meant to look in on me. But in his hurry, he'd left the door open a crack.
As I came closer, I caught a glimpse through the gap. Bianca was in his arms, her face glowing with relief, her smile as radiant as it had ever been.
I caught my own reflection in the dark glass beside the door. Pale. Fragile. Barely holding on.
Between the two of us, who was really the one at death's edge?
"Lorenzo, I knew you'd never abandon me!" Bianca's voice was sweet, relief practically dripping from every word.
Lorenzo gently smoothed her hair, his voice soft and tender, a warmth I had never once been given.
"As long as you're all right, nothing else matters."
...
I spent five months in that back room after the surgery. Five months drifting in and out, while Lorenzo came and went. And how many of those visits had been for Bianca, not for me?
I watched him, his eyes full of a warmth I'd never seen turned my way. So this was the face he wore when he was in love.
A memory surfaced. It was not long after I'd first come back to consciousness. Lorenzo had been sitting beside me, gripping my hand tightly.
I tried to speak, to say his name, but before I could, I overheard Gianni in the doorway, his voice dropping into Sicilian.
"Bianca's in the clear now, yeah? I can't believe you. Five years chasing that woman wasn't enough? And now you've conned Adriana, who carved out two-thirds of her liver to save your life." He rubbed the back of his neck and stared at the floor as he said it.
Lorenzo's voice was steady, untroubled. "I told you. I'll keep her safe for the rest of her life, no matter who she chooses."
Gianni scoffed. "You lied to Adriana. You married her. You used her to save Bianca. You're not afraid she finds out and leaves you with nothing?"
Lorenzo answered with that same coldness that made my blood run cold. "We were never really married. The union was a fiction. But I do owe her. I'll make it right."
Gianni had no words for a moment. "Lorenzo, you're unbelievable. You're seriously still planning to end up with Bianca?"
Lorenzo didn't answer. His silence said all of it.
He kept holding my hand, smiling down at me as though nothing had happened. But I could feel it now. The warmth of his touch was draining away, and for the first time, I understood.
I had never really known him at all.
I pressed the pad of my thumb hard against the inside of my wrist, where my mother had once taught me to find a pulse, and I held myself together.
"What were you two talking about?" I asked softly, fighting to keep my voice level. "Did something happen?"
Gianni hesitated, then turned to Lorenzo and murmured in Sicilian. "She didn't hear us, did she?"
Lorenzo, though, didn't so much as flinch. He rolled his wedding ring once around his finger with his thumb, and his voice came calm, as if he hadn't just broken my heart.
"It's about the expedition. The higher-ups got word of an old hideout up north, sealed off for years. There may be something buried in it. They're still choosing the men for the run, since it's strictly inside business."
The lie came so easily. And in that moment, I understood everything.
I had never truly known him. Not at all.
第2章
Gianni let out a relieved breath. "Oh, I forgot. You don't understand the old dialect. My mistake. Lorenzo and I just slip into it out of habit."
I didn't break my gaze, keeping my eyes locked on him. My stare must've been enough to make him squirm because he immediately tensed, rubbed the back of his neck, looked at the floor, then mumbled something and slipped out of the back room.
Two years ago, I wouldn't have understood a word of what they'd been saying. The Sicilian the made men spoke between themselves was meant to lock outsiders out. But I worked hard to learn it, desperate to understand Lorenzo.
And yet, the first words I ever heard spoken in that tongue pierced through me like a dagger.
...
"Adriana, look. I had them make this for you. Try it."
Lorenzo set a bowl of broth in front of me like he was presenting some kind of masterpiece, the kind that simmered all afternoon on the famiglia's Sunday stove. His eyes were wide, full of warmth and anticipation, like I was supposed to be grateful.
How long had he been pretending? Wasn't he tired of all the lies?
"That's very thoughtful of you, but I'm not really in the mood," I said, pushing his hand away and turning over to lie back down, closing my eyes.
I saw the flicker of disappointment cross his face before he quickly masked it. His thumb rolled the wedding band once around his finger. Without saying another word, he set the bowl down and left the room.
It wasn't until later, when I saw the intimacy between him and Bianca in that other room, the house doctor's curtains drawn behind them, that I realized—my heart wasn't even aching anymore.
It was numb.
I turned to leave, but as I did, I locked eyes with Bianca.
She smirked, a mocking glint in her eyes.
Was she laughing at how every man I'd ever loved had walked away?
Or was she savoring the fact that I had given everything, believing in love, in happiness, only to have it all come crashing down as a lie?
I lowered my head, unable to even muster the strength to confront her. I turned back to my room, feeling utterly drained.
Right then, I realized I was just… so tired.
...
I sat on the bed for what felt like hours, lost in thought. After a while, I grabbed the burner line and called Don Adamo, the aging head of the northern Adamo faction.
"Don Adamo, I want in on the raid into the sealed stronghold."
There was a pause on the other end before he spoke. His voice had a cautious edge. "Adriana, are you sure about this? The job's off the books, and it's incredibly dangerous. You've just recovered. I'm not sure your body is ready for something like this."
I glanced down at the ring on my finger. I pressed the pad of my thumb hard against the inside of my wrist, where my mother had once taught me to find a pulse. "I can do it."
"Alright," he sighed. "I'll send word with the schedule and what to watch for. Adriana… you're just as brave as your mother was. Honestly, after everything that happened three years ago, I didn't think you'd ever want to set foot in the north again."
I had thought the same. I had sworn I'd never go back.
But now? I was ready.
Three years ago, our crew, led by Lorenzo, was deep in the snowbound country above the line, scouting an old hideout in a turf war that had no front and no rules.
Out of nowhere, Bianca screamed, a piercing, blood-curdling sound that cut through the silence like a knife.
Before any of us could react, the ground shook beneath our feet. A roar filled the air as the whole ridge came down on us, gunfire and snow and rock swallowing everything in its path.
And then, in that instant, I saw it all.
Marco, my betrothed at the time, the man the Greco line had promised me to, let go of my hand without a second thought.
No hesitation.
No panic.
It's just a cold decision. His eyes had already cut toward the way out.
He turned and bolted straight toward Bianca, his face etched with fear, but it was all for her.
Meanwhile, me? I was forgotten.
The avalanche of snow and debris hit with such force that it knocked me off my feet, throwing me like a ragdoll toward the edge of the drop.
The wind howled in my ears as the snow lashed my face, and I reached out, grasping for something, anything, to hold on to. But all I caught was cold, empty air.
I was about to fall into the abyss when suddenly someone grabbed me.
'Lorenzo…'
He lunged, throwing himself in front of me and pulling me into his arms as we tumbled together.
When we finally came to a stop, we were just inches from the edge.
His face was pale, his lips stained with blood from the impact, but the first thing he asked was—
"Are you okay?"
Since my mother passed, the legendary house physician who kept made men alive in secret, that was the first time anyone had shown me real concern.
Or so I thought.
He played his part too well.
第3章
For the longest time, I truly believed that Lorenzo's love for me was real. His pursuit, his sweet words, the tenderness he showed when no other made man in the Family bothered with tenderness at all. It made me feel special, like I had finally found the one who truly cared in a world built on suspicion.
But now, looking back, I see it all for what it really was. From the very beginning, it had been a lie.
His pursuit? Fake.
Our union, sworn before the famiglia? Fake.
Even his illness, the one the bought house doctor swore by? Completely fake.
And somehow, I had fallen for it all, hook, line, and sinker. I had gotten trapped in his so-called love and couldn't escape.
Don Adamo was wrong about me. I'm not like my mother. She gave everything, her life, her soul, keeping made men alive in back rooms no one would ever name, dying with that cool discipline still intact. But maybe, just maybe, I'd found where I truly belong.
Three days after I woke in the doctor's back room, Lorenzo came in, just like always. "Adriana, how are you feeling? Any pain?" His voice was full of concern, the way it had been so many times before.
But this time, I couldn't bring myself to answer with the warmth I once had.
Instead, I gave him a cold look and said, "I want to go home."
He froze for a moment, hesitation flashing across his face. His thumb moved once around his wedding ring, slow, almost idle.
After a long pause, he finally said, "I'll ask the doctor if you're good to go."
A few hours later, after a thorough check, I was cleared to leave. Lorenzo took me back to the place I thought of as home, an estate behind iron gates where the men outside straightened when his car passed.
As soon as we walked inside, I felt something was off. The whole house was decorated like a celebration, streamers, balloons, and a huge cake sitting in the middle of the long dining table where the Family usually took Sunday dinner.
"Happy 26th birthday, Adriana." Lorenzo smiled as he cupped my face in his hands and kissed me.
I stared at the cake, completely stunned. "You remembered..."
"Of course I did," he said with a grin. "Now, make a wish and blow out the candles."
I sat down in front of the cake, still in shock. Just as I was about to close my eyes to make a wish, my burner line rang. Lorenzo's face immediately changed. His brows furrowed, and he stepped into the study to answer it, the door clicking shut behind him.
When he came back, his face was full of urgency. "Adriana, something happened with Gianni. I need to go see to it. I'm sorry."
Before I could even respond, he was already out the door, the soldiers in the hall parting for him without a word.
A few minutes later, a video came through on my phone. I opened it, and suddenly, my whole world shattered.
The video showed Bianca, clinging to Lorenzo's sleeve, looking pale and fragile, like she was about to break.
"Lorenzo, I'm pregnant. I can't believe it, I'm really pregnant. What should I do?" she cried, her voice shaky. Her smile flickered a half-second too long after the tears, then steadied.
Lorenzo wiped away her tears, his expression serious and reassuring. "Don't worry, Bianca. I'll take care of you and the child."
Bianca's eyes filled with fear as she asked, "But Marco... he died in that accident on the road. What if my child grows up without a father?"
"Don't worry," Lorenzo said, his voice soft but firm. "I promise you, I'll be the father to this child."
And with that, Bianca collapsed into his arms, her face lighting up with hope.
I couldn't breathe. My chest felt like it was being crushed. I was trembling as I held the phone. The image of them holding each other was seared into my mind. Each second of that moment felt like a hammer, striking over and over. The house had gone impossibly quiet around me, the way a room goes quiet when a Don walks in, except there was no one left to walk in. Only me, and the silence, and the ice melting in a glass no one would drink.
My vision blurred as hot tears spilled down my cheeks, one after another, without control.
Instinctively, my hand moved to my abdomen.
I remembered the image of her, how tiny she was, how fragile. She should have been here.
But the doctor had told me I couldn't give up two-thirds of my liver, a debt of flesh, while carrying her. The decision was made for me, and I had no choice but to bury the child no one would ever speak of again.
At first, I was so happy when I found out about her. I wanted to give her the best life.
But in this cruel twist, I had taken away her right to live.
And her father? He was making promises to another woman, vowing to be a father to her child.
"Why? Why are you doing this to me?" I screamed, my voice breaking. I swiped my arm across the table, knocking the cake off and watching as it crashed to the floor.
I swept everything off the table, plates, crystal, all of it scattered across the floor and shattered.
But no matter how much I broke or shattered, the only thing that remained was the suffocating pain in my chest.
第4章
I sat there on the floor of the silent estate, overwhelmed, my sobs echoing off the marble and the dead air of a house built to keep secrets in. The weight of everything was crushing me.
By the time Lorenzo finally returned, I was standing in front of the mirror, staring at the scars from the debt I'd paid in flesh. Its reflection was all I could see. The deep reminders of the sacrifices I made for him.
Lorenzo approached me, his steps hesitant, like a man unsure whether the room he'd entered was still safe.
He rested his head on my shoulder, his voice thick with emotion as he said, "Adriana, thank you. I promise I'll make it up to you. I'll treat you twice as well from now on."
I didn't even look at him. I caught the small motion at the edge of my sight, his thumb turning the wedding ring once around his finger. My eyes remained fixed on the scars on my body.
And under my breath, I muttered, "Disgusting!"
Then, before I even realized it, I started rubbing at the scars, over and over, desperately trying to scrub them away.
But the pain, it didn't even register. I couldn't stop myself.
Lorenzo panicked, rushing to grab my wrists, trying to hold me still. "They're not disgusting! If you don't like them, I'll bring in the best surgeon the Family can buy to take them off. Just please, stop!"
He pulled me into his arms, lifting me back onto the bed. But I barely felt it.
It wasn't until I looked into his eyes that I realized something was different. I reached out without thinking, touching the scar between his brows, the one he got the night the ambush came down and he pulled me out of the wreckage.
"Some scars can never be erased," I said softly, my voice barely a whisper.
Lorenzo didn't say anything. He just sat there, staying close to me for the next week as if waiting for me to break. The men outside the door kept their distance. Even they seemed to know the temperature in that house had changed.
One evening, as I stared out the window at the dark line of the grounds where his soldiers walked their rounds, my thoughts heavy, I turned to him and said, "I want the roasted chestnuts from the old vendor on Night Garden Street."
Without a second thought, he grabbed his car keys and was gone.
I used to love how he'd never say no to any request I made. But now, I knew the truth. It wasn't love. It was guilt.
As soon as Lorenzo left, I had a cab take me straight to the back room the house doctor kept for the Family's quiet patients.
Bianca was there, sipping soup, looking completely unfazed. She didn't even flinch when I walked in. It was like she was expecting me.
She casually took another sip, her eyes meeting mine with that same smirk.
"I know what you're thinking," she said. "Lorenzo and I grew up in the same houses. He was sworn to me before any of this. I was the one who told him to go after you."
I didn't say anything. I just stared at her, my anger bubbling up.
She seemed to enjoy my silence, watching me like I was some kind of show.
Finally, I broke the silence, my voice barely above a whisper. "You were never sick, were you?"
She tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, then grinned. "Nope. Thanks for the liver, though." Her laugh came a half-second too fast. "I never used it. Threw it to a stray dog. Hilarious, right?" The sound stopped short, but the smile stayed fixed where it was, long after it should have.
The words hit me like a punch to the gut. A hot rage spread through me, my hands shaking with fury. I wanted to lash out, to rip her apart.
But it wasn't just about her. It was about him.
"Lorenzo never loved you," Bianca said, as she stood up and sauntered over to me. She casually tapped my abdomen with her finger, that cruel smile still on her lips. "By the way, how does it feel to kill your own child?"
"Shut up!" I screamed, the rage exploding.
I shoved her with everything I had, sending her stumbling backward. But at that exact moment, the door burst open.
"Stop!"
Lorenzo rushed in, grabbing my wrist and throwing me to the ground. Without a second thought, he picked up Bianca and cradled her in his arms.
His eyes, cold and piercing, looked down at me. "Adriana, Bianca is sick. You shouldn't have laid a hand on her!"
Sick? He didn't seem to care that I was just as much a patient as she pretended to be.
But he ignored that. He was too busy paying attention to Bianca, making sure she was okay.
I just stared at his back, my body trembling, my heart numb. There was no point anymore. I picked myself up and walked out without a word.
...
Back at the estate, I laid everything out on the table in the front room, everything that had been a lie. The blood-bound union sworn before the Family, the records of the buried child, the recording of Bianca's confession that broke every law of silence they lived by.
I put a note beside them, written in the old Sicilian dialect the trusted men used between themselves:
[We're even. From now on, we are strangers in life and death.]
I pressed the pad of my thumb hard against the inside of my wrist, where my mother once taught me to find a pulse, and held it there until I was certain I would not fall apart. Then, without another word, I walked out the door and headed straight for the airport.