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The Gift I Bought Him Had Another Woman’s Name
I spent six months of my salary buying my fiancé, Dominic Bellandi, the latest Apple gift set for his birthday. Every paycheck from the small accounting position his family had arranged for me at one...
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第1章
I spent six months of my salary buying my fiancé, Dominic Bellandi, the latest Apple gift set for his birthday. Every paycheck from the small accounting position his family had arranged for me at one of their waterfront holding companies went toward it, dollar by dollar, until the box finally arrived at the coastal house I shared with him in the city. But when I opened it, running my thumb along the engraved case, I noticed the initials. His were correct. Mine were wrong.
My thumb found the inside of my ring finger, pressing against the warm band of the betrothal ring that had never quite fit. I wanted to call the store about the mistake, to have them correct the engraving before anyone else saw it, but Dominic stopped me. He rolled his signet ring once against his knuckle and told me it wasn't easy for the owner to run a business, that I should let it slide and stop being dramatic. His voice carried the casual authority of a man who had grown up giving orders in rooms where no one talked back. I let it go. I always let it go.
Then, on the day of our alliance ceremony, while making a toast before a ballroom filled with capos, consiglieri, silent partners, and judges whose loyalty the Bellandi Family kept on retainer, he accidentally said her name instead of mine. The crystal chandeliers seemed to hold their light a beat too long. Every eye turned to me, the hundred-odd guests waiting in the ringing silence for my outburst, for some spectacle worthy of the whisper networks that ran through every Family in the territory.
But I didn't explode. Instead, I calmly took off the ring, walked across the polished marble floor toward the woman seated at the head table as though she already belonged there, and held it out to her. "This ring was always a bit loose. Guess it was never really meant for me," I said calmly, forcing a smile. "I'm giving it back to its rightful owner." I forced the smile wider, feeling my jaw ache with the effort. "You two really are a perfect match. I wish you both a lifetime of happiness."
The silence that followed was the loudest thing I had ever heard. Even the soldiers stationed along the ballroom walls seemed to hold their breath, hands frozen at their sides, waiting for someone of rank to tell them what this moment meant.
But that was the end. And the beginning.
……
"Don't be mad at Dominic," my father said as he prepared to leave, his voice thick with concern. He sat at the small kitchen table in the apartment Dominic kept in the city, the one I'd tried to make feel like a home with curtains from the old house and a ceramic vase my mother had painted years ago. His hands worked the old linen handkerchief he always carried, folding it into precise squares, pressing the edges flat with deliberate care. I knew what the folding meant. The pain was surging again, and he would sooner die than let me see the tremor. "A man being busy shows he has the ability to provide. You're about to marry him, so it's time to learn about compromise and forgiveness."
He rambled on, giving me advice that felt empty, the kind of wisdom a father offers when he knows the road ahead is longer than the time he has left. "Take care of yourself, and don't forget to eat on time. If you're in struggle or need money, remember that we're only one call away…"
My mother stood by, quietly wiping her tears, her back turned to me as she struggled to say goodbye. I saw her hand drift to the edge of the kitchen counter and smooth the cloth there flat with both palms, pressing it down as though the neatness of the fabric could hold everything together. I begged them to stay longer, but they insisted on returning home to the coastal enclave, back to the house on the bluff where the fishing boats came in at dawn and the Bellandi name was something you heard only in passing, carried on the same wind as church bells. It wasn't until the bus shrank into a tiny dot on the horizon that I let the tears fall.
Just days before, I had discovered my father's diagnosis of pancreatic cancer. The doctor at the private clinic the Family's territory connections had arranged spoke in careful, measured tones, the same way consiglieri delivered bad news, and I understood now why my parents had traveled so far, twisting through the winding coastal roads from our enclave just to meet my fiancé before it was too late. They feared they wouldn't see me married or even at the engagement gathering.
第2章
But for weeks, Dominic had hardly made time for me. He came and went from the apartment at hours that served his schedule, not mine, and the few evenings he spent under the same roof he spent looking through me as if I were another piece of furniture the Family had placed for appearance. When I got home that night, he was engrossed in his video game, laughing with his gaming partner through the headset, completely oblivious to my presence. The glow of the screen painted his face in shifting blues and whites, and the signet ring on his hand caught the light every time he moved the controller.
"Dominic, you let me lose all day! I sent you the link for the lingerie. We had a deal—loser pays!" his friend chimed in, the voice tinny through the speakers.
He switched to a shopping app on his phone, magnifying the image with his thumb. "This lingerie looks nice. I wonder how it would look on you. Kinda want to…" He didn't finish the thought, abruptly shutting off his phone and looking at me with annoyance. "Geez, can you not sneak around? You scared the life out of me!"
I turned away, retreating to my room. The hallway was narrow, lined with framed photographs from events I barely recognized, Bellandi fundraisers and charity galas where I had stood at the edge of every frame. After a long shower, I emerged, steam swirling around me. To my surprise, Dominic was sitting on the edge of the bed with a hairdryer in hand, as though this single gesture could settle the accounts between us.
"Did your parents leave?" Dominic asked, his voice slow. "I rushed home as soon as I finished work. Can't believe I still missed them," he said, attempting to sound apologetic, but I didn't buy a word.
I had told him my parents' bus left at two, hoping he would come to see them off. My father had asked about him three times that morning, refolding his handkerchief into tighter and tighter squares, and each time I had made an excuse that tasted like ash. Dominic claimed he was busy with Family business, but his gaming account had been online since noon. He had left me hanging for weeks, only showing up after my parents were gone. When I didn't respond, his frustration mounted.
"Bianca, I've been busy!" He yelled. "I have piles of work waiting for me every day. I play games to unwind! Can't I do that?" He shot me a glare, and in that moment he looked like every man I had ever seen in the Bellandi inner circle, indignant at being questioned, certain that volume alone constituted an answer. "Besides, it's just seeing your parents off. It's not like your life depends on it. Stop making such a big deal out of everything!" His words cut deep, sharp and unyielding, piercing through the heart of my resolve. I had meant to tell him about my father's illness, but now the thought seemed too heavy to lift. The diagnosis sat in my chest like a stone, and I could not hand it to someone who would only set it down.
I turned my head slightly, feigning ignorance. "Huh? What was that? I can't hear with the noise."
Dominic's frustration faded into a palpable sense of defeat, as if he was the one who had been hit. The hairdryer hummed between us, filling the silence with a sound that meant nothing. Just then, his phone buzzed on the vanity, lighting up with a series of messages.
I caught a glimpse of the name: Serena.
第3章
Serena Valente. Dominic Bellandi. SV & DB.
That was when I recognized the initials engraved on the gift set. It should have been mine—BR, for Bianca Romano. Dominic had told me the jeweler made an error, swore he'd ordered the correct monogram. When I suggested calling the shop to hold them accountable, he dismissed it with a wave of his hand, told me I shouldn't be so uptight about a couple of letters. I believed him. I believed him the way anyone raised inside the rules of an arrangement believes the man chosen for her—because the alternative was admitting the whole foundation was rotten. Until I pulled up the surveillance footage from the compound's hallway camera, the kind of tape nobody bothered to erase because nobody expected the promised bride to check. There she was: a girl with cropped dark hair, perched on Dominic's lap in the private study, snatching his phone from his hand to place the order herself. Her crimson nails caught the low light as she typed. In that moment I understood how foolish I had been—not naïve the way a sheltered girl is naïve, but willfully blind, the way a woman becomes when her father's illness has already swallowed every ounce of fight she has left.
Lost in my thoughts, I didn't notice Dominic had already grabbed his overcoat and moved toward the door. The heavy fabric settled over his shoulders the way authority settled over a room when he walked in: effortlessly, as though the world had been cut to fit him.
"I won't be back tonight. I'm meeting your parents for dinner tomorrow. Send me the address," he said, the words tossed behind him the way a man flicks ash from a cigarette—nonchalant, already half gone. As if he had forgotten that tomorrow was supposed to be my day to try on wedding gowns. As if the alliance ceremony the two Families had spent months negotiating was just another line item in a schedule he kept loosely at best.
My thumb found the inside of my ring finger, pressing into the groove the betrothal ring had worn there, and I said nothing. The front door closed. The silence it left behind was louder than anything he'd said.
The next day, I decided to go to the bridal atelier alone. I had the address on a card Theo Bellandi's personal aide had sent weeks ago—an old-money establishment on the upper stretch of Via Seta, the kind of place where Mafia wives had been fitted for generations and where discretion was stitched into the curtains as tightly as the beading on the gowns. I stepped outside, and a sleek black BMW with tinted rear glass pulled up to the curb before I'd taken three steps.
Dominic rolled down the window. His gaze swept over my face, lingering on the careful makeup I had applied that morning—foundation to hide the sleepless bruising under my eyes, a muted lip color that the Bellandi matriarch would find acceptable. His brow furrowed. "What's with the makeup? You look weird." A chuckle of discontent, the kind that sat right on the edge of cruelty, and then a flick of his head toward the passenger side. "Get in. We're going together."
I kept my eyes on the ground, trying to avoid any confrontation. My fingers clenched tightly around the transit pass in my coat pocket—a small, provincial habit I hadn't shaken, because where I came from, in the coastal enclave where my father had run a quiet shipping front for allied Family interests, women still rode the local bus without apology. But as I started to open the passenger door, the window slid down, and there was Serena Valente.
She beamed, reaching her hand out enthusiastically. "Hey! You must be Bianca! I'm Serena, Dominic's friend," she said, the warmth in her voice almost aggressive in its brightness. "Hope you don't mind me tagging along! He's about to make the biggest decision of his life, and, well, knowing him since we were kids, he's got a knack for messing things up. I just don't want him to pick some ugly dress and ruin it for you." She laughed, leaning into Dominic and throwing her arm around his neck with the ease of someone who had been occupying that space for years. "If it weren't for this idiot sending me a last-minute invite with gifts, I wouldn't even be here. My father almost wouldn't let me come."
Instead of taking offense, Dominic grinned. "Oh, I could just send your father a tribute too. I know exactly what he likes. But you actually love going out with me, don't you, Miss Valente?"
第4章
Their playful, almost flirty exchange twisted my stomach, leaving me queasy. Every note of easy intimacy between them was a blade drawn slowly across something I was still pretending was whole.
Noticing my discomfort, Serena quickly explained, "Oh, I'm sorry! Don't get the wrong idea. Dominic and I have been friends forever. This is just how we are."
"If anything were going to happen between us, we'd have been married years ago," she added with an exaggerated grin.
I turned to Dominic, hoping he'd have the same playful expression as Serena, but instead his face showed a hint of something like regret—a flicker so brief it might have been a trick of the morning light sliding off the windshield. Just as quickly, his expression turned stern, his jaw tightening the way it did before he gave an order he expected obeyed without repetition.
"Can't figure out the back seat?" he snapped. "Get in. We don't have all day."
As I slid into the back, Dominic barely glanced in the rearview mirror, his face hardening into an expression I barely recognized. Serena settled comfortably in the passenger seat, one hand resting on the center console as though she belonged there—as though the arrangement between our Families was an inconvenient detail she had long ago decided not to take seriously. I closed my eyes, brushing off the unease weighing me down, and pressed my thumb against the inside of my ring finger until the pressure stung.
Then my favorite love song from decades past started playing through the speakers—a melody that had been popular long before I was born, one I'd often heard drifting through the windows at community festivals along the waterfront, and even at weddings held in the small stone church near my father's villa.
"Oh my God, you listen to this?" Serena scoffed, reaching for the console and killing the music with a sharp tap. She cast a look of undisguised disgust toward Dominic. "Only people from nowhere listen to this kind of thing. We're supposed to have taste. This is the opposite of taste. Ever thought about something from this century? Anything?"
Dominic chuckled. "Bianca picked everything in there," he replied, his voice laced with sarcasm. "She's a coastal girl, anyway. Doubt she'd know what passes for taste in the city."
My nails dug into my palms. Yes, I was a coastal girl, raised in the simplicity of salt air and fishing boats and a father who kept honest books for powerful men. I didn't have a grasp on the rituals of the main city territory, its private clubs and velvet-rope restaurants and the particular cruelty of people who had been rich long enough to make elegance feel like a weapon. I remembered how people had laughed at me during the university dinner hosted by the Bellandi network when I used a spoon to eat my salad. Dominic had taken it from me quietly, replaced it with a fork, and told me not to care what people thought. He'd said that the way a person eats has nothing to do with character. That night, I'd learned just how cruel the world could be. But I hadn't cared back then, because I believed I could be myself around him.
Now I was being myself, and the words coastal girl rolled off his tongue like an accusation. I didn't blame him for feeling differently. I only resented how time could twist things so easily. His protection had once felt real, and now, so did his betrayal.
Maybe I'd stayed silent for too long.
Dominic's lips pressed together in irritation. He caught my eyes in the rearview mirror, and for one instant the glass held both our reflections—his hardening, mine already hollow. "What's with the attitude? You're mad again just because of a song?"
第5章
Serena pretended to defend me, her voice dipped in honey and rehearsed concern. "Oh, come on, that's not nice. Girls' hearts are delicate. Even the simplest thing could make them upset. You should've said that to your promised bride."
"You're a girl. But you don't get upset so easily. What was the deal?" Dominic replied, his tone carrying the faint amusement of a man who had never once worried about the damage his words left behind.
Serena covered her mouth, laughing quietly. Her eyes gleamed with a smug satisfaction as she glanced at me, savoring her small victory. One crimson nail tapped three quiet beats against the clasp of her handbag before that smile settled into place, the kind of smile that could cut without ever breaking skin.
I let it go, not wanting to bother exposing her. I didn't even feel the need. This alliance ceremony, this whole thing, was just to fulfill my father's last wish—to see me settled, happy. As for Dominic and whoever he wanted to keep close? I couldn't bring myself to care anymore. My thumb drifted toward the inside of my ring finger, pressing once against the bare skin where the betrothal band sat, then falling away. There was nothing left there worth steadying myself for.
The old-money bridal atelier was nearly empty when we walked in, the scent of garment-steamed silk and white peonies thick in the air. A pair of Dominic's soldiers had swept the entrance minutes before we arrived—standard protocol whenever a Bellandi heir moved through territory businesses—and now stood like marble pillars flanking the glass doors. The assistant rushed over to greet us immediately. But instead of me, the promised bride, she focused on Dominic and Serena, reading the body language the way anyone in the Bellandi orbit learned to read it: whoever stood closest to the heir mattered most.
"What kind of gown would you like, miss?" the assistant asked eagerly.
Serena burst out laughing. "Oh, no, you've got the wrong person. I'm not the bride; I'm his best friend. She's the one he's marrying." She pointed back at me, a few steps behind them, standing alone in the pale light that fell through the atelier's arched windows.
The assistant's expression turned awkward, as if trying to make sense of why Serena was attached to Dominic's arm while I lingered in the background. Dominic cleared his throat, sensing the awkwardness. He tried to gesture for me to join him, but I subtly stepped aside, evading his hand that hovered mid-air, uncertain.
"I'll go look around," I said, shrugging casually.
Dominic looked a little caught off guard, like he was about to say something, but then Serena took his arm and led him to sit down on the velvet settee near the fitting mirrors, settling beside him with the ease of someone who had always belonged there.
I picked a dress quickly. Whatever the associate said was popular among the old-Family brides this season, I chose without a second thought.
As soon as I got into the fitting room, I could hear movement from the stall next to mine. I took a deep breath, feeling a strange mix of anticipation and unease. It was a little silly, really, to feel nervous over this moment after four years together. Dominic and I had passed by this bridal atelier so many times, back when the Bellandi compound still felt like a place I might one day call home. He used to say that when he finally saw me in a wedding dress, he'd be so moved that he might cry.
But now, as I stepped out in a diamond-studded gown, the fabric catching the chandelier light and throwing small bright fragments across the atelier's marble floor, he only gave me a quick glance, his expression unchanging. "So tacky," he muttered. "You're not a teenager anymore. Why would you pick something so gaudy?"
I didn't bother arguing, already reaching for my phone to get a picture taken.
第6章
The curtain next to me opened, and Serena stepped out wearing an off-the-shoulder gown with a low-cut back. Her dress sparkled twice as much as mine. The associate went still, and even one of the soldiers near the entrance shifted his gaze before catching himself.
And Dominic—he was speechless, unable to tear his eyes away from her, his gaze growing almost misty. Serena, sensing his reaction, smirked and put on an act. "What's the matter? Did I surprise you? Tell me, who looks better—me or your promised bride?"
Only then did Dominic's eyes drift back to me, as if remembering my existence, and he blurted without hesitation, "You look better."
Serena playfully slapped his arm, scolding him. "Idiot! You're supposed to compliment your bride at a time like this. You really have no charm, do you?"
Realizing his blunder, Dominic looked at me, a bit embarrassed. I just lowered my gaze, focused on sending a picture of the dress to my parents. My father would be in the old armchair by the window of the coastal house, my mother smoothing the bedsheet flat beside him while they waited for news of the fitting—news that was supposed to be joyful. Once I got their response, I didn't bother saying anything more and turned back to the fitting room to change.
When I came out, Serena was pulling Dominic into selfies, giggling as he posed in an absurd tuxedo with a dramatic tailcoat. He'd always been averse to dressing up. Even during our trips through the shops along the Bellandi waterfront, he'd never tried on anything, not even once. But now, here he was, fully dressed up, laughing like a carefree teenager while a daughter of a silent partner leaned into his shoulder as though the betrothal ring on my finger meant nothing at all.
Four years together, and he wouldn't even try on clothes for me. So that was it—his so-called rules applied only to me. With that realization, I grabbed my purse, ready to leave. Just as I reached the door, Dominic called after me.
"Bianca, I don't have all day for dress-fitting. We can't go to check on another shop."
"I'm fine with the last one," I replied quickly.
He frowned. "I wasn't saying you can't try another one. Go look around. Take your time."
I shook my head. "No need. I'm good with this one."
We wouldn't be having a real wedding, anyway. Why waste any more time?
He tossed his tie at me the way a man discards something that has already served its purpose, the silk landing across my forearm with a whisper of expensive fabric against skin. His eyes held nothing. Not anger, not frustration—just the flat, practiced coldness of someone who had learned early that indifference was its own kind of weapon.
"You're still mad because I didn't meet your parents?" The words came out clipped, rehearsed, as though he had been turning them over in his mouth the entire drive back from the atelier. "You've been giving me attitude ever since. Seriously, is it necessary?"
The penthouse study where he stood smelled of cedar humidor wood and the faint residue of whatever bourbon he and his father's capos had been drinking before we left. Beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows, the city's skyline glittered—Bellandi territory from the waterfront to the financial district, every building either owned, leveraged, or owed. Dominic moved through that view the way he moved through every room: as if the walls existed only because he permitted them to stand.
"You should be grateful I'm here today at all." He unfastened one cufflink, then the other, setting them on the obsidian console with two deliberate clicks. "What more do you want?"
第7章
I tried to keep my expression neutral. Tried to stop my brows from furrowing, to arrange my face into something polite and blank—the mask every woman raised in the orbit of Family power learns to wear before she learns to read. I wanted to tell him it was fine. That none of this mattered anymore. But then I thought about my father, about the soft rasp of his breathing when I had called the coastal house that morning, about the way Theo Romano's voice had cracked for half a syllable before she smoothed it flat again and told me everything was under control. About the little time he had left.
My thumb found the inside of my ring finger—the place where the betrothal band sat, the blood-bound token I had not yet removed. I pressed against it once, hard enough to feel the metal bite, and took a steadying breath.
"Don't worry about meeting my family." My voice sounded foreign to me, too level, too still, like the surface of water just before something breaks through from underneath. "Let's move the ceremony up. How about three days from now?"
If we did that, I could leave as soon as possible. Sign what needed signing, stand where the Family protocol required me to stand, and then drive south to the coastal enclave where my father was folding his handkerchief into perfect squares so I would not see the tremor in his hands. I could be with him before whatever remained of his time ran out like sand through a cracked hourglass.
Dominic let out a mocking laugh—low, certain, the sound of a man who believed the world rearranged itself around his schedule. His signet ring caught the overhead light as he rolled it once against his knuckle, a single rotation that said he found my urgency amusing and slightly beneath him. "Fine, if that's what you want. But don't expect anything fancy."
"Alright."
"We'll do it at my place." He turned toward the wet bar, pouring himself two fingers of something amber without offering me a glass. The crystal decanter caught the city light and threw fractured rainbows across the dark marble. "You know my parents aren't exactly thrilled about you. And your parents? Better if they don't come."
Better if they don't come. The sentence landed in the quiet room and sat there, ticking like a device with a timer no one could see. In the world we inhabited, a Family wedding without the bride's blood present was not simplicity—it was a message. It told every capo, every associate, every old-blood wife adjusting her pearl bracelet in the front pew that the bride's people were not worth the chairs they would have occupied. That the coastal Romanos, for all their decades of loyal bookkeeping and legitimate fronts, ranked somewhere below the floral arrangements.
"Fine by me."
No matter what conditions he set, I agreed calmly. Each concession cost me nothing now, because there was nothing left in the account. His expression shifted, a flicker of confusion crossing his face the way a crack appears in plaster before anyone notices the foundation has moved. He set the glass down and turned to look at me—truly look, perhaps for the first time that evening.
"Bianca, what's wrong with you? You're not acting like yourself."
Not acting like myself? I almost laughed. The sound built somewhere behind my sternum and I held it there, a breath that could have become something wild if I had let it loose. That was probably because he didn't know me anymore. Perhaps he never had. Perhaps the version of me he recognized was only the one who flinched, who accommodated, who pressed her thumb against a ring and swallowed whatever sharp thing threatened to surface.
There was a time when I would have trusted him without question. He used to tell me that his relationship with Serena was purely proper—a bond between allied families, the Bellandi heir and the Valente silent partner's daughter, a friendship that had lasted for years and carried no heat beneath its surface. I believed him. He used to sit across from me at Sunday dinners and say the words the way a man recites a prayer he has memorized but no longer means, and I took every syllable into my chest like communion wine and let it warm me. He promised he would marry me, that I could always be myself around him, that the alliance between our families would become something real—something chosen. I believed that too.
And what did I get for believing in him? Night after night, he didn't come home, the penthouse echoing with his absence while the city hummed outside like a machine that never stopped counting. He crossed boundaries with Serena as if they didn't exist—private dinners at Family-owned restaurants where the staff knew not to mention her name to me, late arrivals smelling of her jasmine perfume beneath the tobacco and leather, text messages that made his mouth curve in ways I had stopped being able to provoke. He refused to meet my parents, using the excuse of a stripped-down ceremony to pressure me into isolation. He made fun of my taste, mocked the coastal town I came from as though the salt air and fishing boats were something to be ashamed of rather than the honest labor that had kept allied supply lines running for a generation.
Whoever I had fallen in love with—whatever I had once cherished in him, the rare gentleness, the way he had once pressed his forehead to mine in the back seat of a Town Car and whispered that I was the only thing in his life that the Family hadn't chosen for him—had vanished long ago. Now there was nothing left but an empty shell wearing a tailored suit and a signet ring that meant more to him than any vow ever would.
第8章
I was about to respond when Serena spoke up, her voice cutting through the tension like a blade drawn slowly enough to admire. She had been leaning against the doorframe of the study—how long, I couldn't say—one crimson nail tapping three quiet beats against the rim of the wine glass she carried. Tap. Tap. Tap. The smile that followed was porcelain-bright and surgically precise.
"Don't worry, Dominic." Her tone was warm silk over cold wire. "She's probably just got cold feet. This is when you're supposed to comfort her. You don't want her to change her mind, would you? What if she backed out—wouldn't that drive you nuts?"
The room tightened. I could feel it in the air the way you feel a storm shifting pressure before the first crack of lightning—the bodyguard stationed in the hallway adjusted his weight from one foot to the other, leather creaking, a sound so small it should have been inaudible but wasn't.
"Back out?" Dominic's expression hardened, the brief flicker of concern snuffed like a candle flame pinched between two fingers. His tone dripped with disdain, each word placed with the casual cruelty of someone who had never been told no by anyone whose opinion he valued. "She's almost thirty. Who else would want to marry a leftover woman like her if not me?"
The words landed in the silence of the study and did not echo. They simply sat there, occupying space, filling the room with the particular stillness that follows a blow delivered so openly that even the furniture seems to hold its breath. Beyond the windows, the city lights pulsed on, indifferent, a glittering empire that belonged to his bloodline and not mine.
Serena feigned surprise, playfully slapping his arm with the kind of easy, practiced intimacy that comes only from years of touch no one was supposed to see. "Hey! I'm almost thirty too. Do you call me leftover?"
Dominic's face softened instantly—not gradually, not with effort, but with the automatic ease of a man returning to the only frequency he had ever actually wanted to tune into. He tried to backtrack, his voice dropping into something low and conspiratorial, a register I had once believed was reserved for me alone. "Of course not. You're different. Guys are lining up for you. But Bianca? She's not exactly in demand. She should be grateful to have me. While you, you get to pick and choose. But if you don't take any of them there's still…"
He trailed off, leaving the suggestion hanging in the air like smoke from a spent round. The unfinished sentence curled between them, and Serena's mouth curved into something that was not quite a smile and not quite a promise but occupied the exact territory between both. Her crimson nail had gone still against the glass. She didn't need to tap it again. She had already won whatever silent game she was playing, and everyone in the room knew it except possibly the man who had just handed her the victory.
I tightened my grip on my purse. The leather creaked softly beneath my fingers, and I waited for the familiar sensation—the hot wire of heartbreak threading through my ribs, the sting that had once been so reliable it felt like a companion. It barely came. A ghost of it, perhaps. A shadow passing over ground that had already been scorched bare. For once, my heart didn't ache. I had finally learned to let go, to detach myself from the pain. The realization did not feel like freedom. It felt like standing in a room that had already been emptied.
"You're right." My voice was steady, shaped into something almost pleasant. "I should thank you for your generosity."
My smile felt distant, as if it were someone else's alliance ceremony we were talking about, not mine. As if the bride in question were a woman I had read about in the society pages—some unfortunate daughter traded between bloodlines for a stability she would never personally enjoy. Dominic stared at me, stunned, the glass halfway to his mouth, still watching as I turned and walked out of the study. My heels clicked against the obsidian floor in a rhythm that sounded, for the first time, like something final.
When I got home to the penthouse bedroom that had never felt like mine, I began packing my things. I moved quietly, methodically, folding garments into boxes I had asked a trusted courier to bring—a service that answered to neither Bellandi nor Valente, just a man who moved parcels and asked no questions. Four years of my life with Dominic, four years of Sunday dinners with capos who looked through me and holidays where Theo Bellandi straightened her pearl bracelet before explaining, with exquisite courtesy, why the seating arrangement required me to be farther from the head of the table than Serena. All of it barely filled two boxes. The smallness of it was its own kind of violence.
When Dominic returned later, stepping through the front door with the loose-limbed ease of a man who had spent the intervening hours doing something he considered more interesting than his promised bride, he arrived just as the courier was leaving with my things. The man passed him in the hallway, a plain cardboard box under each arm, and Dominic's eyes tracked the movement with sudden, almost animal alertness. He looked alarmed, as if panicked by what he saw—not because he loved me, but because unexplained movement of property in a Bellandi household carried implications that even an heir could not afford to ignore.
"What's with the boxes? Why'd you call a courier service?"
My reply came easily, as casual as could be. "Just sending some gifts to my parents." A peace offering for the coastal house. Tribute, in the language he understood, though not the kind he was imagining. He would picture wine, perhaps, or one of the decorative items his mother had deemed too provincial for the penthouse. He would not picture the last four years of my life sealed in cardboard and carried out the door by a stranger.
He opened his mouth to ask more—I could see the question forming, the faint crease between his brows that meant his instinct was pulling against his indifference—but right then, his phone lit up with a notification on the console where his cufflinks still sat. A game invite. The screen glowed against the dark marble, and instantly, his attention shifted. The crease smoothed. The question died. Whatever flicker of suspicion had surfaced sank back beneath the water without a ripple.
I knew it was from Serena. She had posted on her feeds just minutes earlier, hinting at a wild night of singlehood for Dominic before he "settled down"—the kind of public digital whisper that Omertà could not quite reach, visible to anyone with eyes and a screen. She was planning two straight days of gaming with him to celebrate his "last days of freedom," and the invitation glowing on his phone was her way of pulling the leash she had never officially been given but had always held.
He picked up the phone without looking at me. His thumb moved across the screen, and something in his face shifted into the private, unguarded expression I had spent four years trying to earn and never once received. The study door closed behind him with a soft click that sounded, in the emptied hallway, like the turning of a lock.
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Dominic said he would be away on Family business for two days and did not want to be disturbed before the wedding. I didn't call him out on it. I just murmured something low enough to pass for acknowledgment and shut the bedroom door behind him, listening to his footsteps fade down the corridor until the only sound left was the ticking of the hallway clock and my own breathing.
On the day of the alliance ceremony, there was no bridal procession. No string quartet on the landing. No family arriving with armfuls of white peonies or cases of vintage prosecco. The Bellandi compound, vast and old and built from stone quarried before the first war, sat in its usual state of austere grandeur. Not a single ribbon had been tied, not a single candle lit in the foyer's iron candelabras. Not one thing on the property suggested that a wedding was about to take place beneath its roof. I arrived in a simple white dress I had bought myself from a shop outside Family territory, carrying nothing, and the soldier at the gate barely glanced at me before waving the car through.
Inside, the scene told me everything the silence had been whispering for months. The Bellandi household was alive, but not for me. They were gathered in the formal dining room, crystal glasses already half-empty, clustered around Serena Valente like she was the bride whose morning they were toasting. Serena sat at the center of their warmth, her dark hair swept over one shoulder, laughing at something one of the cousins had said while an older aunt refilled her champagne flute without being asked. The Bellandi capos' wives leaned in close, touching her arm, complimenting her dress. She belonged there the way furniture belonged, as if the house had been built around her and simply forgot to tell me.
They glanced at me when I stepped into the doorway. One look, collectively, the way you glance at a coat someone left on the wrong hook. Then they turned back to Serena. No one stood. No one crossed the room. No one said my name. Theo Bellandi sat at the head of the long walnut table, her pearl bracelet catching the chandelier light, and she straightened it with one precise turn before lifting her coffee cup to her lips. She did not look at me again after that first dismissal, and somehow that single rotation of pearls cut deeper than anything she could have said aloud.
In the past I would have crossed the room myself. I would have smiled until my face ached and complimented Theo Bellandi's suit and asked if I could help with anything, absorbing every cold silence and offhand slight like a bruise I deserved for not being born into the right bloodline. I had done it for years. I had swallowed their disdain the way you swallow medicine, telling myself it would cure something eventually. But standing in that doorway now, watching them fawn over the woman my promised groom kept at his side like a second shadow, I understood with a clarity that felt almost peaceful: if Dominic truly wanted to marry me, he would never have allowed me to walk into his family's home and find not a single soul willing to meet my eyes.
Then Dominic came down the stairs.
I heard him before I saw him. The particular weight of his step, unhurried, the way a man descends when he knows the room will wait. He rounded the landing in a charcoal suit, jacket open, and the first thing I noticed was the smudge of lipstick on his collar. Not hidden. Not wiped. A dark rose stain sitting just below his jaw, bright against the white cotton, as visible as a bruise he hadn't bothered to cover because covering it would have meant it mattered. He hadn't even checked a mirror.
Every head in the room turned, first to him, then to the stain, then to me. The mocking landed quietly, the way it always did in this house. A cousin's wife pressed her lips together to keep from smiling. One of the younger capos exhaled a short breath through his nose. Serena's crimson nail tapped once, twice, three times against the rim of her champagne glass, and the smile that followed was a blade dressed in silk. Theo Bellandi took another sip of her coffee and said nothing, which was its own verdict.
I ignored them all. I took out my phone and photographed the room exactly as it was: the bare walls, the undecorated table, the cluster of Bellandis who had dressed for a Sunday dinner rather than a wedding, and my groom descending the staircase with another woman's mouth still marking his skin. I sent the picture to my parents with no caption. They would understand. They had always understood more than I gave them credit for.
Dominic didn't seem to notice the stain or didn't care. He crossed the foyer, looked me up and down once with the flat assessment he usually reserved for paperwork, and asked, "Why aren't you wearing your wedding dress?"
I stared at him in silence. The question hung between us, absurd and enormous at the same time. It took him a full three seconds, long enough for the grandfather clock to mark each one, before he glanced down at his own open jacket, his unbuttoned collar, his everyday shoes, and realized he hadn't dressed for the occasion either. Something flickered behind his eyes, too brief to be shame, and then it was gone. He adjusted his signet ring once against his knuckle and turned toward the garden doors without another word.
第10章
Once the household had gathered, we moved to the rear lawn for the vows. A modest arch of white hydrangeas had been erected beside the fountain, the only concession anyone had made to ceremony. The officiant, a Family-connected judge who had performed three Bellandi weddings before mine, stood with his leather folio and waited. Soldiers in dark suits lined the perimeter of the garden at ten-yard intervals, hands folded, earpieces glinting, their presence so routine that no one acknowledged them. The afternoon light fell flat and gray through a thin ceiling of cloud, and even the birds had gone quiet, as though the estate itself was holding its breath for something other than a marriage.
Dominic took the microphone from the officiant and stepped beneath the arch. He was supposed to speak his vows. Instead, in the half-second before his voice carried, a low whisper escaped him first, intimate and unguarded and amplified by the microphone he'd already raised to his lips.
"Serena."
Her name moved through the gathered crowd like smoke. His gaze had found her across the rows of seated Bellandis, and hers had found his, and for a suspended, brutal moment they were locked together with the gravity of people who had forgotten anyone else existed. The guests murmured. Chairs shifted. Someone coughed into the silence the way people cough when they are embarrassed for you. I could feel every eye in that garden calculating whether I would shatter, whether I would scream, whether I would give them the scene they were quietly hoping for so they could discuss it over dinner for the next decade.
I gave a small smile.
Then I interrupted Dominic before he could continue.
My thumb found the inside of my ring finger, pressing once against the thin band of metal that had lived there for longer than it should have. Then, slowly, deliberately, in full view of the Bellandi household and their soldiers and the gray indifferent sky, I slid the ring off.
The air changed. I could feel it happen, a subtle redistribution of pressure, the way a room shifts when someone draws a weapon. Serena's expression tightened by a fraction. Dominic's hand lowered the microphone an inch. I did not look at either of them. I walked forward, heels silent on the manicured grass, past the first row of chairs, past the cousins, past the capos' wives with their champagne and their judgment, and stopped a few feet from Serena Valente, who sat with her ankles crossed and her chin lifted and a glow of satisfaction radiating from her like heat from a banked fire.
Dominic tensed. He moved before he thought, crossing the distance between the arch and Serena in three fast strides and positioning himself in front of her like a shield, his body angled between us, one hand already half-raised.
"Bianca, what are you doing?" he demanded.
I didn't explain. I stopped a few inches away, close enough to see the faint tremor of triumph Serena was trying to suppress at the corners of her mouth, and I placed the ring gently into her open palm. Her fingers closed around it on instinct, and for one heartbeat her composure cracked. She hadn't expected this. None of them had.
"This ring was always a bit loose," I said. My voice was steady. "Guess it was never really meant for me."
I had seen him make it. Night after night in the back study of the compound, the door cracked open just enough for me to watch the careful work of his hands, the jeweler's tools borrowed from the old Bellandi vault, the concentration on his face that I had mistaken for love. When he finally gave it to me, it slipped on my finger with too much ease, and my tears flowed down my cheek. I was so happy. I told myself the fit didn't matter, that he had made it with his own hands, that the looseness was something I could fix with a jeweler's band. Then I found the engraving inside. A single initial, precise and deliberate, carved into the interior of the gold with the same care he had put into every facet. B. Not P. Not the letter that began my name in any language. B, for Serena's middle name, the private name he used for her when he thought no one was listening, just like the birthday tribute gift I had given him months ago, a monogrammed case I'd had engraved with what I thought was his own initial but which he kept because the letter matched hers. I had told myself it was a coincidence at first. I had told myself a lot of things.
"You two are a perfect match," I said, looking between them. "I wish you a lifetime of happiness together."
Gasps moved through the crowd like wind through dry grass. Chairs creaked. One of the soldiers along the perimeter shifted his weight and then caught himself, returning to stillness. The silence that followed was enormous, a cathedral silence, the kind that only forms when an entire room is holding its breath at once.
Dominic's face darkened. He snatched the ring back from Serena's palm, his signet ring scraping against his knuckle as his fist closed, and he turned on me with the cold fury of a man who has been publicly stripped of control in his own house, on his own land, in front of people who measure power the way a butcher measures weight.
"Bianca, are you crazy?" His voice was low and dangerous. "Serena and I are Family intimates. I've told you that. Why do you have to make a scene and ruin our wedding?"
He stepped closer. Close enough that I could smell the remnants of her perfume still clinging to his collar.
"If you mess this up, there won't be another one." His tone turned cold.
The old me would have apologized immediately. The old me would have dropped her eyes and softened her voice and begged him not to walk away, because for years I had dreamed of standing beside him at this altar with the Bellandi name wrapped around mine like armor. I had built my entire future on the image of becoming his wife, believing that if I just endured enough, loved enough, forgave enough, the man I had once known would return. But now, with his lipstick-stained collar inches from my face and the ring he had made for another woman clenched in his fist, I understood. A marriage pact couldn't keep someone who had already moved on. An alliance ceremony wouldn't magically make two people who didn't love each other happy. And no amount of Bellandi power could turn a lie into a life.
Serena joined in, stepping out from behind Dominic with an expression of tender concern so expertly performed it could have fooled a priest at confession. "Bianca, listen to him. There's nothing between me and Dominic. Today is about your happiness. Don't act rashly!" Her voice was warm, generous, perfectly calibrated, and her crimson nail tapped once, twice, three times against the champagne glass she still held, a private metronome of jealousy keeping time beneath the act.
Her performance landed exactly where she intended it to. Theo Bellandi nodded once from her seat, a silent coronation. The cousins murmured approval. Two of the capos' wives exchanged glances that said what everyone was thinking: Serena Valente would have made a better match. The room was choosing sides, and they were choosing her, publicly, collectively, in the way this Family chose everything, with the quiet violence of consensus.
My initial plan had been to leave quietly. To set the ring down, turn my back on the compound, and let the Bellandi household forget I had ever existed. But standing there, watching them use my humiliation as a pedestal to elevate Serena higher, watching Dominic's family nod along to the performance of a woman who had been sleeping with my groom while smiling at me across dinner tables for years, I saw no reason to hold back.
They wanted to step on me to crown her. Fine. Then they could see exactly who they were crowning.
With a quick swipe on my phone, I connected to the outdoor screen that hung behind the ceremonial arch, the same screen the Bellandis used for family tribute reels at holiday gatherings and communion celebrations. The display flickered to life. And there, projected ten feet tall in the gray afternoon light for every soldier, every capo's wife, every cousin, and Theo Bellandi herself to see, were Serena Valente's photographs with my promised groom, intimate and undeniable, blazing across the screen like a verdict no amount of Omertà could bury.