Too Late, EX-Husband: The wife He Never Wanted

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Too Late, EX-Husband: The wife He Never Wanted

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HotDevil HusbandSecondChanceBillionaireRevenge

"I want a divorce. Draw up the papers." I sat across from the city's top divorce attorney, my voice steady and sure. The attorney hadn't expected this. After all, I was the woman the tabloids called "...

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第1章

"I want a divorce. Draw up the papers." I sat across from the city's top divorce attorney, my voice steady and sure. The attorney hadn't expected this. After all, I was the woman the tabloids called "the most pathetic trophy wife in America," and here I was, asking to leave my husband of my own free will. Because according to the rumors, I was the woman so desperate to keep her husband's attention and hold on to the title of Mrs. Delgado that she'd personally groom his mistresses for him. Other wives spent their energy guarding assets, managing their husbands, raising children. Me? I devoted myself to training women who suited Malcolm Delgado's tastes, then delivered them straight to his bed. I caught the shock on the attorney's face but felt no urge to explain. What he didn't know was that the Hensons' real daughter, Lillian, had recently resurfaced, and I'd been exposed as the imposter all along. The irony was that Malcolm had fallen for Lillian, so completely that he'd cut off every single one of his mistresses for her. Those women came crashing into our home in tears. One of them even slit her wrists right there in the foyer, just to force Malcolm to show his face. He never came. I was the one who cleaned up the mess, handing each of them a ten-million-dollar severance to make them go away. Three years. I was done. The Hensons' real daughter was back where she belonged, and it was time for me to leave. When I got home, Malcolm wrapped his arms around me from behind, his hands slipping under my clothes, his voice carrying that lazy, intimate warmth. "Babe, you've spent three years keeping those women in line for me. That's hard work. Tell me what you want as a reward." I kept my expression blank, pulled the doctored paperwork from my bag, and handed it over. "I've had my eye on a penthouse downtown." Malcolm signed without so much as a glance. He was like everyone else. Convinced I'd never leave him. Convinced that the woman who loved him so deeply also craved his money too much to walk away. But Malcolm didn't know that this time, I was truly done with him. 1 Malcolm scrawled his name on the divorce agreement disguised as a real estate contract, then pulled me into his arms. "A penthouse isn't nearly enough of a reward. You've been working hard for three whole years, babe." His hands slid beneath my clothes, unclasping my bra, his voice thick with desire. "Let's have a baby to keep you company. It's about time I had an heir anyway." I closed my eyes. A dull ache bloomed behind my ribs. A baby? Had he forgotten that three years ago, I'd miscarried because of his affair? My gaze landed on the smear of lipstick on his collar, vivid as a wound, and my throat went so dry I could barely speak. "It's late. You're tired. Let's just get some rest." But he leaned down and pressed a kiss to my cheek, brimming with confidence. "I'm not tired. Your husband might not be what he was on our wedding night, but three or four rounds? Still got it." Malcolm let out a low laugh. "What, you think just because Lillian's back, I'm going to toss you aside?" "She's a good girl. Just treat her like a little sister. Even if she is the Hensons' real daughter, you'll always be my wife." "I'm going to shower. Wait for me in bed." I wanted to tell him I truly didn't care about being Mrs. Delgado. The truth was, I'd wanted a divorce the very first time Malcolm cheated, three years ago. I'd fled to my parents' house and hid there for three days. He knelt outside their door for all three of those days, begging me to forgive him, swearing he'd never do it again. I refused to forgive him. But then the Hensons sat me down and told me I wasn't really their daughter. They said they'd raised me for over twenty years, and now it was time to repay the debt. They wanted a hundred million dollars to settle the account for every resource they'd ever spent on me. They wanted me to remain the chairman's wife for three more years, extending the Hensons' business partnerships with the Delgado Group. That, they said, would square us on the debt of raising me. With no other choice, I demanded a hundred million from Malcolm as my condition for taking him back, and I went home with him. Overnight, the whole world decided I'd stayed for the money. Even Malcolm believed I'd changed. Whatever guilt he'd carried vanished in an instant, and he began sending women to me without restraint, expecting me to polish them to his liking. But after watching me tend to his mistresses for three years without complaint, he started to feel sorry for me. He decided I must love him so desperately that I'd endure anything. So every time he sent a new woman my way, he'd reward me with ten million dollars, or a house, or designer bags. For three years, I devoted myself to cultivating women better suited to Malcolm Delgado's tastes. I taught his mistresses piano, chess, calligraphy, and painting. Etiquette and horseback riding. The art of managing a man. They mastered it all. Every one of them was better at pleasing him than I ever was, and he lavished his affection on them, one after another. Until Lillian, the Hensons' long-lost real daughter, appeared. Malcolm's heart snapped shut without warning. He cut off every last one of his flings for her. He never came. I was the one who cleaned up the mess, handing each of them ten million dollars to make them go away. I remembered one woman in particular who refused to leave, screaming at me until her voice broke. "Are you proud of yourself, Prudence Henson? No matter how many women cycle through Malcolm's bed, your seat never budges!" "Too bad it won't last. The real Henson daughter is back, and Malcolm's in love with her. Your days as Mrs. Delgado are numbered!" Listening to the water running in the bathroom, I let out a quiet, bitter laugh. "I never wanted to fight anyone for that seat." My three-year agreement with the Hensons had expired. It was time to go. After his shower, Malcolm kissed me. His palm settled on my waist, fingertips pressing in with familiar warmth. Instinct told me to push him away, but if I resisted too hard, he'd know something was off. Let it go. Just this once. The last time, I told myself. So I closed my eyes and endured it, tears trapped behind my lashes. I couldn't understand why Malcolm, whose heart had already moved on, still insisted on performing this charade of devotion. Faithless and false. Even though every part of my soul was exhausted by the man in front of me, my body still remembered his warmth with a familiarity I couldn't erase. After the first time, Malcolm reached for me again. But his phone rang. The caller was Lillian. Her voice came through, tearful and trembling: "Malcolm, I... someone was awful to me. I'm so scared..." His brow snapped tight. Without a second's hesitation he was out of bed and pulling on his clothes, every trace of laziness gone, replaced by something hard and urgent. "It's okay. Don't be scared. I'm on my way." Before, no matter what happened to any of his mistresses, he'd send a bodyguard. He never went himself. He certainly never left in the middle of the night to comfort anyone. Now, for Lillian, he shattered that rule without blinking. Malcolm leaned down and brushed a light kiss across my cheek. "I'll be right back, babe." "Our anniversary is in a week. This year, I promise I'll spend it with you properly." I watched his back disappear through the door. I'd thought I was past the point of hurting, but bitterness still rose from somewhere deep. I shook it off quickly, pulled the divorce agreement from my bag, and sent it to the attorney. His reply lit up my screen almost instantly: "Seven days, tops. I'll have everything finalized." After closing the conversation, I swallowed the contraceptive pill I'd prepared. Three years ago, I'd been pregnant too. At six weeks, I walked into the parking garage and caught Malcolm kissing one of his employees in the back seat of his car. I lost control completely. His mistress shoved me, taunting me as I stumbled, and I miscarried right there. I never considered carrying Malcolm Delgado's child again after that. The memory of the procedure surfaced unbidden, pain so sharp it had felt like an execution. I forced myself to breathe, slow and deep, until the trembling stopped, and began packing the things I'd take with me. But when I opened the closet and saw the white dress tucked away at the very back, my heart clenched before I could stop it. Seven years ago, when Malcolm and I first fell in love, the Delgado family wanted nothing to do with a small-town merchant's daughter. Malcolm stood before his entire family and swore he'd marry no one else in this lifetime. The Delgados cut off his resources. So he took my hand, and we started over from a tiny rented apartment, building everything from nothing. During that time, he never once made me feel like I was suffering. Every bit of money he earned went toward little gifts for me, dresses he'd picked out himself. Eventually the Delgados couldn't bear watching their heir struggle and grudgingly approved the marriage. The day I entered the Delgado household, I knelt in the family chapel for twenty-four straight hours with a porcelain bowl balanced on my head, never letting a single drop of water spill, until his mother was finally satisfied. I had walked into that marriage because of his love. Fearlessly. Without looking back. Now that the love was gone, there was no reason left to stay. I tossed every dress and every gift from those rented-apartment days into the trash without a shred of hesitation. Once the divorce was finalized, I'd move abroad and start over. And I was never coming back.

第2章

The next morning, I came downstairs to find Malcolm standing in the middle of the living room. A girl stood beside him, timidly clutching the edge of his sleeve. I didn't ask a single question. I walked straight into the kitchen and grabbed my breakfast. Footsteps approached from behind, and a familiar presence enveloped me. Malcolm rested his chin against my shoulder, his voice low and laced with amusement. "The other girls in the Henson family's branch families keep picking on Lillian. She can't handle that kind of environment, so I brought her here to stay for a few days." The jasmine perfume clinging to him was impossible to miss. My lashes trembled, but I pretended not to recognize whose scent it was. "I'll have the housekeeper prepare the guest room." Malcolm hadn't expected me to be this calm. His thumb traced slow circles over the back of my hand. "Since she's staying here, I need you to play the big sister. Teach her some social graces, how to carry herself. Thirty million dollars. Consider it compensation for the trouble." "Fine." Malcolm studied my uncharacteristic composure, sensing something was off. "Are you upset?" I lifted my gaze. My tone was flat. "No." He sighed. "Is it because she's the Hensons' real daughter? You think she's going to take your place?" "Don't worry, that won't happen. I'll smooth things over with the Hensons. I'll give them new contracts. They'll still claim you as their daughter." The corner of my mouth twitched into the kind of practiced, hollow smile I'd perfected over three years. Lillian watched me cautiously, and the moment my eyes swept in her direction, she shrank behind Malcolm. He reached back and gently nudged her forward, his voice dripping with indulgence. "This is your sister, not a monster. What are you so afraid of?" It was the first time I really looked at Lillian Henson. Small face. Round eyes. She looked nothing like me, and nothing like any of his past lovers. No wonder Malcolm treated her differently. I turned away and sat down to eat. Lillian seemed to gather her courage. She picked up a bowl of porridge and walked toward me. "I got you some porridge, sis..." Before she could finish, her wrist jerked violently. Scalding porridge splashed across my body. Before I could even react, she let out a sharp cry and threw herself into Malcolm's arms. "I didn't mean to! She pinched me, it hurt so bad I couldn't hold it steady..." Malcolm's first instinct was to check on me, but the moment he heard her words, his head snapped down to examine the back of her hand. Sure enough, a red mark bloomed across the skin. His brow furrowed. He looked up and glared at me. "Prudence, why the hell are you bullying her?" "She's not like those other women. Don't take out your frustrations on her!" I almost laughed. Malcolm hadn't hesitated for a single second before believing Lillian's accusation and turning on me. Lillian burrowed deeper into his arms, whimpering softly. "Does she not like me? If I'm causing problems, I can go back to where I was before..." She kept her head down, the picture of wounded selflessness. Malcolm's hand settled on her shoulder. He patted it gently, his voice tender. "Don't overthink it." "Prudence, apologize to Lillian. Then we'll put this behind us." He turned to me, and his tone left no room for refusal. Enough, Prudence. What are you still expecting from this man? My expression went cold. I grabbed Lillian's hand and squeezed hard, digging my fingers into her skin. The back of her hand swelled instantly. "That is what a pinch feels like. Now you know." I released her. My voice was ice. "If you're going to play games, at least learn to play them well. That was embarrassing." I turned and walked upstairs without sparing Malcolm a single glance. By the time he finished consoling Lillian and came looking for me, I had already changed. He walked over, his tone gentle. "Lillian really isn't the scheming type. She just got a little jealous, threw a small tantrum. Don't hold it against her." I lowered my eyes to hide what I was feeling and offered no opinion on his assessment of "not the scheming type." Malcolm seemed pleased by my compliance. He reached for me. I stepped aside. His hand froze mid-air. His brow creased. "What's wrong? Still angry?" "My period's about to start. I'm not feeling well." I fought to keep my composure, my fists clenched so tight my knuckles went white. This time, all I could do was refuse. The contraceptive pills were brutal on my body, and I didn't dare take them again so soon. Malcolm's interest visibly cooled. He was about to leave. But as he turned, his elbow caught the nightstand. A sharp clatter. A box of pills hit the floor. He looked down. The moment he read the label, his face went dark. "Prudence, you've been taking birth control?!"

第3章

"I've been regulating my cycle." I snatched the pills back, forcing my voice steady. Malcolm laughed in disbelief, his eyes going cold. "You don't want to carry my child, is that it?!" He stared at my face, at the distance that had settled there without either of us noticing when it began. Fury surged through him, though beneath it flickered something he refused to acknowledge: panic. My silence was answer enough. "Wonderful." To mask that sliver of unease, Malcolm released me with a shove so abrupt it bordered on violent. "If you won't do it, I'll find someone who will!" He stormed out and into the guest bedroom, dragging Lillian back with him. He sat her on the edge of the bed, his voice deliberately low, almost coaxing. "Lillian, would you be willing to have my baby?" Lillian's cheeks flushed. She nodded, her voice barely above a whisper. "But I don't know how." Malcolm let out a quiet laugh. It was soft but carried no warmth. His gaze drifted past her and landed squarely on me, bright with undisguised humiliation. "That's fine." "Your sister will teach you." My head snapped up. A high-pitched ringing filled my ears, and for a second I was sure I'd misheard. Malcolm was going to sleep with Lillian right in front of me and make me coach them through it? "She's taught plenty of women what to do in bed. One more won't make a difference." He spoke slowly, his tone airy, laced with contempt. Something seized my heart and squeezed. I thought of our wedding night seven years ago, Malcolm holding my hand, murmuring against my hair: "You don't have to learn any of that servant nonsense my mother talks about. I'd never let you suffer even the smallest indignity." My nails dug into my palms until they nearly broke the skin. I couldn't feel the pain. Humiliation swallowed me whole. I watched, eyes open, as the man who was still legally my husband pressed another woman into the bed and lavished her with tenderness. I didn't want to watch. He made me guide them. I was pinned in place, and whatever warmth remained inside me cooled degree by degree. Until there was nothing left but dead, frozen silence. Malcolm told me what to say, and I said it. Calm as a puppet with its strings pulled taut. When it was over, Lillian looked up with wounded eyes, her voice cottony and soft. "Am I boring? I don't know anything. I'm not as good as she is..." Malcolm leaned down to soothe her, his expression sated. "You're nothing like her." "She's a tramp. She knows every trick in the book because she trained her old lovers one by one." "But you're innocent. Pure as a blank page. That's what makes you irresistible." I let out a hollow laugh. When we first married, I'd been curious about all of it. The two of us would hide under the covers, blushing, figuring things out together. Now all of that had been reduced to one breezy verdict: I was easy. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I bolted to the bathroom and threw up until there was nothing left. The woman in the mirror was ashen, her lips drained of color. My phone rang. "The three-year agreement is up. It's time for you to step aside." Lauren Henson's voice on the other end was flat, indifferent. "I've already sent Lillian to the Delgado estate. Find a way to make Malcolm marry her. This marriage was supposed to be hers in the first place." "Don't overstay your welcome." A strange clarity settled over me. My entire life had been something of a joke. The love was a lie. So was the family. Lillian had been reclaimed by the Hensons three years ago, but they'd never made it public. They even told me my birth parents had died in a car accident. I had nothing left. "As long as you give up your position," they continued, "we'll grant you one condition." I closed my eyes. My throat burned, dry as paper. "Fine. I want a green card." I never wanted the title of Mrs. Delgado anyway. Malcolm was standing in the doorway. I didn't know how long he'd been there. His gaze was heavy, fixed on me. "You're going to the States?" My body went rigid, but I smoothed it over quickly. "A business partner's wife invited me to see an exhibition in the US." Malcolm frowned. His tone dropped back to ice. "I'll ask you one last time. Will you have my child?" I knew that if I nodded, everything would go back to the way it was. As if none of this had happened. In six days I would be gone for good. Whether or not I agreed was mine to decide. But the word "yes" lodged in my throat like a stone. I couldn't force it out. "Perfect," Malcolm's face darkened in an instant. "You're going to regret this, Prudence." The door slammed shut hard enough to rattle the frame. I stood before the mirror and realized tears were already sliding down my cheeks. The truth was, I already had regrets. Regretting ever loving Malcolm Delgado. Regretting ever marrying him. The next morning, Malcolm gathered every servant in the house and made his announcement. "From today on, you will treat Lillian as the lady of this house." "Meals, daily care, everything prepared to the highest standard for a woman trying to conceive." The butler hesitated, then asked carefully, "And the living arrangements...?" Malcolm glanced at me. His tone was thin, mocking. "Move my wife's things out of the master bedroom and give it to Lillian. She's carrying something precious now. She deserves the best." "Malcolm, that's our bedroom!" My voice cracked for the first time. Every piece of that room we had chosen together, arranged together. Every sweet memory we ever made lived between those walls. Last night he'd taken another woman in that bed, and the thought alone made my stomach turn. Now he wanted me to hand over the entire room. Lillian spoke up, her voice small. "It's okay, really. I can stay in the guest room... even if it's a little scary being alone." Malcolm pulled her into his arms at once, his voice softening. "No need." He looked at me, careless and cutting. "Since you won't have my child, Prudence, don't interfere with my decisions." "Until the baby is born, Lillian is the lady of this house." "And when the child arrives, it'll be registered under your name. Lillian will never get to hear her own baby call her 'Mom.'" "To make up for that, you'll move into the guest room and take care of her. Through the pregnancy, the delivery, and recovery." My eyes finally burned red. He wanted me to play nursemaid to his mistress? The servants exchanged uneasy glances, none of them daring to breathe. Was the lady of the Delgado household really being replaced? Malcolm looked at me and raised one brow. "Any objections?"

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I stared at the man who had once fought the entire world for me. The one who held me in the rain and whispered, "No one gets to hurt you." As if he'd never existed at all. A long silence passed. Slowly, I unclenched my fists, fingers numb from how tightly I'd been gripping. My palms were stained deep red. "No objections." Soon enough, I wouldn't be here anyway. What did it matter to me who slept in the master bedroom? Malcolm's expression was stone-cold as he issued his orders. "Take care of Lillian while you're home. There's a gala the evening after tomorrow. You'll both attend. The gowns will be delivered tonight." I answered quietly. The next afternoon, I stood in the living room, watching the housekeeper press the gowns inch by careful inch. I had no desire to play the charming wife at another one of Malcolm's galas. But I refused to show up looking like a wreck. The gown and the jewelry were things I always inspected myself. Lillian stood off to the side, her voice small and tentative. "Prudence, could you teach me the etiquette for these kinds of events?" I didn't want to acknowledge her, but the housekeeper was right there, and I still had a role to play: the composed wife of a powerful man. So I swallowed what I felt and walked her through the tedious formalities, one by one. Lillian listened attentively. Then she said, "Prudence, I'd love to learn how to press clothes too. So I can iron Malcolm's shirts for him. Would that be okay?" My fingers stilled for just a beat before I nodded. "Sure." Lillian would be the next Mrs. Delgado soon enough. Teaching her how to press his shirts made no difference to me. I placed my hand over the iron, demonstrating the angle and pressure. What I didn't expect was Lillian's hand shooting over mine, clamping down hard on my wrist. I couldn't react in time. The iron slammed flat against the fabric with a dull thud. The smell of scorched cloth hit instantly, the material blackening beneath it. Before I could wrench free, she had already let go. And in the same breath, Lillian raised her hand and slapped herself across the face. Hard. I realized what was happening and lunged to stop her, but it was too late. Lillian was already rushing out, eyes brimming red. She threw herself into Malcolm's arms, trembling all over, her sobs coming in broken fragments. "Malcolm, Prudence ruined my gown... and she told me not to tell you... I just wanted to learn to press your shirts, and she hit me, called me ungrateful, told me to get out, said I wasn't worthy of carrying your children..." "What the hell is wrong with you, Prudence?!" Malcolm's face darkened. His gaze cut toward me, ice-cold. My stomach dropped. I forced the words out. "Lillian held my hand down and destroyed the gown herself. The slap was self-inflicted. The housekeeper was standing right there. Ask her." "I... I didn't see anything..." The housekeeper kept her head low, her voice shaking. She wouldn't even look at me. I turned to stare at her, unable to believe that the woman I had trusted for seven years would betray me. Before I could say another word— Crack. A slap landed full across my face. The force snapped my head to the side. A high-pitched ringing filled my ears, as if something had been split open inside my skull. Malcolm stared at me. There was no hesitation in his eyes. Nothing but raw, undisguised contempt. "When did you become this vicious, Prudence?" "You refuse to have children yourself, and now you're threatening Lillian? You actually hit her?" His voice grew colder with every word. "Do you have any idea that obstructing an heir violates the Delgado family code?" I drew a deep breath, refusing to accept a crime I hadn't committed. "I won't confess to something I didn't do. Check the security footage. Every inch of this house is covered by cameras." "No need. You think Lillian would make this up? She's guileless. She doesn't have your kind of scheming mind." Even my explanations were pointless now. Malcolm had already convicted me. "Since you enjoy ironing so much, you can stay in this room and press every last piece of clothing until you're done. Your gown goes to Lillian tomorrow. You can wear the ruined one yourself." Malcolm let out a cold laugh, shoved me aside, and turned to leave. My foot slipped. My lower back slammed into the iron I hadn't had time to move. A searing hiss. The pain detonated across my skin. I couldn't hold back the scream. My whole body folded in on itself, vision going black at the edges. Malcolm's footsteps faltered. He turned back, almost instinctively, concern flickering across his face before he could mask it. But in the next second, Lillian pressed a hand to her cheek, her voice soft and trembling. "Malcolm... my face hurts so much..." She'd learned from last time. The slap had been hard enough to leave a convincing flush, red and raw-looking, but calibrated just right so it wouldn't swell. After all, swelling would mean she couldn't attend the gala. Malcolm forgot what he'd been about to do. He reached for her face at once, his voice turning gentle. "Don't worry. Let me take you to get something for it." His hand rested protectively against her back. He didn't look at me again. The housekeeper had already slipped away. I straightened up slowly. Pain pulsed through my lower back in waves. I went to get the burn ointment myself. My hands were shaking so badly it took several tries to twist off the cap. In that moment, I couldn't tell which hurt more. My back, or my heart. I was supposed to have stopped expecting anything from Malcolm by now. Because he'd deliberately kept me from buying a new gown, I couldn't wear the ruined one to the gala. On the night of the event, I had no choice but to put on an old dress. The fabric was dated, the cut no longer flattering by current standards, but I still smoothed the hem inch by inch. The entire ride there, I didn't say a single word to Malcolm. He gave a cold scoff. The moment the car stopped, he stepped out with Lillian. The door closed in my face. I was a step behind. By the time I climbed out, one hand braced against my aching back, they were already walking ahead, side by side. Under the lights, the two of them looked effortless together, intimate and natural. Every bit the married couple. And I trailed far behind. The moment I stepped through the entrance of the ballroom, the whispers began. "Look at her. Why is the chairman's wife lagging behind?" "He's had plenty of mistresses, but none of them have ever gotten this kind of treatment..." "Looks like Mrs. Delgado has truly fallen out of favor."

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"Look at that gown. Hasn't that been out of style for years?" "Well, what do you expect? She's a fraud, remember?" "The real Henson heiress is right up there, on the chairman's arm." Every whispered barb drove into my eardrums like a needle. I lifted my chin slightly, kept my spine straight, and walked in as though I hadn't heard a word. Inside the ballroom, Malcolm was guiding Lillian through the crowd. She was visibly nervous, stumbling over her words, but he picked up the conversation so seamlessly that no one noticed, smoothing over every awkward pause in two or three sentences. She couldn't handle alcohol, so he raised the glass for her, intercepting toast after toast. When Lillian nearly knocked over a wine glass with a clumsy elbow, he caught her wrist and steadied it. "Take it slow. It's fine." I watched all of it, something thick lodging in my throat. That used to be me at these events, working the room on his behalf. I was the one who charmed the guests with the right words at the right time. I was the one who drank so he didn't have to, who memorized every associate's preferences, who anticipated every detail before it became a problem. I had to be flawless. Thorough. Beyond reproach. I had to be the impeccable "chairman's wife" before anyone would accept me or take me seriously. But now Lillian stood at his side. She couldn't do any of it. And he shielded her like something precious, letting her carry nothing at all. Toward the end of the gala, Malcolm needed to speak privately with a potential partner, so a separate room was arranged for the meeting. As the wife, I was expected to be present. Lillian, however, wasn't his legal spouse, so she was asked to wait outside. As the conversation warmed, the partner raised his glass and turned to me with a smile. "Surely the chairman's wife will have a drink?" A glass of baijiu was pushed in front of me. My period had started that morning. I was about to decline when a hand reached over and lifted the glass away before I could speak. "She can't drink today." Malcolm tipped his head back and downed the liquor in one swallow. For a split second, as the light caught the movement of his throat, his profile was so familiar it made the room tilt beneath me. The partner chuckled knowingly. "I had no idea Mr. Delgado and his wife were still so devoted." There was a thread of mockery in it. Everyone knew about Malcolm's affairs. But Malcolm just let out a quiet laugh. "If I don't spoil her, who would I spoil? I said seven years ago I'd be good to my wife for the rest of my life." I lowered my eyes. My fingernails dug slowly into my palms. For three years I had told myself, over and over: stop loving Malcolm Delgado. Stop letting him shake you. And yet one sentence, one line I knew was nothing more than social performance, still made my chest ache. I still felt something. After everything, I still felt something for a throwaway line like that. The meeting was wrapping up when a commotion erupted outside. Voices clashing, growing louder by the second. Then the door was flung open. A server stood in the doorway, white-faced and barely steady on her feet. "Excuse me, who here is Miss Lillian Henson's boyfriend? She's been... she's been assaulted!" The words had barely left her mouth. Malcolm shot to his feet. His chair toppled behind him and hit the floor with a crack. He didn't look at me. Not even a glance. He was out the door on pure instinct. I followed. The door to the next room stood wide open. Lillian was huddled in the corner, clothes disheveled, hair tangled across her face. The moment she saw Malcolm, she lurched toward him like he was the last solid thing in the world, crashing into his chest, sobbing so hard she could barely breathe. "Malcolm! I just stepped out for some air... they dragged me in here out of nowhere... they tore at my clothes... they touched me..." "If I hadn't screamed... they would have..." The rest dissolved. Her whole body was shaking. Malcolm's eyes went red. I had never seen him look like that. Not once. The men in the room stumbled backward, tripping over each other. "Mr. Delgado! It's a misunderstanding! We didn't know she was yours!" "If we'd known she was connected to you, we never would have laid a finger on her!" I noticed Edith Shepherd standing in the corner. One of Malcolm's former lovers. Her gaze landed on me, cold and steady, and she spoke. "Mr. Delgado, don't be angry. We were just doing what we were paid to do." "This whole thing was arranged by your wife." My heart plummeted. "That's a lie!" But Edith didn't flinch. She reached calmly into her bag and pulled out her phone. "Lie or not, why don't we all just listen?" She pressed play. My voice filled the room, crisp and unmistakable. "Have your way with Lillian Henson. Ten million per man, per round." Every drop of blood drained from my body in a single instant. "I never said that!" My voice came out strangled. "That audio is fabricated!" "Prudence... if you don't want me around... you could just tell me to leave!" Lillian's face was ashen, as though she'd been backed to the edge of a cliff. She clung to Malcolm's lapels, her voice breaking apart. "Why would you do this to me? You're a woman too..." "If this is really what you want, I'll go. I'll leave, okay? I'll stay away from Malcolm. I won't be here anymore..." She seemed to shatter completely, struggling to pull free. But Malcolm wrapped his arms around her and held tight, his eyes filled with nothing but anguish for her. "It's okay. It's okay. I'm here. Don't be scared. I'll handle this." "No one will ever touch you again." His tenderness was a blade. Each word carved deeper into the softest place in my chest. He believed them. He actually believed every word. I pressed my hands to my face and bent forward, a bitter laugh escaping before I could stop it. Minutes ago, in that meeting room, his small act of kindness had rekindled something I thought I'd killed. And just like that, it was crushed to dust. Why couldn't I learn? Why did I never learn? How could I forget that whenever Lillian was involved, he never once stopped to ask, never once considered another possibility. It was always my fault. Always. He was no longer the Malcolm who trusted me unconditionally, no matter what. I forced myself to stay calm, though my voice trembled. "This is a crime. I can call the police. If I did this, I'll face the consequences." But Malcolm didn't spare me so much as a glance. He simply moved Lillian behind him. Then he turned to the men, and his voice dropped to something subzero. "Prudence offered you ten million. I'll give you twenty." "Sleep with her. Twenty million a round." I couldn't move. A high-pitched ringing tore through my skull, drowning out everything else. I thought I'd misheard. Malcolm looked at me, and there was nothing in his eyes but pure, uncut disgust. "Prudence Henson, you use filthy tricks like this to hurt someone, and you still think you deserve to be called human? When did you become this depraved?" "If anything happens to Lillian because of what you've done, you'll answer for it." He bent down and scooped Lillian into his arms. Gently. Almost reverently. "Hospital," he told his assistant. The door slammed shut. "Malcolm!" I threw myself at it, but the lock had already clicked into place. Edith Shepherd walked up to me, her smile frozen and sharp. "Didn't see that coming, did you, Mrs. Delgado?" "Looks like you've joined the list of women he's thrown away." I stepped back instinctively. The burn on my lower back throbbed with every heartbeat. The men's eyes found me. No more restraint. No more hesitation. Like predators watching cornered prey. Despair rose like floodwater. Inch by inch, it swallowed me whole. I regretted everything. I regretted walking into that studio in college and letting Malcolm Delgado find me. I regretted falling in love with him after he pursued me. I regretted saying yes. I regretted marrying him. God, I regretted marrying him. I was backed against the window. A hand reached for me. I closed my eyes and let my body fall backward into nothing. A crash. Screams and the sound of water erupted at the same time. Cold swallowed everything.

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When I woke again, I was in the hospital. The nurse told me I'd been unconscious for two days. Two days, and Malcolm hadn't come once. I picked up my phone and opened Lillian's Instagram. Sunsets over the ocean. The deck of a yacht. Streetlights glowing in some foreign city. Malcolm was in every single photo. He was afraid the incident might have traumatized Lillian, so he'd whisked her away on a world tour. The corner of my mouth twitched. Inside, I felt nothing at all. The day I was discharged, the Hensons came. They pressed the green card into my hand, their voices dripping with satisfaction, almost approval: "Well done. You actually got Malcolm to care about Lillian this much." "The divorce. Is it taken care of?" My voice came out flat, without a single ripple: "Don't worry about it." Only then did they leave, reassured. Not one of them asked why I was in a hospital. Twenty years I'd been their family, and not a single person asked about my injuries. That was fine. It meant I wouldn't miss them when I was gone. That evening, Malcolm finally called. His voice carried the same cold, condescending edge it always did: "Do you know what you did wrong?" "If you do, come home and apologize to Lillian." He paused, as if tossing me a scrap of explanation: "The other night was just to scare you. I had people stationed outside. Five minutes, tops, before they would've come in." "You were never in any real danger. Stop playing the victim in some hospital bed. You know I don't fall for sympathy acts." I held the phone against my ear. The wound on my lower back throbbed. The cold from the water still seemed to cling to my bones. I let out a quiet "Mm." Whatever Malcolm said, I agreed. He must have sensed my compliance, because his tone softened. There was even a hint of amusement in it: "Good that you've come to your senses. Lillian isn't here to break us apart. As long as you're willing to accept her, you'll always be Mrs. Delgado." "If you hadn't refused to have children, things never would've gotten this far." One simple sentence, and somehow every bit of blame landed on me. "Tomorrow is our wedding anniversary." "I'm giving you one last chance to choose. If you're willing to have a child, we go back to the way things were." Right then, a message arrived from the attorney. Ms. Henson, the divorce has been finalized. I smiled. A single tear slid from the corner of my eye, soundless. I spoke into the phone, my voice soft and obedient: "Sure. Tomorrow's our anniversary. Maybe I'll change my mind." Malcolm's tone lifted with an unconscious pleasure: "See? I knew you'd come around, sweetheart. I've already booked a candlelit dinner for tomorrow." "It'll be an anniversary you'll never forget." I answered quietly: "Okay." Malcolm Delgado, you have no idea that I'm leaving. I wonder if that counts as unforgettable. I held my green card and the divorce papers, and three hours later I boarded a flight to the States. I popped the SIM card out of my phone and dropped it into a trash bag. Every asset had already been transferred to a new account. Every tie had been severed, inch by inch. Clouds churned outside the cabin window. Malcolm Delgado, you and I will never meet again. Those entangled loves and hatreds, that debt of upbringing—all of it has nothing to do with the free person I am now. And I will carry this new version of myself forward into a new life.