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I Left the Mafia King, Now He Regrets It
For three years, I was married to Draven Greymark, the most feared man in the underworld. But the moment his first love came back, whatever affection he once had for me vanished without a trace. I wen...
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第1章
Elaris’s POV
On the day I lost my baby and nearly lost my womb, my husband was across the hall in another woman’s private suite, taking care of her because she had an allergic reaction.
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Greymark. There was nothing we could do. You’re lucky you were brought in on time. If you had stayed out there any longer, you would have lost your womb,” the doctor said, his voice echoing in my head.
That day had started like any other.
Draven woke before dawn and dressed for business. It was the first time he had slept in our penthouse in the past two weeks. He had returned late last night from handling trouble at the southern docks, and I had prepared his favorite meal for him.
He left after a brief goodbye.
A few hours later, his call came through, sharp and impatient, ordering me to prepare seafood and bring it to one of the syndicate’s private hospital suites.
At first, I was confused. Draven hated seafood. He could barely stand the smell of it. But before I could ask why, he hung up and told me to hurry.
Like an obedient wife, I went to the market, bought everything myself, and prepared the meal.
When I was done, I got into the car and headed for the hospital.
Then, out of nowhere, the storm hit.
It came so suddenly the road vanished beneath rain and ice, and panic spread through traffic. Several cars collided. Mine was forced off the road and left hanging over the edge of an overpass.
I struggled to breathe.
The car had rolled before catching on the edge. My whole body ached, bruises covered my skin, and a sharp pain tore through my abdomen.
I cried out for help, but the storm swallowed my voice.
Shaking, I reached for my phone and called Draven.
He answered at once.
“Draven…” I whispered weakly.
“How can you be so vicious, Seraphina?” His cold voice cut through me before I could say another word.
“But Draven—”
“Seafood. It was a simple thing, yet you still found a way to ruin it. I give you everything, but you can’t even handle this. Don’t call me again.”
Then he hung up.
I tried again and again, but he rejected every call.
Then the car shifted.
I screamed as it tilted farther over the edge, as if it meant to drag me down with it. No one heard me.
And then it fell.
I closed my eyes, heart heavy with pain and anger, knowing my husband had refused to listen to me—refused to save me—over seafood he did not even eat.
But before the car could crash below, it was caught.
One of the family patrol units reached the lower road just in time. They stopped the fall, pulled me out, and rushed me straight to the syndicate hospital.
That was when the doctor told me I had been pregnant for three weeks.
The baby hadn’t survived the accident.
And if I hadn’t been found when I was, I would have lost my womb from the bleeding.
“Is there anyone you’d like us to call for, Mrs. Greymark?” the doctor asked gently.
I blinked, trying to clear the fog in my head as the last few hours came rushing back.
I shook my head, swallowing hard against the grief rising in my throat.
My baby was dead before I had even known it existed.
“What about your husband?” the doctor asked.
His words struck a nerve as I stared down at my phone on the bedside table. I had called Draven more than forty times. Not once had he answered.
How could he be so cruel?
The doctor seemed to understand my silence. He adjusted the blanket over me and sighed.
“I’ll leave you to rest. We’ll discharge you tomorrow once we’re sure the bleeding has fully stopped.”
I barely acknowledged him as he turned to leave, but he paused at the door.
“If you need someone to speak with, I can call a counselor.”
I gave him a blank look as he slipped out and closed the door softly behind him.
A few moments later, I called Draven again.
This time, instead of his voice through the phone, I heard his familiar voice just down the hall.
Hope bloomed painfully in my chest.
Draven hadn’t abandoned me completely. He was here.
I pushed myself upright, ignoring the pain in my body, and stepped out of the room.
I moved slowly down the hall and stopped at the next suite when I heard his voice again.
Before I could think, I pushed the door open.
What I saw turned me to ice.
第2章
Elaris’s POV
My husband was holding another woman tightly in his arms, his hand moving over her hair with a tenderness he had not shown me in months.
“Draven?” I called, but my voice came out hoarse and weak.
He turned at once. His forest-green eyes landed on me, and his expression darkened.
“What are you doing here?” he demanded. “Did you follow me? Did you come here to spy on us?”
“Draven, I—”
“Save it,” he snapped. “You were vicious enough to hurt her, and now you have the nerve to stand there and watch? After everything I have done for you, you could not carry out one simple request. Look at what you caused.”
He stepped aside then, and I finally saw her clearly.
Even with the slight swelling in her face and the redness around her eyes, I recognized her at once.
Nyra Ravaryn.
Draven’s childhood friend.
The woman who had returned from London seven months ago, after marrying into another crime family overseas.
I frowned, confusion tightening in my chest. Why was she here with him?
Then her perfume reached me.
Lilies and jasmine.
It hit me so hard I nearly staggered.
For months, Draven had smelled different. When I asked about it, he told me he had changed the cologne he used after late nights at the club.
He had changed something, yes.
But standing in that room now, with Nyra’s perfume thick in the air and clinging to his shirt, I knew the truth.
That scent had never belonged to cologne.
It had belonged to her.
Still, I tried to tell myself I might be wrong. Maybe I was only exhausted. Only hurting. Only letting grief twist everything into something uglier than it was.
“After everything you put her through, you still cannot even ask what happened to her?” Draven’s cold voice cut through my thoughts.
My throat tightened. “What happened to her?”
“She had an allergic reaction because of you,” he said harshly. “I told you to bring the seafood, but you never came. She had no choice but to go out and eat instead, and this is what happened.”
I stared at him, my breathing turning shallow.
The seafood.
The meal he had ordered me to prepare in the middle of the day.
The meal I had nearly died trying to deliver.
The meal that had cost me my baby.
It had all been for Nyra.
“How...” My lips trembled. “Why didn’t you answer me? Why did you ignore my calls?”
Draven looked almost offended by the question.
“When you refuse to do as I say, why should I listen to you?” he said coldly.
“Draven, let her be,” Nyra said softly at last. “I’m sure Seraphina was only delayed.”
“Delayed?” Draven let out a harsh scoff and looked back at me. “Apologize to Nyra. Now.”
“Apologize?” I repeated, too stunned to believe what I was hearing.
Nyra lowered her lashes, all softness and false grace. “That isn’t necessary, Seraphina. But... why are you here in the hospital?”
For one brief second, I was grateful for the question.
“I had an—”
“It hurts, Draven,” Nyra whimpered suddenly, clutching her side. “Ah—”
At once, Draven turned back to her and gathered her closer, all his attention returning to her as if I had ceased to exist.
I stood frozen by the doorway, pale from blood loss, shaking from grief, and he did not even ask why I was there.
Over his shoulder, Nyra lifted her eyes to mine.
There was something smug in them. Quick. Sharp. Ugly enough to make my stomach twist.
Then I understood.
She had asked that question on purpose.
Only to show me that no matter what I said, Draven would choose her.
I staggered back to my room with that truth clawing through me.
The rest of the day passed in a blur, but my mind kept circling all the small changes in Draven I had ignored these past months.
It had begun seven months ago, on our third wedding anniversary.
We were meant to have dinner alone, just the two of us, but he left in the middle of it to pick up an old family friend arriving from London. Later that same night, he came back with Nyra at his side and casually invited her to join us, as though there had been nothing strange about it.
At the time, I had thought little of it.
But now, lying awake and replaying the last seven months, I realized how blind I had been.
His late returns to the penthouse.
The phone calls he would end the moment I walked into the room.
The unfamiliar perfume clinging to his jackets.
Still, perfume and suspicion were not proof.
Maybe he only cared too much because Nyra had run from a brutal marriage when she returned to the city. A few weeks later, word spread that she was pregnant. Maybe Draven’s protectiveness came from pity. From loyalty. From an old promise between their families.
Maybe it truly was all in my head.
I clung to that thought as I drifted into an uneasy sleep.
The next day, the doctor discharged me with strict orders to rest and avoid any strain.
Before leaving, I asked about Nyra, but the young nurses only sighed dreamily and told me she had already gone.
“She was carried out in her husband’s arms,” one of them gushed. “Like something out of an old romance film.”
I said nothing.
I pulled my coat tighter around myself and took a hired car back to the Greymark estate.
When I arrived, I stopped at once.
There were two pairs of shoes outside the door.
One belonged to my husband.
The other was a woman’s.
A cold feeling slid down my spine.
Then I heard voices drifting from the kitchen.
Nyra’s voice.
“Draven, are you sure about this?” she asked softly. “I don’t want your wife to be upset, and I don’t want to intrude. Maybe you should talk to her first... tell her that I’ll be living here from now on.”
第3章
Elaris’s POV
My breath hitched, and before I knew it, I was already striding toward the kitchen, fury rising so fast it felt like it might tear me apart.
“You’ll be what?” I snapped.
Draven turned at the sound of my voice, and his face darkened at once.
“Lower your voice,” he said sharply. “You’ll upset her.”
I let out a harsh, disbelieving laugh. “Upset her? Since when do you make decisions in this house without speaking to me first?”
“I’m sorry, Seraphina,” Nyra said softly, her eyes already shimmering with tears. “There was a gas leak in the townhouse this morning, and Draven thought it would be safer if I stayed here, especially in my condition. Please don’t be angry. I can leave right now.”
I almost laughed in her face.
Her act was so thin, so pathetic, it was insulting.
Still, she pushed herself up from her chair like some fragile little thing, swaying just enough to look weak. Before she could even pretend to stumble, Draven was already at her side, one arm around her waist as though she were something precious.
“Sit down, Nyra,” he said, his voice softening in a way I had not heard in months. “Eat. I’ll talk to Seraphina.”
Nyra nodded and lowered herself back into the chair. Then she reached for the plate in front of her.
My chest tightened the moment I saw it.
Honey cakes.
Draven had made them himself.
I knew because of the little smile he had drizzled over the top with honey. It had always been his stupid habit.
The last time he made them for me was seven months ago. He had called them our special thing.
Now he was making them for her.
“Come with me,” he said, all warmth vanishing the second he looked at me again.
He led me to our bedroom and shut the door behind us.
“Nyra is staying here until she gives birth,” he said without preamble. “I’m not leaving her alone in that townhouse. And besides, you owe her. She ended up in the hospital yesterday because of you.”
A bitter laugh escaped me. “As if she was the only one in the hospital.”
Draven exhaled through his nose, already sounding annoyed.
“I’m sorry I didn’t answer your calls yesterday, Seraphina, but I was angry. Nyra is pregnant. I’m sure you don’t understand what that feels like, since you’ve never been pregnant.”
His words sliced straight through me.
We tried everything, but we could not save the baby.
The doctor’s voice rang through my mind all over again, crueler now because he did not know.
Because he had never cared enough to ask.
“Seraphina,” Draven said, his voice softening as if that could somehow undo what he had just said, “Nyra’s father helped me years ago, before he died. He made me promise I’d look after her. I failed him. That’s why she came back to this city broken and bruised from that marriage. Every day, I blame myself. If I had stepped in sooner, maybe she would never have suffered that way. Now we finally have a chance to help her. Don’t you agree? It’s only for a few months.”
I blinked hard and turned my face away.
The same excuse.
Always the same excuse.
Nyra is pregnant, Seraphina.
I failed her father, Seraphina.
Without him, I wouldn’t have built this empire, and you wouldn’t have the life you have now, Seraphina.
She’s suffered enough, Seraphina. Show some compassion.
“Yeah,” I said sharply. “Whatever.”
At once, his expression eased, as though my surrender pleased him.
He stepped forward, wrapped his arms around me, and kissed my forehead.
“You’re the best,” he murmured.
Then he suddenly paused, his brow furrowing.
“Why do you smell like antiseptic?”
My whole body went still.
Before I could answer, Nyra’s voice floated in from outside.
“Draven!”
Just like that, the faint concern on his face vanished.
He turned and walked out immediately, drawn to her as if I had never been standing there at all.
I stayed in the room until I heard the sound of his car disappearing beyond the estate gates. He was probably on his way to a meeting with the captains.
Only a few moments later, the door opened again.
Nyra stepped inside with a smug curve to her lips, every trace of weakness gone.
“I love this room, Seraphina,” she said, glancing around as though she already owned it. “I think I’ll ask Draven to give it to me when he gets back.”
I looked at her coldly. “Whatever you want, Nyra.”
She giggled and clasped her hands together. “Good. You’ve finally accepted it. That I’m above you. That I’m the woman your husband really wants.”
“Keep dreaming.”
She laughed, then tilted her head.
“Oh, and one more thing. Draven never saw any of the calls you made yesterday. I made sure of that.”
My anger hit so hard I could barely breathe.
“You monster. I could have died.”
Nyra only shrugged. “That would’ve made things easier for my son. I doubt he’d want to share Draven with anyone.”
I stared at her in horror.
“Wait until I tell Draven the truth. He’ll see what you really are.”
She laughed again, louder this time.
“You still don’t get it, do you? Draven is mine. Maybe you need a harsher lesson before you finally accept it.”
I brushed past her and left the room before I did something I would regret.
I needed air. Distance. Anything but her perfume and that smug little smile.
And if there really was another mouth to feed under this roof now, then I needed to bring in more groceries too.
But more than that, I couldn’t stay in that house another second while she stood there smiling, knowing I had lost my baby and saying nothing. If I remained, I might have wrapped my hands around her throat and squeezed until the world went quiet.
But tonight, I told myself, I would tell Draven everything.
He didn’t know the truth.
He was being played by her.
That was what I still wanted to believe.
After buying what we needed, I wandered into one of the family’s private lounges above the casino and sat there for a while, pretending to read while trying to steady my thoughts.
I must have lost track of time.
By the time my phone buzzed, evening had already fallen.
Frowning, I picked it up and saw Nyra’s name on the screen.
A chill ran through me.
I opened the message.
It was a video.
Draven.
Kissing Nyra.
My phone slipped from my hand and hit the floor with a sharp crack.
I shook my head at once.
No.
No, that couldn’t be real.
Draven would never—
My breathing turned faster and faster until I could barely stand. I snatched up my coat and rushed outside, waving down a car as panic pounded through me.
The whole way home, I told myself Nyra was lying. That she had staged it somehow. That she only wanted to break me.
But the moment I saw Draven’s car waiting outside the estate, my heart dropped.
I ran for the door.
Then I heard it.
Low, breathless moans drifting from my bedroom.
And in that instant, I knew.
第4章
Elaris’s POV
“Oh, Seraphina, you’re back,” Nyra said, smiling at me with that false, sugary sweetness that had begun to make my skin crawl.
I stopped in the doorway, confused.
I had rushed back to the estate, thrown open the door to our bedroom, and braced myself for the worst.
But instead of what I had imagined, I found Nyra curled up against my husband’s chest.
They were fully clothed.
Across the room, the television flickered with shadows, and the breathless moans I had heard outside were coming from the scene playing on the screen.
For a moment, my mind simply stopped.
“What... what is going on here?” I asked.
Nyra had sent me that image of herself in Draven’s arms. But what I was seeing now looked nothing like it.
At once, Nyra’s face crumpled, and tears rushed to her eyes.
“Oh, Draven,” she said shakily, “I knew we should’ve spoken to Seraphina first. I feel awful. Just let me go back to the townhouse.”
I frowned, still trying to understand what kind of game she was playing.
The scene on the television changed, and the moaning stopped.
“You just can’t stand seeing Nyra at peace, can you?” Draven snapped.
I turned to him in disbelief. “What did I do? I only just came back.”
“Nyra can’t stay in the guest room,” he said coldly. “The bed in there makes her dizzy and sick. The bed in our room is softer, more comfortable for her, so I moved her here. And now you come in with that look on your face and upset her.”
I stared at him, struggling to make sense of his words.
“Wait,” I said slowly. “I don’t understand. Nyra moved into our room? Our bedroom?”
Draven frowned, kissed Nyra’s forehead, and murmured, “Rest. Don’t worry about this. I’ll handle Seraphina.”
Nyra nodded and lowered her lashes obediently.
Then Draven crossed the room, grabbed my arm, and dragged me into the hall.
His grip was so tight it made me wince.
“You’re hurting me,” I gasped.
He loosened his hold, but only barely, and let out an impatient breath.
“Listen, Seraphina. Nyra has been through enough. The last thing I want is for her to be uncomfortable.”
“She can be comfortable somewhere else,” I shot back, glaring at him.
“No,” Draven snapped. “It’s just a room, Seraphina. If it matters that much to you, I’ll have another suite prepared for you.”
I stared at him.
“But that’s our room,” I whispered. “Ours. So what now? The three of us share it?”
“For God’s sake, no,” he scoffed. “Nyra will stay there. I had your things moved to the guest suite. It’s only temporary, until she gives birth.”
I nodded once, biting the inside of my cheek so hard I tasted blood.
My husband had taken my things out of our room and made space for another woman.
“So where will you sleep?” I asked.
Draven rubbed at his jaw and looked away for a moment. “Don’t make this difficult, Seraphina. You know Nyra still wakes up screaming from nightmares because of what her ex-husband did to her. I’ll stay with her whenever I’m home.”
A bitter laugh broke out of me.
“So you throw me out and move your first love into our bed?”
“It’s not like that,” Draven said tiredly. “Stop being difficult. Nyra is pregnant. You don’t know what that feels like, so at least try to understand.”
That broke something inside me.
A tear slipped down my cheek before I could stop it.
“Of course I don’t know what that feels like,” I said.
Then I turned and walked away before he could see my face fall apart.
I shut myself inside the guest suite, curled up on the bed, and cried until my chest hurt and my eyes burned.
At some point, I fell asleep like that.
---
I woke with a violent start.
My heart was pounding, and my body was drenched in freezing water.
I shoved myself upright, gasping, and found Nyra standing beside the bed with an empty bucket in her hands and a smirk on her lips.
“Nyra?” I stared at her. “Did you throw water on me?”
She scoffed. “What do you think? It’s morning. Get your lazy ass out of bed.”
I frowned, still shivering, and looked around the suite I had been thrown into.
“Excuse me?” I said. “You don’t decide when I sleep or wake in my own house.”
Nyra gave a light, mocking laugh.
“After yesterday? And seeing as you’re the one sleeping in the guest suite?” She tilted her head. “Are you sure this is still your house?”
My glare sharpened. “What is that supposed to mean?”
“Nothing,” she said lightly. “Only that your husband is mine. And the photo I sent you yesterday? That was very real.”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” I said coldly. “Draven only pities you. He’s trying to help you.”
Nyra laughed under her breath.
“You still don’t understand, do you, Seraphina?”
“Get away from me, Nyra. I don’t want to start my day looking at your face.”
I swung my legs off the bed and stood.
Nyra’s smile only widened.
“Oh, poor Seraphina,” she cooed. “Crying herself to sleep in the guest suite, and she still knows nothing.”
I turned back sharply. “What are you talking about?”
She stepped closer.
“What do you think Draven would do,” she asked softly, “if both of us were in danger?”
My brows drew together. “What do you mean?”
I barely got the words out before she shoved me.
Hard.
I fell backward and hit the edge of the bed with my lower stomach.
Pain exploded through me.
A sharp, sickening pain deep in my abdomen.
I sucked in a breath, unable to scream.
But before I could even recover, Nyra let out a piercing cry.
“No, Seraphina, stop!” she screamed. “I’m sorry!”
I looked up in shock just as she threw herself onto the floor, clutching her stomach and writhing as though she were the one in agony.
My mind went blank.
“What... what are you doing?” I managed through clenched teeth, one hand pressed to my aching stomach.
Then the door flew open.
Draven stood there, eyes wide, face stricken.
He looked from Nyra on the floor to me beside the bed.
“What the hell is going on here?” he demanded.
第5章
Elaris’s Pov
“Draven—” I tried to speak, but Nyra’s loud sobs sliced straight through my words.
“Draven, please don’t blame Seraphina,” she cried. “You told me to wake her, and she got angry and shoved me.”
My eyes widened.
I was crumpled on the far side of the room, one arm wrapped around my lower stomach, barely able to breathe through the pain tearing through me.
“That’s not true,” I gasped. “She pushed me, Draven!”
Draven let out a cold scoff while Nyra trembled in his arms like some delicate, injured thing.
“You expect me to believe a pregnant woman shoved you?” he said. “Why are you always so vicious toward Nyra? Why do you keep playing these ugly games?”
“It hurts, Draven,” Nyra whimpered, clutching her stomach. “Please don’t blame Seraphina. I’m sure she’s only upset because she had to sleep in the guest suite. If I were in her place, I’d be upset too.”
Draven’s face hardened as he looked at me.
“How heartless can you be, Seraphina?”
Tears spilled down my cheeks as the pain in my abdomen worsened.
“I swear I didn’t touch her,” I cried. “She pushed me, Draven. I’m bleeding. Why won’t you believe me? I’m your wife!”
“Draven,” Nyra whimpered again, pressing her hand more tightly over her belly. “It hurts.”
At once, Draven bent and lifted her into his arms.
“You want the room, Seraphina?” he said without even looking at me. “Fine. Keep the whole estate. I’ll have another place prepared for Nyra, and I’ll stay with her until she gives birth. Pray nothing happens to her.”
My breath caught.
“No, Draven, please,” I begged. “Help me—”
“Deal with it yourself,” he snapped.
Then he turned and walked out with Nyra in his arms.
As they passed through the doorway, Nyra looked over Draven’s shoulder and gave me a slow, smug smile.
Her lips moved silently.
He’s mine.
Then they were gone.
I didn’t know how long I stayed there on the floor.
Bleeding.
Crying.
Realizing, little by little, that Draven hadn’t come back because he simply didn’t care enough to.
Three years of marriage, and he still didn’t trust me.
All it had taken was the return of his first love for every promise, every tenderness, every scrap of devotion he had once given me to vanish like smoke.
By the time the pain eased enough for me to move, I had nothing left in me except one last humiliating thread of hope.
I dragged myself to the bedside table, grabbed my phone, and tried to call Draven.
It rang once.
Then the line died.
Blocked.
I tried again.
And again.
Seven times I called him, and seven times he shut me out.
At last, trembling and half-blind with pain, I reached for the emergency line connected to the Greymark medical network, the one reserved for shootings, stabbings, and family emergencies.
By the time the medical team arrived, dark spots were already swimming across my vision.
Hands lifted me.
Voices blurred.
The room tilted.
Then everything went black.
---
“How do you feel, Mrs. Greymark?”
The voice pulled me slowly out of the dark.
I blinked, and the room finally came into focus.
White walls.
The bitter scent of antiseptic.
The soft beeping of the monitor beside the bed.
It was the same doctor from before.
My ears rang.
“Doctor,” I croaked, my throat raw, “what happened?”
“That’s what we were hoping you would tell us,” he said, frowning slightly.
“What do you mean?” I asked, trying to push myself up.
The instant I moved, pain ripped through my body, and I cried out.
“Easy,” he said quickly. “You’ve only just woken up from surgery.”
I stared at him. “Surgery? What happened?”
“You were brought in with severe internal damage,” he said carefully. “The bleeding wouldn’t stop. You had already lost a dangerous amount of blood, and we had to operate immediately. We reached your husband through his private line. He told us to do whatever was necessary.”
At the mention of Draven, bile rose in my throat.
I swallowed it down and said nothing.
The doctor hesitated before continuing.
“After the operation, you slipped into a coma. We kept trying to contact your husband through his office, his security team, and the family channels after he stopped taking our calls. He told us not to disturb him. He said you were pretending.” His mouth tightened. “You were in a coma for one full week, Mrs. Greymark. Your husband never came. Not once.”
A bitter smile touched my lips.
“So I’m alive?” I asked quietly.
The doctor sighed. “For now, yes. But we still need to monitor you closely, and there’s something important I need to tell you.”
I nodded once, though my heart already felt as if it were being crushed in a fist.
As I had lain on that floor in my own blood, I had already known, deep down, that if help didn’t come, Draven would leave me there to die.
But hearing the doctor confirm that he had ignored me for an entire week made the truth colder.
Final.
The doctor studied me for a moment before asking, “Seraphina... are you safe in your own home? Does your husband hurt you? Do you need help?”
A dry laugh escaped me.
“Only a lawyer.”
He nodded solemnly.
“I’ll arrange it,” he said. Then his face grew graver. “But you need to understand something. During surgery, we had no choice but to remove both of your fallopian tubes. The bleeding would not stop. If we had waited any longer, you would have died.”
For a moment, I could only stare at him.
My pulse began to race.
“What does that mean?” I asked.
He looked at me with open regret.
“If you had been brought in sooner, we might have avoided it. But as it is...” He paused. “The loss of both tubes makes conception far less likely. It’s possible... you may never be able to carry a child again.”
The room spun.
A bitter laugh escaped me before I could stop it.
“First my baby,” I whispered. “And now this.”
“You’re not completely without hope, Mrs. Greymark—”
“Seraphina,” I cut in sharply. “My name is Seraphina. Not Mrs. Greymark.”
Silence fell for a beat.
Then I said, colder, “Get me a damned lawyer.”
For the rest of my stay in the hospital, I tried not to think about his words.
I focused on healing instead.
On eating when they told me to eat.
Sleeping when they forced me to rest.
Walking when my body screamed at me not to.
Draven never called.
He never came.
Not once.
By the day I was finally discharged, the lawyer the doctor had arranged stood beside my bed, papers in hand and sympathy in her eyes.
“So once you leave, I’ll have these delivered to your husband’s office?” she asked.
I nodded. “Yes. And make sure he signs them.”
She hesitated. “Are you sure this is what you want, Seraphina?”
A cold laugh escaped me.
“To divorce the bastard who made me lose my baby and left me bleeding on the floor?” I said. “Yes. I’m sure.”
The lawyer nodded slowly.
“What will you do now?”
I looked toward the window.
“What I should have done three years ago.”
“Take care of yourself, Seraphina,” she said softly before leaving.
A little while later, the doctor returned.
“I take it you’ve finished with the lawyer?”
I nodded. “Thank you, Doctor. I won’t forget what you did for me.”
He studied me for a long moment, then gave me a faint smile.
“Don’t give up all hope, Seraphina. Medicine has changed a great deal. Miracles happen.”
I looked away. “Thank you. Please call me a car to the airfield.”
He nodded and left.
A moment later, my phone lit up with an unfamiliar number.
Unknown.
I accepted the call and listened in silence.
“Yes,” I said at last. “I’ve been discharged. I’m coming home today.”
I ended the call and looked slowly around the room.
Three weeks.
Three weeks of pain, grief, and healing.
Three weeks to finally accept what I had refused to see for far too long.
Draven had chosen Nyra.
Not once.
Not by accident.
Not in confusion.
He had chosen her again and again while I bled.
I rose from the bed, slower than I once would have been, but steadier too.
For the first time in three years, I felt something close to freedom.
I walked out of the hospital and toward the waiting car that would take me to the airfield—far away from Draven, far away from Nyra, far away from the life they had poisoned.
They had changed me.
They had taught me exactly what love without dignity costs.
Now it was my turn.
And this time, they would pay for every piece of me they had destroyed.