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His Rejected Omega The Bond He Destroyed
My name is Vivienne Ashford, née Silvercrest. I am the bonded mate of Dominic Ashford, Supreme Alpha of the Ashford Pack—the most powerful and resource-rich pack in the known werewolf world. He was...
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第1章
My name is Vivienne Ashford, née Silvercrest. I am the bonded mate of Dominic Ashford, Supreme Alpha of the Ashford Pack—the most powerful and resource-rich pack in the known werewolf world.
He was notorious for his obsession with dominance and territory. In the five years since our arranged mating, he had abandoned me more times than I could count, always for the sake of his empire.
The first time was on my Moon Day—the anniversary of my first shift, sacred to every wolf. I had painstakingly arranged a private celebration in the eastern wing of the pack estate, selecting every detail myself: the garlands of moonflower and white sage, the ceremonial mead, the venison prepared exactly the way the old Silvercrest traditions demanded. But he left. A rival pack on the southern border had contested a territory claim, and he flew to the neutral Alpine grounds to negotiate an absorption pact without a word of warning. I waited from the moment the sun crested the treeline until the last pale light of the moon sank below the horizon. The ceremonial candles guttered and died one by one, their wax pooling into cold rivers on the table. My communicator never lit up again.
The second time was after a rogue wolf ambush. The healers said my condition was critical—my wolf had gone silent from the trauma, retreating so deep inside me that Healer Maren feared she might never surface again. They needed my Alpha's authorization to perform the emergency blood-bonding ritual that could pull me back. I gathered the last shred of strength in my broken body and sent him a message through the communicator, my fingers slick with my own blood. His reply came hours later, cold as iron in winter: "I'm in the middle of an alliance negotiation. It's critical. Handle it yourself."
The third time was when my father lay dying. The old Alpha of the Silvercrest Pack—reduced in his final years to a frail wolf whose silver fur had gone white as bone—clung to his last breath with nothing but stubborn will. He wanted to see Dominic. Just once. To know that the mating bond he had arranged to protect his daughter and unite two ancient bloodlines had not been for nothing. I called Dominic again and again through the communicator, each attempt more desperate than the last. But he was attending a blood oath signing ceremony for a massive territorial alliance worth half the continent's hunting grounds. He did not come. I held my father's hand as the warmth drained from it, degree by terrible degree, while the communicator pulsed with nothing but empty silence on the other end. Something inside my chest went cold and never warmed again.
Time after time. Abandonment after abandonment. I finally understood. In Dominic Ashford's world, no person and no bond could ever rival the weight of his empire. His pack. His territory. His power.
I told myself this was simply the price of an arranged mating between bloodlines. He had made it clear from the beginning—standing across from me at the altar of the Mating Ceremony with eyes as flat and disinterested as river stones—that he would never love me. But at least, I had believed, he loved no one else either. His heart was a frozen thing, incapable of warmth. That was a grief I could endure, because it was constant. Predictable. A wound that did not deepen.
But just as I had nearly learned to survive inside that cold and airless despair, a rumor tore through the pack territories like wildfire.
Dominic Ashford—the Alpha who was famously indifferent to she-wolves, who seemed to care for nothing beyond pack dominance and territorial expansion—had taken a favored companion. And he was lavishing her with a devotion that bordered on madness.
The whispers said he had abandoned a continent-spanning alliance pact, worth vast hunting grounds and the loyalty of three allied packs, just to take this she-wolf to the snow-capped peaks of the Alpine neutral territory for a moonlit run through fresh powder.
The whispers said he had cleared his schedule for an entire week—canceling every Pack Council Gathering, every Elder consultation, every border patrol briefing—just to help her nurse a sick kitten back to health. A kitten. Dominic Ashford, who had once let me lie bleeding in a healer's ward without so much as a glance, had set aside his empire for a kitten.
The whispers also said he let this she-wolf scrawl playful marks across blood oath accords worth more territory than some packs controlled in their entirety. And when she pouted and declared the proceedings boring, he had terminated a meeting with one of the Ashford Pack's most ancient and powerful allied Elders mid-sentence, without apology.
When I first heard these things, my immediate reaction was disbelief.
Impossible. This was Dominic Ashford they were talking about.
The wolf who treated every minute like a weapon to be deployed. Whose rationality was so absolute it verged on cruelty. Whose inner wolf, by all accounts, responded to nothing but the hunt and the kill.
Yet despite everything I told myself, something desperate and sick took hold of me. I could not stop. I moved as though possessed, calling in every favor I had ever earned, draining the last of my personal moon-credits—the modest inheritance from my Silvercrest bloodline that I had guarded carefully through five years of marriage. I poured it all into finding out who she was.
He had her shielded behind layers of protection so dense they were nearly impenetrable. Enforcers. Wards. False trails laid across half a dozen territories. I exhausted every connection, spent every resource I had, and in the end, all I received for my efforts was a single image captured by a territory surveillance crystal—so blurred and distant that her features were little more than a suggestion.
But I could see enough.
She was young. Delicate. Her head was tilted up toward him with an easy, playful confidence. And he—Dominic Ashford, Supreme Alpha, the wolf who had never once touched me with anything resembling tenderness—had her cradled against his chest, one arm wrapped around her with a protective ferocity that radiated even through the grainy crystal image.
That posture. That sheltering closeness.
In five years as his bonded mate, I had never once known it.
My wolf, who had grown so quiet over the years that sometimes I feared she had abandoned me entirely, stirred deep in my chest. Not with rage. With something worse. A low, keening grief that pressed against the inside of my ribs like a living thing trying to claw its way out.
It was that same afternoon—the afternoon I received the image—that I left the pack estate in a daze. My thoughts were scattered, my wolf restless and whimpering beneath my skin. I had barely stepped onto the border road when a massive black vehicle, sleek as a shadow, came hurtling toward me as though its driver had lost all control.
I did not even have time to register the face behind the tinted glass. The impact struck me like a battering ram. My body left the ground, weightless for one hideous, suspended moment, and then I hit the earth. Pain erupted through every bone, every nerve, a white-hot cascade that swallowed everything. My wolf screamed—a raw, animal shriek inside my skull—and then the darkness rushed in and took us both.
When I woke, the air was thick with the sharp, astringent scent of healing salves and purification herbs.
I was lying in a bed in the Healing Hall. The first thing my blurred vision focused on was a figure standing at my bedside—Dominic's Beta Liaison, Lyra. Her posture was rigid, her expression as composed and detached as it always was.
"Luna Ashford. You're awake." Her voice carried its usual cool efficiency. Not a trace of warmth. Not a flicker of concern. She paused, and then delivered the words with the precision of someone relaying a routine pack directive. "Alpha Ashford asked me to convey a message. You are to cease all investigation into matters and individuals that do not concern you." Her gaze held mine, steady and unblinking. "Otherwise, the next time will not be written off as an accident."
My eyes flew wide. A searing pain ripped through my chest—not from the injuries, but from something deeper, something that cracked open inside me like a fault line splitting bedrock. The air would not come. My lungs seized. My wolf, battered and barely conscious, let out a sound I had never heard her make before: a low, broken whine, like a creature that had finally been struck one time too many.
It was him.
He had done this.
It had truly, actually been him.
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All because I had uncovered a single blurred image of a face in profile, he had orchestrated a rogue wolf ambush to silence me.
Shock and heartbreak crashed over me like a tidal wave, pulling me under. My inner wolf keened, a thin, wounded sound that echoed through every hollow space inside my chest.
The man I had loved for so many years. The man I believed capable of giving his passion only to pack affairs, to territory and strategy and dominance. He had done all of this for another woman.
I didn't want to believe it. But the evidence left me no choice.
I thought I would never learn who she truly was, that her face would remain a shadow forever.
Then, one week later, my communicator rang with a call from the Territorial Enforcement Hall.
"Is this the bonded mate of Alpha Dominic Ashford? We've received a formal complaint. Someone has filed charges accusing Alpha Ashford of visiting an unsanctioned mating den. We need you to come in."
My mind went completely blank.
Unsanctioned mating den.
Dominic Ashford.
Those words could not possibly belong in the same sentence.
But I went anyway.
The moment I walked through the doors of the Enforcement Hall, my gaze landed on a young she-wolf in an elegant fitted dress. She couldn't have been much older than twenty. She sat with her legs crossed, radiating petulant entitlement, her voice sharp and carrying across the stone-floored chamber. "Why haven't you summoned him yet? I'm filing a formal accusation. Don't you understand plain speech? Or is it that he's the Supreme Alpha and you're too afraid to touch him?"
The enforcement officers around her exchanged uncomfortable glances, trying again and again to explain procedure.
She only grew more impatient. "If you won't act, I'll take my complaint to another Enforcement Hall."
The words had barely left her mouth when the screech of tires cut through the silence outside.
He was here.
He entered in a tailored black suit, his expression carved from winter stone, and the force of his Alpha aura swept through the hall like a pressure wave. Every wolf in the room went still. Shoulders dropped. Eyes lowered. The air itself seemed to thicken and cool, pressing down on my chest until I could barely breathe.
His gaze found me first. His brow furrowed instantly. "What are you doing here."
My throat constricted. "The enforcement officers contacted me. I'm your bonded mate."
His voice dropped colder. "This doesn't concern you. Go home."
He walked past me without another glance, as though I were nothing more than empty air, my scent beneath his notice. Not even a flicker of recognition from his wolf.
He crossed the hall to where the girl sat.
What happened next plunged me into an abyss of ice so deep I thought I might never surface.
He knelt.
That man who towered above every wolf in the known world, who commanded packs and territories with a single word, lowered himself to the ground before her. He crouched at her feet and tilted his face up to look at her, and when he spoke, his voice was so tender it didn't sound like him at all. Something soft and warm and impossibly gentle, a tone I had never once heard directed at me in five years of our mating bond.
"Baby, who upset you?"
Her eyes reddened. Her lower lip trembled with the righteous indignation of someone who had never once been denied. "You did. You didn't reply to my message within three seconds. I was so angry I came here to file charges against you for visiting an unsanctioned mating den."
A collective intake of breath rippled through the hall. Officers stared. Even the seasoned enforcers looked stunned.
But Dominic only let out a low, quiet laugh. He reached up and cupped her face with one hand, his thumb brushing her cheekbone with devastating tenderness.
"That's my fault. Since you want to press charges, I'll turn myself in. A few days in the holding cells. Would that make you feel better?"
He said it as though he meant it. He actually extended his wrists toward the nearest enforcement officer.
No one in the room dared move.
His Beta Liaison rushed forward, voice tight with barely contained panic. "Miss Holloway, Alpha Ashford had an incident this morning. His arm was injured during a border patrol skirmish. He was at the Healer's Den having his wounds treated. His communicator's charge died. That's the only reason he didn't respond."
Serena's expression changed instantly. Alarm flooded her features. She seized his hand and pushed back his sleeve.
Bandages wrapped his forearm beneath the dark fabric.
Her eyes filled with tears. "You were hurt and you didn't even tell me?"
He simply wiped her tears away with his thumb. "I failed to keep my promise to you. That makes it my fault."
She cried harder, throwing herself into his arms, pressing her face against his chest. "Why are you so good to me?"
He held her close. His voice dropped to something low and raw and unbearably intimate. "Because I love you."
In that moment, my world shattered completely.
My wolf went silent. Not howling, not keening. Silent. As though something fundamental inside me had simply stopped existing. The mating mark on my neck, the one that had never once warmed with his affection, throbbed with a cold, hollow ache that radiated down through my bones.
Then she pouted and demanded he give her a piggyback ride. Right there. In the Enforcement Hall.
The Beta Liaison's face drained of color.
But Dominic didn't refuse.
He looked at her steadily. "It has to be here?"
She nodded, chin lifted.
He said, "Alright."
And then the most powerful Alpha in the known world, the wolf whose bloodline traced to the Original Five, whose name made entire packs lower their eyes in submission, got down on his hands and knees on the stone floor of the Territorial Enforcement Hall.
"Come on."
She laughed and climbed onto his back.
And he crawled. He carried her across the floor on all fours, willingly, without a single flash of irritation. Only indulgence. Only devotion. The kind of surrender that had nothing to do with weakness and everything to do with a love so consuming it obliterated pride.
The entire hall was deathly quiet. Not a whisper. Not a breath.
I couldn't hold it in any longer. I clamped my hand over my mouth so hard my fingers went white, and the tears poured down my face in hot, uncontrollable streams. A strangled sound escaped my throat, something between a gasp and a sob that I bit down on until I tasted blood. My wolf lay curled inside me, utterly still, as though she had simply given up.
If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I would never have believed it.
That man, cold to the marrow of his bones, carved from ice and authority and indifference, was capable of loving someone like this. Of kneeling. Of crawling. Of making himself small and soft and willing.
And that someone had never been me. Not once. Not ever.
On the drive back, memories flooded through me like water breaking through a dam.
The first time I saw him was at a pack gathering, a formal alliance banquet between the Silvercrest and Ashford bloodlines. He stood apart from the crowd, untouchable, his aura a wall of frost that kept every wolf at a careful distance. Cool. Restrained. Like a god descended from the moon itself, too far above the world to be touched by it.
I fell for him in a single heartbeat. My wolf had stirred, lifted her head, and pressed forward with an aching, desperate recognition that I mistook for fate.
When our families proposed the arranged mating to unite the Silvercrest and Ashford bloodlines, I agreed almost before the words had finished leaving my father's mouth.
My closest friend tried to warn me. She said he was a machine without a heart, that I would never find happiness with him.
But I didn't listen.
I believed that if I loved him enough, if I was patient enough and devoted enough, I could melt through that wall of ice. That my warmth would eventually reach his wolf. That one day he would turn to me and finally see me.
On our mating night, after the ceremony, after the marks were given and the bond sealed under the full moon, he told me the truth.
He didn't love me.
第3章
He mated with me because of a political alliance. Nothing more.
As long as I remained obedient and stayed in my place, he would give me a title and a rank within the pack. But never his heart.
For five years after that arrangement, I waited.
Waited for even the smallest sign that something had shifted. That I mattered, even a fraction.
Now I understood the truth.
It wasn't that Dominic Ashford was incapable of love.
He simply never loved me.
Every moment I had endured, every humiliation I had swallowed, every night I had spent alone while my wolf keened softly in the dark — all of it had been a joke. A pathetic, drawn-out joke with no punchline.
I wiped the tears from my face and walked out of the enforcers' hall.
My fingers were steady as I pulled out my communicator and placed the call.
"Elder Grimshaw, I need you to draft a Bond Severance Accord."
The next morning, I arrived at the Ashford Pack Compound with the freshly prepared accord in hand.
The Beta stationed at the front gates stopped me before I could enter the Den.
"Luna, the Alpha hasn't been at the compound in quite some time."
The word hit like a needle driven between my ribs.
Quite some time?
Dominic Ashford — the same wolf who had once spent an entire moon cycle living inside the Den without rest, overseeing a critical territory dispute — hadn't been at the compound?
I swallowed the bitter ache rising in my throat. "Where is he?"
The Beta she-wolf at the gate shifted uncomfortably, dropping her gaze. Her voice fell to barely a murmur. "He's accompanying Miss Holloway to the Grand Pack Exchange."
The Grand Pack Exchange.
The rumors flooded back at once. How the Supreme Alpha of the Ashford Pack lavished treasures on his favored companion without hesitation. How he spent fortunes to make her smile. How the entire supernatural world whispered about it while I sat alone in an empty wing of the estate.
I drew a slow breath, turned on my heel, and drove straight to the Exchange hall.
The grand hall blazed with enchanted moonlight chandeliers. The air was thick with the mingled scents of dozens of powerful wolves — cedar and amber and old blood, silk and cold iron and territorial musk. Pack leaders and their entourages filled every row, draped in formal cloaks and ancestral insignias. The elite of the werewolf world, gathered in one glittering space.
I spotted him immediately.
Dominic sat in the front row. Beside him was Serena Holloway, bright-eyed and vivacious, her slender fingers resting possessively on his arm.
The auctioneer at the raised dais was presenting the final and most coveted relic of the evening — a blue diamond necklace once worn by a legendary Luna Queen of the old British Isles packs. The opening bid was already staggering.
The bidding turned fierce.
But each time a numbered crystal was raised from the crowd, Dominic lifted his hand with unhurried ease, his offer crushing the last without effort. His posture was languid, almost bored, yet his aura radiated an unmistakable certainty. The air around him pressed outward with quiet, absolute dominance. He would have that necklace.
No one in the hall doubted it.
In the end, he claimed it at a price that sent a ripple of stunned murmurs through every row.
Every eye in the room turned to Serena.
She laughed, bright and delighted, and threw her arms around his neck. Her lips pressed against his cheek in front of the entire gathering.
I stood only a few paces away. Close enough to catch the faint, sickening sweetness of her scent clinging to his collar. Close enough to see the way his hand settled briefly against the small of her back.
My chest ached so deeply it went numb.
In all our years of mating, Dominic had never once given me a gift. Not a moonstone. Not a wildflower. Not a single token that acknowledged I existed as anything more than a political convenience.
I had told myself he simply wasn't the kind of wolf who understood such gestures. That romance was foreign to his nature.
Now I understood. He was capable of all of it.
He simply never wanted to be that wolf for me.
My fingers tightened around the Bond Severance Accord until the edges of the parchment bit into my skin. I drew one more breath — slow, deliberate, forcing my wolf to stop trembling — and walked toward them.
He saw me first.
The faint trace of warmth that had softened his expression a moment ago vanished. His features turned to granite. His eyes, storm-dark and unreadable, went cold in an instant.
And then, almost before he seemed to think about it, his body shifted. He moved Serena behind him. Shielding her. Protecting her.
From me.
"What are you doing here?"
That single instinctive gesture cut deeper than silver. It drove into the center of my chest like a blade and twisted.
I held myself together. Barely. My voice came out level, though something inside me was fracturing along fault lines I hadn't known existed.
"I have a document that requires your signature." I extended the accord toward him.
At that moment, an Exchange attendant approached with a respectful bow, informing Dominic that they needed him in the back chamber to finalize the necklace transfer.
His tone was flat, dismissive. "I'm occupied. Whatever it is, it can wait."
Wait?
I didn't want to wait anymore. Not another heartbeat. Not another breath spent in this limbo where I was neither loved nor released.
"This is an important document. It will only take a few moments." I pressed forward, and despite every effort, my voice betrayed me — a fine tremor running through the words like a crack spreading through ice. "Dominic, I want to sever our bond. Sign the accord. After the moon cycle waiting period passes, we will have no connection to each other. You have someone you care about. I'm letting go — of you, and of myself. We each find our own path. Neither of us holds the other back any longer."
The words poured out of me in a single rush, and my heart hammered so violently I could feel the pulse in my temples, my throat, behind my eyes.
He barely reacted. A slight crease formed between his brows, nothing more.
After a long pause, he turned his head toward me as though I were an interruption he had already forgotten. "What did you say? I told you I'm busy. We'll discuss it later."
Then he was walking away, following the attendant toward the back chamber.
Just like the last five years.
My words meant nothing to him. They never had. I might as well have been speaking to the wind, to the stone walls of the compound, to the empty silence of our mating quarters where his scent had long since faded to nothing.
I started to follow.
But Serena stepped into my path.
She snatched the accord from my hands before I could react, her sharp eyes flicking over me with open contempt. A small, pitying smile curled across her lips.
"So you're Dominic's little arranged-mating Luna?"
She leafed through the pages of the accord with a casual, almost bored indifference. Her tone was light, careless, as if she were discussing something of no consequence at all.
"Whatever documents you need signed, you can leave them with me. Dominic gave me his Blood Seal. He said I have the authority to sign on his behalf for any and all official matters."
My breath stopped.
Everything stopped.
The Blood Seal. The Alpha's Blood Seal — the most sacred instrument of his authority, infused with his own blood, making any document it touched irrevocable under Moon Goddess law.
He had given it to her.
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The Alpha's Blood Seal.
Authority to sign all documents on his behalf.
Dominic Ashford — the wolf so meticulous, so obsessively controlled, that he reviewed every critical blood oath accord with his own eyes before granting approval.
And he had given that power to her.
As if to prove it, Serena reached into her bag and produced an exquisite crimson seal, carved from moonstone and pulsing faintly with the residual essence of Dominic's own blood.
She didn't even glance at the contents.
She flipped straight to the last page.
The seal came down with a sharp, decisive crack.
"There. Signed."
She shoved the documents back into my hands, her tone dripping with the casual condescension of someone tossing scraps to a stray. "I've heard all about it from Dominic. You two are nothing but an arranged mating — a political bond. So stay in your place. These little accords for dens and trinkets? Bring them directly to me from now on. Stop bothering him with every small thing. He doesn't want to see you."
I looked down at the fresh crimson imprint on the page.
That mark — the symbol of his identity, his bloodline authority, the most sacred instrument of an Alpha's power. Any document bearing it became irrevocable under Moon Goddess law.
And now it sat on this page like a vast, bloody joke.
My lips parted. I wanted to tell her.
This wasn't an accord for purchasing a den.
This was a Bond Severance Accord.
But before the words could form —
A piercing alarm shrieked through the building, the shrill wail of fire wards activating all at once.
"Fire! Run!"
Someone's scream cut through the crowd.
In the next heartbeat, chaos erupted.
Every wolf in the hall surged toward the exits in a frenzied stampede. Serena and I had been standing deep inside the venue, and the crush of bodies closed around us like a vice, pressing from every side.
An instant later, we were both knocked to the ground.
"Ahhh!"
"Don't step on me!"
Countless feet trampled over us. Pain detonated through my body like lightning strikes, one after another. I felt my ribs compressing, my bones grinding as if they were being crushed inch by inch. I clawed at the floor, desperate to rise, but I couldn't move. The weight of the stampede pinned me flat, and my wolf — already weakened from years of silver exposure and malnourishment — could barely stir beneath my skin, let alone lend me the strength to shift or fight free.
"Dominic, save me!"
Serena's voice was raw, ragged with sobs, tearing through the noise like a wounded animal's cry.
And then — the next second — I heard his voice.
Laced with a panic I had never once heard from him in five years.
"Baby!"
I saw him fight his way back through the fleeing crowd, his massive frame cutting through the stampede like a predator moving against the current.
I shoved at the bodies pressing down on me, and somewhere in the wreckage of my chest, a pitiful, desperate spark of hope flickered to life. He was coming back. He was coming back for —
But the next second, I saw everything clearly.
He charged forward, and his gaze locked onto Serena with the precision of a wolf tracking its sole prey. Without a heartbeat of hesitation, he bent down, scooped her into his arms, and cradled her against his chest. His body curled around hers — shielding her, protecting her — and he turned and sprinted toward the exit.
From start to finish, he did not look at me once.
"Dominic! Dominic!"
I screamed his name with every shred of breath left in my lungs.
But my voice drowned beneath the shrieking alarms and the thunder of panicked wolves. The sound was swallowed whole, as if I had never made it at all.
Did he hear me?
Perhaps he did.
But he didn't turn back.
Just as I was certain I would be trampled to death on that floor — my ribs cracking, my wolf whimpering and fading into silence inside me — that familiar silhouette appeared again in the smoke-hazed doorway.
He came back.
Something surged in my chest. A guttering flame in the ashes of my heart, desperate and pathetic and alive.
He came back for me after all.
But the next second, I understood exactly how foolish I was.
He rushed to my side, but his eyes never found mine. Not once. He simply bent down and plucked something from beside my hand — a delicate bracelet that must have fallen from Serena's wrist during the chaos. His fingers closed around it, knuckles white, and he turned to leave without a single word.
From the doorway, Serena's voice carried back to me — tearful one moment, then bright with laughter the next: "Oh, thank the Moon Goddess, you found it! That's my favorite bracelet — if it had been crushed I would have cried all day!"
He strode back to her side, and his voice carried the easy relief of something precious recovered, wrapped in that familiar, indulgent warmth he reserved only for her: "Well, I couldn't let my baby cry. That's why I went back for it."
"You're so good to me."
She rose on her toes and pressed a kiss to his cheek.
So that was why.
He came back for a bracelet.
In his heart, I — his bonded mate of five years, the Luna who bore his mark on her shoulder — was worth less than a piece of her jewelry.
The last thread holding me together snapped.
My wolf let out a single, broken keen deep inside my skull, and then she went silent. Completely, terrifyingly silent — the way a wolf goes quiet only when it has given up.
My vision darkened.
I lost all consciousness.
When I woke again, it was on a healer's table.
The blinding white light of the Healing Hall's examination lamps seared through my eyelids, so harsh I could barely force my eyes open. The sterile scent of medicinal herbs and antiseptic wolfsbane-neutralizer hung thick in the air.
The pack healer's voice reached me through the fog: "Luna Ashford, you're awake. You've sustained extensive soft tissue damage across your body. There are suspected fractures along your ribs, and the trampling caused internal bleeding in your abdomen. We need to operate immediately."
The attending healer was already preparing to inject the sedative into my arm.
Then a deafening crash split the air.
The door to the healing chamber was kicked open with enough force to crack the frame.
Several enforcers in black stormed inside and ripped the needle from my hand without a word.
"What do you think you're doing? This patient needs surgery now!" The healer's voice rose in fury, stepping forward to block them.
They didn't even acknowledge him.
Rough hands seized me and dragged me off the table. My body screamed with agony at every point of contact, pain so intense it turned everything numb, as if my nerve endings had simply surrendered. My wolf didn't even stir. She lay curled in the farthest corner of my mind, utterly still, utterly broken.
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"Let go of me… where are you taking me…"
My voice was so weak it barely carried past my own lips.
No one answered.
The enforcers dragged me through the corridors of the Healing Hall, my feet scraping against the stone floor. I could feel the blood seeping through my clothes, leaving a dark trail behind me.
Then they threw me onto the cold floor of the private healing ward.
I lifted my head.
And saw him.
Dominic sat at the edge of the healing cot, carefully tilting a cup of water to Serena's lips. His movements were tender, almost reverent. The scent of jasmine and honeyed musk clung to her — that sickly-sweet perfume she always wore, now filling the entire room until it choked me.
She had a few scratches. A faint bruise on her arm. She looked slightly shaken, nothing more.
And I was drenched in my own blood.
He looked at me. Those steel-grey eyes swept over my broken body, and not a single flicker of emotion crossed his face.
Cold. Like I was a stranger. Like I was nothing.
"Serena wants osmanthus cakes," he said, his tone flat and detached. "I recall you make the best ones. Go prepare a batch now."
I thought I had misheard him.
I was covered in blood. My insides were torn apart. My wolf was barely conscious, whimpering somewhere deep in the shattered recesses of my mind.
And he wanted me to bake osmanthus cakes.
Because she said she wanted some.
Every ounce of grief, every swallowed injustice, every year of pain and despair and silent endurance — it all erupted at once. The dam inside me didn't just crack. It shattered.
I clawed my way upright, my voice so raw it sounded like something tearing apart from within.
"Dominic Ashford, you have gone too far!"
"When I was being trampled half to death at the Grand Pack Exchange, where were you? You only had eyes for her!"
"Now I'm bleeding internally and I need a healer's intervention, and you drag me here because she said one sentence!"
"All these years — what have I ever been to you?"
"I am your bonded mate! Your Luna by sacred rite! Is this how you treat the wolf bound to you before the Moon Goddess?"
I screamed until my throat gave out. Tears mixed with blood, streaming down my face in a wretched mess. My wolf howled inside me — a broken, keening sound that rattled through my bones. I could feel her thrashing weakly, trying to rise, trying to make him feel even a fraction of the agony pouring through us.
But he showed nothing.
Not a flicker. Not a flinch. Not even the decency of anger.
It was Serena who reacted. She wrinkled her nose in his arms and pressed her hands over her ears with a look of distaste. "So loud. My head is pounding now."
He immediately pulled her closer, one large hand cupping gently over her ear, his voice dropping to a murmur of pure warmth. "Shh, it's all right. I'm here."
Then he raised his head and looked at me.
The warmth vanished. His eyes turned to ice, and the weight of his Alpha aura pressed down on me like a physical force — suffocating, crushing, deliberate. My wolf whimpered and went still.
"You've said all that, and you still refuse to go."
I stared at him.
Something inside my chest died. Not all at once. Piece by piece, like embers going dark.
He seemed to lose patience entirely. His voice dropped to something frigid and final.
"Since she won't go willingly, lock her in the silver-lined cold cell. When she's ready to do as she's told, let her out."
The enforcers seized me immediately.
They didn't care about my struggling. They didn't flinch at my cries.
They dragged me away.
The door of the cold cell slammed shut behind me with a sound like a coffin lid closing.
The cold hit me instantly — not ordinary cold, but the bone-deep, marrow-freezing cold of a chamber lined with silver. The metal hummed in the walls, a low vibration that seeped into my skin and silenced my wolf completely. She didn't whimper. She didn't howl. She simply went dark, as though the silver had snuffed her out like a candle flame.
My wounds screamed. Every laceration, every bruise, every place where my body had been broken felt like it was being pierced by a thousand frozen needles. The silver prevented any healing. My blood, which should have been knitting itself back together, simply kept flowing. Slowly. Steadily.
The internal bleeding in my abdomen was getting worse. I could feel it — a heavy, spreading warmth beneath the cold, the terrible sensation of something vital leaking where it shouldn't.
I was dying.
I knew it with absolute clarity.
The cold and the despair swallowed me whole, dragging me down into a darkness that felt almost peaceful. My consciousness flickered like a guttering flame, dimming, dimming.
But at the very edge — at the moment when everything was about to go black forever — some wretched, animal instinct clawed its way to the surface. Survival. The most basic, most humiliating drive a wolf could possess. It crushed what remained of my dignity beneath its desperate weight.
I dragged myself across the frozen floor. Every inch was agony. My fingers were numb, my arms shaking so violently I could barely hold myself up. I reached the iron door and raised one trembling hand to beat against it.
My voice came out in broken fragments.
"I'll… do it… I'll make them…"
"Let me out…"
The door opened.
I was pulled out like a discarded rag and half-carried, half-dragged to the small kitchen in the Healing Hall.
My body wouldn't stop shaking. My fingers had no feeling left in them. I could barely grip the wooden spoon. But I stood at the counter, propped against it like a corpse held upright by sheer will, and I made those osmanthus cakes.
Every motion was mechanical. Muscle memory from years of being ordered to prepare ceremonial offerings for Serena — cakes, pastries, elaborate dishes she would take one bite of and push away. My hands knew the recipe even when my mind was dissolving.
I carried the tray into the healing ward.
Dominic glanced at the cakes.
Just once.
Then he spoke, his voice utterly indifferent.
"Take her to the healers for her procedure."
I was wheeled back into the treatment chamber. The pack healer's face was grim as she worked, murmuring incantations and pressing herb-soaked compresses against my abdomen. Then the sedative tincture entered my veins, slow and heavy.
My consciousness began to blur.
One last tear slipped from the corner of my eye and traced a warm line down my cold cheek.
Dominic Ashford.
From this moment forward.
We walk separate paths.
I will never love you again.
The days after the procedure stretched long and agonizing.
I lay alone in the healing cot, watching the herbal infusion drip steadily into my veins through a thin silver-free tube. The dull throb of my wounds came in waves, relentless and grinding. Each time the healer's attendant changed my dressings, it felt like a fresh round of torture.
The young Omega attendant was as gentle as she could be. But the pity in her eyes — the way she couldn't quite hide it — that hurt worse than anything she did to my wounds.
"Just bear with it a little longer. It's almost done."
Her voice was soft, meant to comfort.
After she left, I heard her speaking with another attendant just outside the door. Their voices were low, but my wolf hearing — even weakened as it was — caught every word.
"Poor thing… injuries that severe, and not a single packmate has come to see her. She had to authorize her own healing procedure."
"I know. Meanwhile, that Serena in the private ward down the hall barely had a scratch, and Alpha Ashford hasn't left her side. I heard he turned down three major alliance pacts worth billions in territory just to stay with her."
"Same pack, different fates."
Their words sank into me like fine needles, one by one, pricking into places that should have been too numb to feel anything.
But they were right. I had no feeling left.
I closed my eyes and turned my face toward the window, letting the pale moonlight fall across my skin. I pretended I hadn't heard a thing.
第6章
The day I left the Healing Hall, the sky hung low and grey.
I finished the discharge papers, and the moment I stepped through the front doors, I spotted several sleek vehicles idling at the entrance.
"Vivienne, over here!"
It was them.
My pack of childhood friends. The wolves I had grown up alongside, run with under countless moons, shared my first howls with before any of us ever shifted.
Seeing their grinning faces, something thawed inside the frozen wasteland of my chest. My wolf, who had been curled in silence for days, lifted her head and let out a soft, tentative whimper of recognition.
That night, they took me to the moonlit lounge we always frequented. A place tucked between territories where wolves of different packs could gather without formality. They said it was a celebration of my liberation. My escape from suffering.
"Good riddance. That kind of Alpha doesn't deserve you, never did!"
"Our Vivienne has the looks, the figure, the Silvercrest bloodline. Now that the bond is severed, unmated wolves will be lining up from here to the Continental Packs!"
"Tomorrow I'm introducing you to a few young Alphas I know. Every single one of them a hundred times better than him, I guarantee it."
They talked over each other, teasing, laughing, their warmth wrapping around me like a communal howl.
I drank the honeyed mead and couldn't help but smile.
It had been so long since I'd felt this lightness.
They were right. Why had I spent five years tearing myself apart for a wolf who never loved me?
I stood and excused myself to the washroom.
When I came back, the booth was empty.
Everyone was gone.
I froze, then caught the arm of a passing attendant. "Where are my friends?"
The attendant's expression turned uneasy. He gestured toward a private room at the far end of the corridor.
"A she-wolf came in, clearly drunk. She demanded the lounge bring out their most attractive male escorts. Looked around, wasn't satisfied with any of them. Then she spotted your friends and had her bodyguards drag them into that private room." He swallowed. "There were too many enforcers with her. We didn't dare intervene."
My stomach dropped like a stone.
Something was wrong.
My friends weren't ordinary wolves. They came from established bloodlines, every one of them. No one would dare manhandle them like that.
Unless...
A sickening premonition crashed over me, and my wolf surged to her feet, hackles rising.
I was practically running when I reached the door and shoved it open.
Just as I feared.
Serena.
She was heavily intoxicated, her scent sharp with too much wine and something reckless underneath. She had one of my friends by the wrist and was pulling his hand toward her body, pressing herself against him.
His face was tight with barely contained disgust, but he was holding himself back. Restraining himself because he knew exactly who she was and what her connection to the Ashford Pack meant.
"Serena, let him go!"
I crossed the room in three strides and wrenched them apart.
That was the moment the door was kicked open from the outside.
He was there.
Dominic Ashford.
His face was carved from ice, and the temperature in the room plummeted as his Alpha aura rolled outward like a physical force. The air thickened. My friends instinctively dropped their gazes, shoulders curling inward despite themselves.
He seized Serena's wrist, his voice low and tight with barely leashed fury. "Serena, what are you doing in a place like this?"
She yanked free of his grip, her eyes glazed and unfocused, and pointed a swaying finger at my friends.
"I came to order male escorts. Can't you see? I picked these ones. I want them to keep me company."
"Enough. You're not doing this." His tone dropped, cold and commanding. He reached for her again.
She shoved him away and burst into tears, her face crumpling with theatrical hurt.
"You can smile with other she-wolves! You spent hours alone in your den with that female alliance delegate. Why can't I have male company?"
His Beta Liaison stepped forward quickly. "Miss Holloway, that was a territory negotiation. There was nothing inappropriate about it."
"I don't care!"
She wasn't listening. She lurched toward my friend again, grabbing for his arm.
"You're allowed your she-wolves, so I get my males!"
I couldn't hold back any longer.
I stepped between them, planting myself like a wall.
"Enough! Whatever is between the two of you is your business. Stop harassing my friends."
Only then did his gaze land on me.
Those cold grey eyes swept over my face, then drifted past me to the wolves standing behind me. His nostrils flared slightly, taking in their scents, cataloguing them. His jaw tightened. The air pressure in the room intensified until it was hard to breathe, his aura flaring with something dark and possessive and utterly irrational.
"Vivienne." His voice was quiet. Dangerously quiet. "I warned you not to scheme against Serena. What is this? You weren't enough on your own, so you brought your friends to seduce her?"
I stood there, stunned into absolute stillness.
Seduce.
He said seduce.
My wolf snarled inside me, clawing against my ribs with outrage so fierce my vision blurred at the edges.
"Dominic Ashford, are you blind?" My voice came out raw, shaking with fury. "She is the one harassing my friends!"
He opened his mouth to say more.
But Serena, seeing that he hadn't immediately rushed to comfort her, grew even more furious. She spun on her heel and bolted for the door.
"Serena!" He was after her instantly, his entire demeanor shifting. The ice in his voice melted into something warm, anxious, desperate. "Alright, alright. I was wrong. I won't meet with any she-wolf alone again, not for any alliance, not for anything. Is that what you need? I promise."
He murmured to her, his tone so gentle it was almost a croon. The same wolf who had just looked at me like I was filth beneath his claws.
Then he paused.
He turned back.
His gaze found the enforcers stationed around the room.
And his voice went cold. Colder than silver. Colder than anything I had ever heard from him.
"Those males. Whichever hand touched Serena, break it."
He walked out without a backward glance.
The enforcers moved forward. Broad-shouldered wolves with dead eyes and clenched fists, already reaching for my friends.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Disbelief and rage collided inside me so violently that my wolf threw herself against the walls of my mind, and I felt my canines sharpen, felt the burn of claws threatening to break through my fingertips.
I threw myself in front of my friends, my body a shield, my voice trembling with cold fury but edged with absolute resolve.
"Try it. I dare you to try." My eyes swept across every enforcer in the room. "Open your eyes and look clearly. Did my friends lay a single hand on her first? It was Serena who harassed them. These wolves are my friends. Every one of them carries a recognized bloodline and standing in the inter-pack circles. Touch even one of them, and see what happens."
第7章
The lead enforcer regarded me without expression, his wolf utterly still behind those flat, pale eyes.
"Miss Silvercrest, don't make this difficult for us. Your friends' bloodlines are respectable enough, but in the eyes of the Supreme Alpha, they're nothing. One word from Alpha Ashford and their packs lose every hunting ground they hold. Their families would be finished before the next full moon. I need to bring him something to show this matter is settled."
My entire body felt as though it had plunged through ice into black water.
Fury and helplessness crashed over me in equal measure, threatening to drag me under. My wolf whimpered deep inside my chest, pressing herself flat against the floor of my mind.
For the first time, I truly hated the choice I had made.
I was the one who had entered the mating bond with him.
And I was the one who had dragged this humiliation down onto my friends.
I drew a slow, shaking breath and forced the storm of emotions beneath the surface.
"Fine."
"I'll give you what you need."
I seized the decorative iron rod mounted on the wall beside me.
Under the shocked stares of everyone in the room.
I brought it down with all my strength onto my own left wrist.
The sharp, brittle crack split the air like a gunshot.
Agony devoured me instantly, a white-hot wave that roared up my arm and swallowed my vision. My wolf shrieked inside my skull, clawing desperately, trying to push healing into bones that had already shattered. My hand dropped, limp and useless, dangling at an angle no wrist should bend.
"Vivienne!"
They rushed forward to catch me.
My face had gone ashen. Cold sweat poured down my temples and the back of my neck. But I locked my knees, forced myself upright, and fixed my gaze on the enforcer. My voice came out raw, barely above a whisper, but steady.
"Now. Is that enough to report back?"
"That blow was on their behalf."
Something shifted behind the enforcer's eyes. A flicker, quickly smothered. His nostrils flared once, catching the copper scent of internal bleeding beneath my skin.
He said nothing.
After a silence that lasted several heartbeats, he turned and walked away. His pack enforcers followed without a word, their boots fading down the corridor.
"Have you lost your mind?" My friends' voices shook so badly the words nearly broke apart. "We would have fought them! All of us, together!"
I shook my head.
Even speaking had become an ordeal. Each word cost me something.
"You can't win against them…"
"It's all right… the bones can be set again…"
They were frantic, their wolves pressing distress into every gesture as they braced me on either side and guided me toward the door, intent on getting me to the Healing Hall.
We had barely stepped outside the entrance of the den-bar.
Raised voices erupted from above, sharp and desperate.
I looked up on instinct.
Serena stood at the edge of the second-floor balcony, her body swaying, teetering against the railing as if the slightest breeze would tip her over.
"Don't come any closer! I haven't forgiven you! One more step and I'll jump!"
She was sobbing, her voice cracking on every word.
He stood several paces away from her.
That man who was always in absolute control, whose composure never wavered, whose Alpha aura could flatten an entire room into silence. In that moment, his face held something I had never seen before.
Panic.
"Serena, don't be reckless. Come back inside. Just step down from there, and whatever you want me to do, I'll do it."
"Truly? Anything at all?"
"Anything. Even if it costs me my life."
I stood below, listening.
The words drifted down like ash.
All I felt was the absurdity of it. And a cold so deep my wolf curled into herself and went silent.
How much did he love her, exactly, to say something like that without hesitation? To offer his life as though it were nothing?
Then.
She seemed to calm, persuaded by his desperation. She began to inch carefully back from the edge.
The next instant.
Her foot slipped.
"Ah!"
She fell straight from the second floor.
And directly below her.
Was me.
The full force of her body slammed into mine like a boulder hurled from a cliff.
Darkness exploded behind my eyes. I was driven into the ground, my already-shattered wrist crushed beneath our combined weight, my spine striking stone. I became nothing but a cushion of flesh and breaking bones.
The agony swallowed everything. My wolf howled once, a long, thin sound, and then I felt her go limp inside me, retreating somewhere I couldn't reach.
He came tearing down from above.
Like a man possessed. Like a wolf who had lost all reason.
But the first person he gathered into his arms.
Was her.
"Serena, are you hurt? Don't be afraid. I'm taking you to the Healing Hall right now."
His voice trembled. His hands shook as they cradled her.
He lifted her.
He carried her to the waiting vehicle and was gone, tires shrieking against the cobblestones as the car vanished into the night.
From start to finish.
He never once looked at me.
My friends stared after the disappearing taillights, their bodies vibrating with rage so intense I could smell it, hot metal and ozone pouring off their skin.
But in the end.
All they could do was get me to the Healing Hall first.
When I woke again, the room smelled of antiseptic herbs and moonstone dust.
Only a healer's attendant sat beside the bed.
"Miss Silvercrest, you're awake. It's fortunate your friends brought you in when they did…" She paused, adjusting the silver-threaded bandage around my wrist. "They received an urgent summons from their packs and had to leave. They asked that you contact them as soon as you woke."
"No need."
My voice came out dry and cracked, scraped hollow.
"They're busy. Don't trouble them."
The attendant looked at me, her eyes brimming with quiet sympathy.
"But you need someone to look after you…"
"I can manage on my own."