You’ll Regret Breaking Me, Alpha

Kaela’s POV Their voices haunted me, echoing in every corner of my mind. “What if she finds out?” Maribel’s voice had been trembling, sharp as a knife through the quiet. For a fleeting moment, I thought maybe, just maybe, there was a flicker of guilt in her tone. That perhaps the woman I had once called my sister could feel shame. But then came Evander’s laugh—cold, hard, and merciless. “You’re being foolish, Maribel. Kaela trusts me blindly. She’ll never question my orders. Never.” A soft, wicked giggle followed hers. “Poor Kaela. Always so perfect, so naive. She won’t suspect a thing.” I remember standing there, paralyzed, my heart pounding so violently it felt like it would split my chest. They didn’t just speak—they carved me up, piece by piece. Every word, every sneer, shredded my loyalty, my grief, my trust. Each syllable was another blade sinking into my soul. “She still believes Mira’s death was fate,” Evander sneered. “She’ll never imagine I commanded those soldiers to choose differently.” “And even if she did,” Maribel said, her tone laced with venom, “what could she do? She’s just your Luna. You’re her Alpha.” Just his Luna. Not his partner. Not his equal. Just a title. The world spun around me. My legs faltered as I stumbled back, forcing myself not to collapse right there. My wolf howled in anguish deep inside me, a visceral pain that begged to lash out. I wanted to tear down the door, to rip them both apart—but my broken heart still held me back. I turned and walked. Until I reached the balcony overlooking the Valecrest plains—the very heart of our pack. Below, the wolves went about their lives, training, patrolling, hunting, as if nothing had shattered. The moon hung above, cold and silver, as though it, too, mourned with me. I sank to my knees. Sobs erupted from my chest like a storm I could no longer contain. The sound of my grief echoed against the stone walls, swallowed by the wind. I clutched the railing, trembling, my tears spilling onto the marble like rain. My wolf cried inside me. Our pup… our bond… everything we trusted to him… I pressed a shaking hand to my belly, where our new pup grew. Joy should have bloomed there. But all I felt was betrayal burning through my veins. Then my phone buzzed. A small, almost insignificant sound—but it cut through the quiet like glass. Through blurred tears, I looked down at the screen. A notification from Moonbook, our pack’s social network. The name made my chest seize. Maribel Crowne. For a split second, my thumb hovered. Curiosity. Dread. Anger. And then I opened it. The image filled my vision, stealing my breath. Two hands intertwined. Faces hidden. One hand delicate, pale, hauntingly familiar. The other strong, tan, masculine. And on that wrist—a bracelet of silver, engraved with a moon. The one I had given Evander for our second anniversary. The caption beneath it read: “A miracle after all the pain. Can’t wait to meet our little one.” I gasped, vision swimming. Pregnant. She was pregnant. With his child. And he wasn’t hiding it. The world could see. The pack could see. And I, his Luna, was reduced to a fool. Something inside me shattered, silent but irrevocable, cracking through my chest and into my very soul. The phone slipped from my fingers, clattering to the balcony floor. I stared out at the horizon, the sunset painting the sky with cruel shades of blood and gold. My wolf growled deep within me. He betrayed the bond, Kaela. He took everything—our pup, our honor, our love. How much more must we lose before we strike back? I wiped my tears. My breaths evened. And slowly, a new fire ignited—not grief, but determination. I turned toward my office, mind racing. My hands shook as I picked up my phone again—not to stare at the post, but to make a call I never imagined I would. My father. Alpha Peter Ravenshade, the most feared and revered Alpha across the northern territories. He had warned me once: “You don’t marry for love, daughter. You marry for legacy. Love fades. Duty remains.” I had ignored him. For Evander. For love, I had thought. I had abandoned home, pack, everything for him. And now… it seemed my father had been right. Trembling, I dialed. The phone rang twice before his voice answered, deep and familiar. “Kaela?” I couldn’t speak at first. My throat constricted, tears threatening anew. “Father…” I whispered. A pause. Then his voice softened, cautious. “It’s been years. Why are you calling?” “I… I want to come home,” I said, swallowing hard. “I’ll marry whoever you wanted me to marry back then.” His breath caught. “What about Evander? You left everything for him.” “I was wrong,” I admitted, voice quivering. “He betrayed me. He killed my daughter. He’s… cheating on me. With my best friend.” Silence. Then I could feel his fury building, even through the phone. “Did he hurt you?” “No,” I said, trembling. “Not yet. But he will if I stay. I can’t remain here.” “Then come home,” he commanded. “I’ll send an escort—” “No,” I interrupted, straightening. “Not yet. I’ll handle this my way. Seven days. That’s all I need.” He hesitated. “Kaela…” “I’ll do it your way,” I cut him off again. “I’ll marry who you choose. I’ll follow the rules this time.” I could feel his surprise through the line. “You mean that?” “Yes.” My voice hardened. “No more following my heart. This time, I’ll follow my blood.” A long pause. Then his breath evened, and his Alpha authority returned. “Very well. I’ll tell your brothers you’re coming home.” My chest tightened at the thought of them—my three older brothers, each an Alpha in his own right. They had warned me before I left. “Evander Ashcroft will never love you the way you deserve, Kaela,” my eldest had said. I hadn’t listened. Now, the memory burned like salt in an open wound. “Tell them,” I whispered, fury barely restrained. “Tell them the Valecrest Alpha has made an enemy of the Ravenshades.” His voice dropped low, dangerous. “May the Goddess have mercy on his soul.” The call ended, but my heart thundered. Seven days. In a week, I would no longer be the Luna of Valecrest Pack. In seven days, I would no longer be Alpha Evander Ashcroft’s wife. I looked to the horizon again. Night had swallowed the crimson sun. The first silver rays of moonlight shimmered over the plains, reflecting in my eyes. My wolf stirred inside me, matching my fury with her own. They think we’re broken. They think we’ll slink away quietly. “No,” I whispered. “We will make them remember exactly who I am.”

Kaela’s POV The faint scent of lavender mingled with the dust in my room—a fragrance that should have felt comforting, but now only reminded me that this place no longer belonged to me. The sun had barely crested the horizon when I began packing. I folded dresses that once made me feel radiant, pressed down coats that still carried traces of Evander’s scent, and stacked my life here into careful, fragile piles. Every movement was deliberate, mechanical, a shield against the rising tide of emotion. Seven days. That’s all I had before I walked away from Valecrest Pack forever. As I crouched by the bottom drawer, something caught my eye: a corner of paper peeking out. I reached for it, frowning. And then another, and another, until I realized it wasn’t a single sheet but a small stack of crumpled, colorful drawings. I sank to the floor, knees tucked to my chest, and carefully unfolded the first. It was Mira’s. The stick figures were crooked, cheerful splashes of color. There was me, in a blue dress, and Evander, taller, with messy brown hair and a wide smile. Between us, a small girl with golden hair held our hands—Mira had drawn herself connecting our family. The title scrawled at the top read: My Family. My vision blurred as I reached for another. This one showed the three of us under a glowing moon, surrounded by wolves. In her careful handwriting were the words: Our Pack Will Always Be Together. I pressed the papers to my chest, a sob tearing from my throat. “Oh, my sweet girl…” My voice cracked. Tears slid down my cheeks as I gathered every drawing, holding them close. Each sheet a fragment of her imagination, her dreams, her love. Every crayon stroke a heartbeat of the daughter I had lost. Except she wasn’t lost. Her heart still beat—inside the woman who had destroyed me. My chest tightened painfully. I didn’t notice the door opening until a deep voice shattered the silence. “Kaela?” I stiffened, hastily wiping my tears. Evander stood there, tall and composed, his scent filling the room—the familiar mix of pine and smoke that once made me feel safe. Now it made me ill. His eyes swept over the open suitcases and scattered drawings. “What’s all this? Why is everything out?” I forced a calm smile. “Just… rearranging my closet.” He raised an eyebrow. “Rearranging? It looks like you’re moving out.” “If I were,” I said quietly, folding another garment, “would it matter?” Before he could respond, another scent invaded the room—sweet, floral, nauseatingly familiar. Maribel. I froze. My fists clenched as she stepped in behind him, her belly small but proud, her presence radiating arrogance. The mate bond between Evander and me throbbed painfully, a cruel reminder of the betrayal standing beside him. Every instinct screamed to strike, to tear her apart, to reclaim my daughter’s stolen heart. But I didn’t move. I couldn’t. Instead, I met her gaze, voice icy. “Why are you here?” Evander shifted, clearing his throat. “She’ll be staying with us for a while.” The words made no sense. My mind scrambled. “What?” “She’s… pregnant,” he said carefully, as if measuring each word, waiting for my reaction. I looked from him to her. Maribel’s lips curved into a smug, shy smile, hands resting lightly over her stomach. My heart went cold. I said softly, almost under my breath, “And?” Her smile faltered. “I thought… you’d be happy for me.” I laughed bitterly, a short, sharp sound. “Happy?” I repeated, voice dripping with scorn. “Sure.” Evander’s expression stiffened. “Kaela, that’s enough. Why are you acting like this? You should be happy for your best friend.” “Are you certain that child isn’t yours, Alpha?” I countered, standing and locking eyes with him. His presence flared, the weight of his Alpha aura pressing down on the room. “No. I don’t know what you’re implying. Maribel needs care, so I offered our home. That’s it. She’s carrying life, nothing more.” I clenched my jaw. “And that’s supposed to make me accept this?” His growl was low, frustrated. “I’m not cruel, Kaela. I won’t send her away just because of your bitterness.” My laugh cut like a knife. “Bitterness? Is that what you call it?” “You’re jealous,” he shot back. “Maribel’s expecting, and instead of being happy for her, you—” “Instead of what?” I interrupted, voice sharp. What kind of man chooses a mistress over his own child? I wanted to ask, but held myself back. For a long moment, the room froze around us. His eyes darkened. “You’re stubborn, Kaela. Aren’t you supposed to be concerned? Don’t project your failings onto Maribel. She only wants the best for her baby.” I swallowed hard, forcing my tone low and measured. “Never mind,” I muttered, turning away. “Let her rest. That’s what I said.” My wolf stirred restlessly, warning me to tread carefully. He could never know I had overheard everything—not yet. Maribel’s voice pierced the tension. “Luna, I didn’t mean—” I turned slowly, eyes cold. “Do as you wish.” After all, it seemed I had no say here. She opened her mouth but hesitated, glancing at Evander for support. He only sighed, stepping between us. “Enough,” he said firmly. “Maribel will stay. That’s final. You will treat her with respect. She is family.” Family. The word made bile rise in my throat. I nodded stiffly. “Fine. Just as I said. If that’s what you want, Alpha.” Evander frowned at the title, opening his mouth—but I cut him off. “Now, if you’ll excuse me,” I said, bending to gather Mira’s drawings, “I need to finish… rearranging my closet.” He paused, studying me, then finally turned and led Maribel out. As the door clicked shut, I exhaled shakily. Seven days. Seven days and I would be free. Free from this cursed pack. Free from the man who once made me believe in forever. Free from the woman who carried my daughter’s heart as her own.

Kaela’s POV I couldn’t find sleep that night. No matter how I twisted, how tightly I shut my eyes, darkness only magnified the ache inside me. My heart thumped erratically, heavy and restless, as if it wanted to claw its way free from my chest. The main bedroom, once a sanctuary, now felt suffocating—too quiet, too orderly for the chaos raging within. Alpha Evander’s steady breathing beside me used to soothe me. Now it mocked me, a constant reminder of the bond we once shared—warm, sacred, now reduced to a slender thread choking my heart. When he shifted in the bed, I feigned sleep. His weight lifted, the faint creak of the door followed, then silence. I waited until his footsteps faded into the hall before I finally sat up. My wolf stirred uneasily inside me. He’s not just stepping out for air, she murmured. I already knew. Pressing a trembling hand to my lips, I fought back the sobs threatening to erupt. Moonlight spilled across the room, cold and silver, painting the walls with a cruel reflection of the goddess I had once worshiped—the same goddess who let my daughter die, who let my mate betray me. My throat was dry, so I rose to fetch water. The hallway outside was dim, the lanterns casting pale, wavering light. And then I heard it—a sound faint at first, almost insignificant, then unmistakable. A moan. Another followed. I froze, every nerve on edge, heart hammering in my chest. Drawn forward against my will, like a wounded wolf following the scent of blood, I crept toward the source. It came from the guest room. Her room. Maribel’s. The door was ajar. Shadows moved within, bodies entangled, soft murmurs filling the space. My breath caught, and my knees threatened to buckle. I didn’t need to see more. I already knew the truth. I bit my lip hard, tasting iron, as my body shook violently. I turned away before the scream tore from my throat. Down the hall, my hands instinctively pressed against my stomach. Life pulsed there—fragile, tiny, pure. My baby. Our baby. And yet, even as I touched the small swell beneath my shirt, all I could think was how cruel the Moon Goddess must be, allowing a monster like Evander to father another life. Tears traced paths down my cheeks as I whispered, voice breaking, “You’ll be safe, little one. I swear it… you will never live under his shadow.” When the first rays of dawn spilled through the windows, I was still awake. My body ached from exhaustion, but I refused to rest—not while I still had to face him. Evander entered the room, fully dressed, carrying the faint scent of soap and pinewood. Beneath it lingered her—the sickening trace of Maribel clinging to him. My stomach twisted. “Kaela,” he said, clearing his throat as if trying to sound casual. “We need to talk.” I met his gaze, keeping my voice calm despite the storm inside me. “About what?” He hesitated, then spoke cautiously. “Maribel… needs the master’s bedroom.” For a moment, comprehension eluded me. Then I blinked, staring at him. “Excuse me?” “She’s pregnant,” he added, as if this were news to me, as if this explained everything. “She needs comfort. The master’s room… best view, softest bed…” “And I’m supposed to move out?” My voice cut sharp, disbelief coloring every word. He sighed impatiently, as if I were being unreasonable. “It’s temporary. Just until she gives birth. You should understand.” “I understand perfectly,” I said, voice icy. “You want to make her comfortable while your Luna sleeps in the guest room.” “Kaela, don’t make this harder than it is,” he said, rubbing his temples. “It’s for her health. I’m not a monster.” I laughed hollowly. Not a monster. If only he knew how grotesque that sounded to me now. I bit back the torrent of words I wanted to hurl at him. Not yet. Not until everything was in place. So I forced a trembling smile and whispered, “Fine. Do what you want.” He seemed satisfied, muttering something about calling the omegas to move furniture. The moment the door clicked behind him, I let out a breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding. “You already did what you wanted, Alpha,” I murmured to the empty room. “You just don’t know I’m done letting you.” After breakfast, I noticed how rushed he was, glancing at the clock and pacing toward the door. Maribel called him from outside. My stomach twisted in anger. I seized the moment. Approaching him with a stack of papers, I said, “Before you go, can you sign these?” He barely looked at them. “What’s this?” “Pack paperwork,” I lied smoothly. “Financial approvals for the upcoming quarter.” He frowned. “Can’t this wait?” “No,” I said firmly. “You’re the Alpha. The council won’t process anything without your signature.” He groaned, irritation sharp. Snatching a pen, he muttered, “Fine. Make it quick.” I held the papers steady as he signed the final one: the divorce decree—the document that would finally release me from him. I smiled faintly when he handed it back. “Thank you.” He didn’t notice the steel beneath my words as Maribel called again. He left, door closing behind him. I grabbed my phone, dialing my lawyer immediately. “It’s done,” I said flatly. “He signed it.” A pause, then a cautious voice. “Are you certain, Luna?” “Yes,” I replied. “It’s over. File it now.” For the first time in ages, I laughed—dark, broken, almost unrecognizable. I sat at the edge of the bed, staring around a room that had once held love and loyalty. Now, it was a tomb of memories. I resumed packing, each fold of fabric stripping away the remnants of a life I no longer wanted. Then the door opened. “Kaela?” Her voice. Slowly, I turned. Maribel stood in the doorway, hand resting on the very stomach that carried my husband’s child—and my daughter’s heart. “I wanted to help,” she said softly, stepping in. I said nothing. She wandered toward the corner where Mira’s drawings and toys were kept, her little shrine intact. “Don’t touch that,” I warned, voice low. She ignored me, opening the cabinet doors. Her eyes caught the moonstone jar on the bottom shelf. “What’s this?” she asked, reaching for it. My chest tightened. “Maribel,” I snapped, sharper this time, “don’t touch that.” But she lifted it anyway. “It’s so pretty…” “That’s Mira’s ashes,” I hissed. “Put it down.” Her eyes widened. For a fleeting second, I thought she might obey. Then she gasped, faking a slip. “Oh—” The jar slipped, hitting the floor with a dull crack before shattering, pale ash spilling across the carpet. Time froze. The air left my lungs in a single, sharp rush.