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Eight Years of Devotion, Yet the Mafia Boss Betrayed Me
They call love a blessing—but what if it’s nothing more than a sentence, a golden prison sealed with power and blood? I’d rather stake my fate on a stranger than stay chained to the man the unde...
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第1章
Sofia's POV
I was supposed to be walking toward a wedding altar—and the man I’d given eight years of my life to didn’t even know it was about to happen.
Lorenzo barely came home anymore. When he did, it was late, distracted, and already halfway gone. His focus had shifted to Francesca, his newly appointed consigliere assistant—a sharp-eyed woman with ambition written into the way she spoke. He’d hired her himself not long ago, and from the very beginning, something about them fit too easily. Too naturally.
In the glass-lined corridors of the penthouse office that doubled as one of his many mafia fronts, their voices carried freely. Low laughter, private jokes, shared glances reflected in polished marble and steel. They spoke as if the space belonged only to them, as if I were just another piece of furniture blending into the background.
When Francesca’s birthday arrived, Lorenzo turned it into an event. He commissioned a massive, multi-layered cake infused with moonflower extract—an expensive, rare ingredient imported through his underground channels. He knew I was severely allergic to moonflower. I’d nearly ended up in the hospital years ago because of it. He knew. He just didn’t care enough to remember.
During the celebration, they stood close, feeding each other bites of frosting, smearing cream on fingertips and cheeks, laughing like nothing else in the world existed. Music thumped. Glasses clinked. Men with guns at their waists pretended not to notice. I stood a few steps away, invisible, watching the man who once promised me forever forget I was even in the room.
The scent reached me quickly. My chest seized as if a fist had closed around my lungs. Each breath became harder than the last. Panic surged, hot and uncontrollable, my vision blurring at the edges. I tried to steady myself against the table, but the floor tilted beneath my feet.
The last thing I remembered was falling—music still playing, laughter still ringing—while no one noticed.
When I woke up, I was in one of Lorenzo’s private medical suites. An IV was taped to my arm. The room smelled sterile and cold. My chest ached, but this time the pain had nothing to do with the allergic reaction.
Staring up at the ceiling, I finally made a decision I’d been avoiding for years. The marriage proposal my family had arranged long ago—the one I kept postponing, defending Lorenzo with excuses—I finally accepted it.
Yes.
My mother didn’t hesitate. She never did. The moment I returned to the apartment and shut the door behind me, my phone began buzzing nonstop. One message after another filled the screen—venues secured, designers contacted, guest lists approved, timelines locked in. Everything moved with ruthless efficiency.
I scrolled until I reached her final message.
I always knew Lorenzo wasn’t your future. A man who wants to marry a woman doesn’t make her wait eight years. You still have time, Sofia. Everything is ready.
Another message followed seconds later.
The ceremony is in three days. Bring only what you need. Don’t complicate things.
The simplicity of it was almost brutal. While I’d been clinging to Lorenzo’s vague reassurances and unfinished promises, everyone else had already accepted the truth I refused to see—he was never going to choose me.
I took a slow breath and sent her a voice message.
“Mom, handle everything as you see fit. I trust you. I don’t need anything grand. Keep it simple.”
I didn’t realize Lorenzo had come home until his voice sliced through the room, sharp with disbelief.
“A ceremony?” he said. “What ceremony?”
My body stiffened. I ended the call too quickly, but he was already moving toward me, hand outstretched. Before he could grab my phone, his own rang—loud, urgent, impossible to ignore.
Francesca’s voice poured out the moment he answered, shaky and panicked.
“Lorenzo, I think someone’s tailing me. I changed routes twice, but I’m scared. I don’t know what to do.”
His expression shifted instantly. Concern replaced confusion, his jaw tightening.
“Stay somewhere public,” he said, already reaching for his jacket. “Don’t leave. I’m coming.”
He didn’t look at me again. The door slammed shut behind him, echoing through the apartment.
I stayed where I was, perfectly still, my face calm even as something inside me finally broke free.
Once the silence settled, I called my Aunt Lyra. After my parents moved overseas years ago to expand the family’s criminal empire, she’d been the one who raised me.
Lorenzo and I grew up together—neighbors, allies, something that hovered just short of commitment. When Lyra married and left the country, I stayed behind. What was meant to be temporary quietly stretched into eight long years of shared space and undefined loyalty.
When she answered, her voice was bright with surprise.
“You’re getting married? To Lorenzo? Finally. Eight years is long enough, Sofia.”
I paused before correcting her.
“No, Aunt Lyra. It’s an arranged marriage. I haven’t even met the man yet.”
Silence followed, heavy and cautious.
“Are you certain?” she asked gently. “Lorenzo cares for you. Maybe he just needs pressure. I could talk to him.”
A short, bitter laugh slipped out.
“If he cared, he wouldn’t have needed eight years to decide. I waited while he kept me suspended between hope and nothing. What we had wasn’t love—it was convenience. And I won’t waste another year waiting for him to choose me.”
She sighed, conflicted, but she didn’t argue. In the end, she promised to stand by me.
That night, before I slept, I set a countdown on my phone.
Three days until I walked away from the life I’d been clinging to.
The next morning, I asked my mother to prepare farewell gifts for Aunt Lyra—small tokens of gratitude for the years she’d protected me.
That evening, as I gave instructions to the delivery driver, I felt a familiar presence. Lorenzo stood nearby, watching, his gaze sharp.
“What’s all this?” he asked.
“Just gifts,” I said evenly. “For my aunt.”
“Gifts?” His voice lowered. “Why?”
“Because I’m leaving.”
Something flickered in his eyes, but he didn’t ask anything else. Maybe he thought I was bluffing.
Then Francesca appeared. Her heels clicked against the pavement as she slipped effortlessly into his side, looping her arm through his like it belonged there.
“Thank you for last night,” she said softly, smiling up at him. “I don’t know what I would’ve done without you.”
I stepped back, done watching.
As I turned away, I heard her laugh.
“She’s so quiet, isn’t she? Sometimes I forget she’s even around.”
Whatever Lorenzo said in response no longer mattered.
He’d made his choice—over and over again.
This time, I was finally making mine.
第2章
Sofia's POV
Aunt Lyra had just stepped off the porch when she stopped short, one foot still hovering over the step. Her sharp gaze flicked from my face to the two people beside me, taking everything in within seconds. I knew that look too well—it meant she was about to speak, and she would not be gentle about it. I cut in before she could open her mouth.
“Mom sent these over,” I said easily, motioning toward the crates stacked behind us. “Some of what’s inside won’t keep long. You might want to sort through them today.”
I made a point of not looking at Lorenzo—my almost, my maybe, my never-quite. Over the past weeks, he’d made it painfully clear where his attention lay. Still, he surprised me by speaking up, his tone even and controlled, like someone careful not to step on a landmine.
“Don’t misunderstand, Sofia,” he said. “Francesca’s old place was in a bad district. Not somewhere I’d let anyone connected to me stay alone. I helped her relocate. I didn’t realize it was this close to your aunt’s house.” His eyes drifted to the boxes. “Why so much stuff?”
I turned to the driver and told him to bring everything straight into the kitchen. Only then did I answer, my voice flat.
“You don’t need to justify anything to me, Lorenzo. This was my mother’s decision. We’re not sure when we’ll be back, so she sent more than usual.”
The instant I spoke with that much detachment, I saw the tension ease from his shoulders. That small reaction sparked something sharp and unpleasant in my chest.
“Alright,” he said casually. “North Ridge isn’t far. If you need anything, just reach out.”
As if we were still close enough for that kind of familiarity.
What he didn’t know—and what I had no intention of correcting—was that I wasn’t here for a visit. I wasn’t leaving.
Aunt Lyra, who had been silently watching the exchange, finally spoke.
“Lorenzo,” she said carefully, “you and Sofia go back to childhood. Is this really how things stand between you now? It would be a shame to let years of history rot away because no one wants to speak honestly.”
Before he could answer, I shook my head slightly.
“There’s no confusion, Aunt Lyra,” I said. “Lorenzo has never hesitated when something truly mattered to him. If he hasn’t chosen by now, then the answer’s already clear.”
Francesca shifted at his side, her face pale, exhaustion written into every movement. Lorenzo noticed instantly. His focus snapped to her as if nothing else existed.
“You’re not feeling well,” he murmured.
Then, to the driver, “Hold off for a bit. We’ll go up first.”
I stepped aside without comment as he guided her toward the elevator. For a brief moment, Lorenzo paused and looked at me, as though waiting for something—anger, hurt, a plea. I gave him nothing. After a second, he turned away and ushered Francesca inside.
As the doors slid shut, the reflective surface caught them together—her expression soft with gratitude, his posture instinctively shielding her. The image dragged up a memory I hadn’t thought of in years: Lorenzo carrying my suitcase into his penthouse, grinning as he joked that I might as well start calling it our home, that I was already halfway to being his wife.
Aunt Lyra released a slow breath. “Are you truly okay with this, Sofia?”
I gave her a small, contained smile.
“It doesn’t matter if I am,” I said. “If that’s where his loyalty rests, then I’ll accept it.”
Once the last box was delivered, I left before my composure cracked. I waited outside for the car, but Lorenzo and Francesca still hadn’t come down. Out of courtesy—for what we used to be—I sent him a short message.
Are you coming back?
The response came almost immediately, but not in text form. A voice message.
When I pressed play, Francesca’s voice filled the air, gentle and carefully sweet.
“Sofia, Lorenzo’s helping me fix some wiring problems here. The apartment’s been empty for a while, so there’s a lot to sort out. You should head off first—no need to wait.”
I stared at the screen for several seconds before closing it. The familiar ache surfaced in my chest, sharp and unwelcome, but I forced it down before it could grow teeth.
As I slid into the backseat, another message came through.
“I hope you don’t get the wrong idea,” she added softly. “Lorenzo’s just helping because he feels responsible. Being alone in a new city can be… overwhelming.”
The meaning was unmistakable. She leaned on him. And he never refused her.
My phone rang again almost immediately. Lorenzo’s name lit up the screen. I answered, and his irritation spilled out at once.
“Why were you so cold earlier?” he demanded. “Francesca works under me. Her safety falls under my responsibility. Her living situation is temporary until everything’s finalized. You understand why I’d help her, don’t you?”
A quiet, bitter laugh slipped out before I could stop it.
“Since when do you go this far for your staff?” I asked. “At the last family gathering, you left early, said you weren’t feeling well. I didn’t question it. Now you’re reorganizing your life for her?”
Soft sobbing filtered through the line.
Francesca spoke next, her voice trembling just enough to sound sincere.
“Lorenzo… maybe I should leave. I don’t want to come between you and Sofia.”
His reply was immediate, edged with authority.
“That’s not happening. Stay where you are.”
The way he said it—firm, protective—hit harder than I expected. He hadn’t spoken to me like that in years.
I drew in a slow breath, forcing my emotions back into their cage.
“You’re right,” I said evenly. “That was on me. I shouldn’t have asked. I’ve already left. Don’t bother coming back for me.”
I ended the call before he could respond.
And this time, I didn’t turn around.
第3章
Sofia’s POV
The sharp edge in Lorenzo’s voice vanished the instant my reply landed—measured, distant, unmistakably closed. Whatever argument he’d been lining up died before it could reach his tongue. I didn’t wait for him to regroup or push back.
I ended the call and sank deeper into the leather seat, turning my face toward the window as the car glided through the private forest road leading to the family estate. The headlights carved narrow paths through rows of towering trees, shadows stretching and folding over one another like dark wings. The road felt endless, and the pressure in my chest matched it step for step.
The moment I stepped out of the car, unease crept into my bones. The estate grounds were unnaturally still. No guards pacing. No distant engines. Just the moon suspended above the treeline, casting a pale, almost accusing light over the immaculate lawns. It felt less like arriving home and more like stepping into a place that remembered everything I wanted to forget.
My phone vibrated, breaking the quiet.
I pulled it from my pocket and saw the notification count climbing rapidly. Lorenzo’s executive group—the inner circle that ran his syndicate’s legitimate fronts—was active. Too active.
I hesitated, then opened it.
The first thing on the screen was a photo Francesca had just shared. Lorenzo was on one knee in her new villa, sleeves rolled to his elbows, broad shoulders tense as he worked on exposed wiring near the wall. Sweat darkened the fabric of his shirt, the angle deliberate, intimate. It wasn’t just a candid moment—it was a statement.
My fingers curled around the phone.
Beneath the photo, her caption glowed brightly on the screen.
Does every boss personally handle repairs at midnight? I might just dedicate my entire future to this company. Maybe I should make it official and sign on for life.
The replies came flooding in almost instantly—men and women who knew exactly who Lorenzo was, what he ruled, and what his attention meant.
Never seen the boss like this. Guess the rumors about him being cold were nonsense.
That’s not a CEO—that’s a man auditioning for husband of the year.
Careful, Francesca. People might start thinking you’re the one walking beside him at the next syndicate banquet.
The phone vibrated in my grip as more messages poured in. My vision blurred, not from tears, but from the pressure of holding myself together.
She was skilled—careful, calculated, flawless. Nothing blatant. Nothing that could be openly accused. Just enough to mark territory in full view of everyone who mattered.
Once, Lorenzo had done the same for me. Photos from overseas meetings. Quiet dinners between negotiations. Late-night strategy sessions where his hand rested on the back of my chair, just visible enough for anyone paying attention. Back then, it felt solid. Permanent.
Now, I was history.
I exited the chat and muted it without a second glance. The ache in my chest remained, but my resolve didn’t waver. Leaving still felt like the right choice—even if it cut.
I stepped into the estate house that had been my world for nearly a decade. Eight years of shared corridors, shared routines, shared silences that pretended to be comfort. Every room carried traces of a life I’d believed was leading somewhere.
Tonight, I stopped pretending.
As I began gathering my things, my gaze landed on the thick leather-bound album resting on the coffee table. Lorenzo’s idea. His tradition. Every page held moments from our years together—successful deals, quiet meals after bloody negotiations, rare laughter stolen between crises.
He once told me he wanted to give me 9,999 memories before ever asking me to marry him. Not because of alliances or bloodlines—but because he wanted me to choose him without obligation.
The album was nearly full. Only one page remained untouched.
Promises lose their meaning when devotion shifts.
I carried the album out to the clearing behind the estate—the place where bonfires once marked victories and alliances sealed in blood and fire. Under the cold watch of the moon, I built a small fire. When the flames caught, steady and bright, I placed the album on top.
Leather shriveled. Pages curled and blackened. Smoke rose thick and final, carrying years of hope with it.
Footsteps approached behind me.
I didn’t need to turn around. I knew his presence the way one knows the weight of a gun at their back.
Lorenzo stopped short when he saw the flames. For the first time in years, panic cracked through his control as he rushed forward.
“What the hell are you doing?” he barked, fury and disbelief colliding in his voice.
I stayed where I was.
He lunged toward the fire, trying to pull the album free, but the heat forced him back. He swore under his breath, hands reddening as he stomped at embers in a futile attempt to save what was already gone.
“Have you lost your mind?” he snapped, turning on me. “Do you even know what you just burned? That was our history. Years of it. Why would you destroy that?”
I met his eyes, unflinching.
“Because history is worthless when the promises behind it are empty,” I said evenly. “You said you’d give me reasons to choose you. Instead, you handed that place to someone else before we even reached the end.”
His jaw tightened. “You’re twisting things. Francesca—”
“Francesca,” I interrupted calmly, “only took what you made available. The pictures. The attention. The way you stand beside her in public. Don’t insult me by pretending it happened by accident.”
He stepped closer, his voice dropping, rougher now.
“She works for me. I’m responsible for her safety, for—”
“Enough.” I lifted my hand. “Don’t hide behind titles or duty. This was never about business. You chose through your actions.”
I took a step back, firelight dancing between us.
“And now,” I said quietly, “I’m choosing through mine.”
第4章
Sofia’s POV
The last wisps of ash still glowed faintly near my shoes when Lorenzo’s fury finally burned itself out, leaving behind something far more dangerous—regret. Under the pale wash of moonlight spilling through the towering glass windows, his face looked unfamiliar, stripped of the confidence he wore like a second skin. He tugged at his collar, straightening it as if reclaiming control by force of habit, but his body betrayed him. The rapid pulse at his throat, the tension in his jaw—none of it lied.
I brushed the soot from my palms with deliberate care and raised my chin, meeting his stare without offering even a hint of softness.
“It’s not a big deal,” I said coolly. “I noticed insects crawling through the album. Cockroaches, I think. Burning it seemed like the cleanest solution.”
He frowned, clearly thrown off, and moved closer, disbelief etched into every line of his face.
“You burned it?” His voice dipped, rough and strained. “Ten years of our life—gone just like that? How could you—”
The sentence broke apart, swallowed by a low, involuntary snarl.
I tilted my head, unimpressed.
“Are you done?”
That single question hit harder than shouting ever could. He sucked in a sharp breath and dragged a hand through his hair, the anger draining away and leaving something raw behind.
“I reacted badly,” he admitted, quieter now. “But that album mattered to us. You could’ve waited. Why destroy it before I even had a chance to stop you?”
I let out a short, hollow laugh. Us. That word had lost its meaning the moment his attention shifted to Francesca—the perfectly polished newcomer who knew exactly how to smile for the public and whisper into the right ears.
“You’ve been busy,” I replied flatly. “With work. With her. I didn’t think something this trivial deserved your attention.”
He stepped closer again, lowering his voice, trying to pull me back into a familiar rhythm.
“I know I’ve been absent. I see that now. But we don’t have to end it this way. We can fix things. Start over. Make new memories—better ones—if you’ll let me.”
Once, those words would’ve undone me. Years ago, I would’ve reached for him without hesitation. But I’d seen the way his eyes followed Francesca, smelled her perfume lingering on his suits. Whatever part of me once hoped had already gone quiet.
“Fine,” I said, my tone empty. “If you’re serious about making it right, start with my birthday. A real one this time. No allergens. No disappearing acts.”
He blinked, caught off guard. For years, my birthdays had been afterthoughts—rushed dinners, canceled plans, excuses wrapped in silk and diamonds.
After a pause, he nodded.
“Okay. Whatever you want.”
Before he could say more, his phone vibrated. That specific alert—the one reserved for her—rang out. He glanced down, jaw tightening as the screen lit up.
“I need to take this,” he said quickly. “It’s urgent. I’ll be back soon. Don’t stay up.”
The lie was transparent.
“Go,” I said, waving him away. “I’m used to being left.”
He hesitated, then turned and walked out, leaving me alone with the dying embers of something that should’ve ended long ago.
By morning, the mansion was alive with movement. Decorators, planners, and caterers swarmed the halls, arranging flowers and centerpieces. As the hours passed, dread settled in my stomach. The layout, the colors, the music—it was all painfully familiar.
By noon, there was no denying it. The setup mirrored Francesca’s extravagant birthday from two months earlier.
And then she arrived.
She moved like she owned the place, dressed in red silk that clung perfectly, her sweet, artificial scent filling the room.
“I hope you like everything,” she said brightly. “I handled all the details myself. Thought it suited your… preferences.”
I didn’t answer right away. My gaze dropped to the crescent-moon necklace glittering at her throat. Mine. The one Lorenzo had given me years ago, right before it vanished.
“A secondhand celebration for a secondhand woman,” I said coldly. “Fitting.”
Her smile cracked. Fury flashed across her face as she grabbed a crystal ornament and slammed it to the floor. Glass exploded outward, a shard slicing into her foot. She screamed, clutching her ankle as if mortally wounded.
Lorenzo rushed in seconds later, eyes sweeping the chaos.
“What happened?”
“She—she tried to stop me,” Francesca sobbed. “I was only helping, and she—”
The slap came out of nowhere. My cheek burned, but I didn’t move. I wouldn’t give him that satisfaction.
“That’s enough!” he shouted. “She spent all day helping you, and this is how you treat her? If you hate it so much, handle it yourself!”
He lifted Francesca into his arms and carried her away, leaving me standing among broken glass and borrowed decorations.
The party never happened. No guests arrived. There was no one left to invite anyway—over the years, my friends had been replaced by his allies and her admirers.
I cut a small slice of the untouched cake, placed a single candle on top, and lit it. Closing my eyes, I whispered,
“I hope I never see either of you again.”
The next morning, I packed one suitcase and left. On the way to the airport, I sent one final message:
This is over. Don’t contact me again.
As the plane lifted into the sky, I shut off my phone, leaving behind a man who once promised me the world—and chose someone else instead.