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He Owned the World, But Not My Heart
Love is a beautiful thing, they say—but what happens when it becomes a curse, a gilded cage lined with gold and expectations? I would rather risk everything with a complete stranger than remain boun...
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第1章
Anastasia's POV
I was about to walk down the aisle—and the man I had been emotionally tied to for eight long years had no idea it was happening.
Recently, Leonardo had hardly been home. His attention had shifted almost entirely to his new executive secretary, Camila—an ambitious woman he’d personally hired only a few months ago. From the moment she entered the company, they clicked with unsettling ease. Their voices carried through the glass corridors of the penthouse office floor, laughter bouncing off marble walls like I wasn’t even there.
When her birthday came around, Leonardo spared no expense. He ordered a towering, multi-tiered moonflower-infused cake, fully aware that I was dangerously allergic to moonflower essence. He’d known that for years. Still, during the celebration, the two of them fed each other frosting, smearing cream on cheeks and fingers, caught up in their own world while I stood off to the side—unseen, unacknowledged.
The moment the scent reached me, my chest tightened violently. My breathing grew shallow, panic clawing its way up my throat. I tried to steady myself, but dizziness took over. The room spun, and the last thing I remembered was collapsing to the floor as the music kept playing.
I woke up hours later in a private medical suite, an IV in my arm and a familiar ache spreading through my chest—this time not physical. It was there, staring at the ceiling, that I finally gave my answer to the marriage arrangement my family had proposed years ago.
Yes.
My mother moved fast, as she always did. The moment I returned to my apartment and unlocked the door, my phone began vibrating nonstop. Message after message poured in—venues, designers, guest lists, timelines. A wedding, fully set in motion.
I scrolled until I reached her last text.
I always suspected Leonardo was never truly meant for you. If he had wanted to marry you, he wouldn’t have dragged his feet for eight years. You still have time, Anastasia. Everything is already prepared.
Another message followed almost immediately.
The ceremony will be held in three days. Pack lightly—there’s no reason to overthink it.
The clarity was almost cruel in its simplicity. While I had been holding onto Leonardo’s vague reassurances and half-spoken promises, everyone else had already accepted what I refused to face: he was never going to choose me.
I exhaled slowly and sent her a voice note.
“Mom, choose whatever you think is appropriate. I trust you. I don’t want anything extravagant—simple is fine.”
I didn’t realize Leonardo had come in until his voice cut through the room, sharp and disbelieving.
“A ceremony?” he asked. “What ceremony are you talking about?”
My body went rigid. I turned off my phone too quickly, but he was already reaching for it. Before he could take it from my hand, his own phone rang—loud, urgent, slicing through the tension.
Camila’s voice burst through the speaker, trembling and frantic.
“Leonardo, I think someone’s following me. I tried changing routes, but I’m scared. I don’t know what to do.”
His expression changed instantly, concern hardening his features.
“Stay where it’s crowded,” he said firmly. “I’m on my way. Don’t move.”
Without another glance in my direction, he grabbed his jacket and rushed out, leaving the door swinging shut behind him.
I stood there, perfectly still, my face calm despite the storm inside me.
Once the apartment was silent again, I called my aunt Lyra. After my parents relocated overseas a decade ago to expand the family business, she had been the one to raise me.
Leonardo and I had grown up side by side—neighbors, friends, something almost-but-not-quite more. When Lyra married and moved abroad herself, I stayed behind. What was supposed to be temporary had quietly stretched into eight years of shared space and undefined commitment.
When Lyra answered, she sounded surprised—and pleased.
“You’re finally getting married? To Leonardo? It’s about time, Anastasia. Eight years is more than enough.”
I paused before correcting her.
“No, Aunt Lyra. It’s an arranged marriage. I haven’t even met the groom.”
The silence on the other end was heavy.
“Are you sure?” she asked carefully. “Leonardo cares about you. Maybe he just needs a push. I could speak to him.”
A short, humorless laugh escaped me.
“If he truly cared, he wouldn’t have needed eight years to decide. I spent my youth waiting while he kept me in limbo. Whatever we had—it wasn’t love. Just comfort. And I refuse to waste another year hoping he’ll suddenly choose me.”
She sighed, clearly struggling to reconcile our long history with my decision. Still, she didn’t argue. She promised to support me, no matter what.
That night, before going to sleep, I set a countdown timer on my phone.
Three days until I walked away from the life I’d been holding onto.
The following morning, I asked my mother to prepare a few farewell gifts for Aunt Lyra, as a thank-you for all the years she’d taken care of me.
That evening, while waiting for the delivery truck, I found Leonardo standing outside the building, watching me give instructions to the driver.
“What’s all this?” he asked, his gaze sharp.
“Just a few gifts,” I replied calmly. “They’re for my aunt.”
“Gifts?” His tone dropped. “Why?”
“Because I’m leaving soon.”
His eyes flickered with something unreadable, but he didn’t ask where or why. Perhaps he assumed I was bluffing.
Then Camila appeared, heels clicking against the pavement. She slipped effortlessly into Leonardo’s side, her hand looping through his arm as if it belonged there.
“Thank you for last night,” she said softly, looking up at him. “I don’t know what I would’ve done without you.”
I stepped back, unwilling to witness any more.
As I turned away, I heard her laugh lightly.
“She’s always so quiet, isn’t she? Sometimes I forget she’s even there.”
Whatever Leonardo replied didn’t matter anymore.
He had already chosen—again and again. And this time, I was finally choosing myself.
第2章
Anastasia's POV
Just as Aunt Lyra stepped down from the porch to welcome me, she froze halfway, her keen eyes darting from my face to the two figures standing beside me. I recognized that look immediately—she was about to speak her mind. I didn’t give her the chance.
“Mom asked me to drop these off for you,” I said smoothly, gesturing toward the stacked boxes. “Some of the items won’t last long, so you might want to organize them as soon as possible.”
I deliberately avoided looking at Leonardo—my former almost-everything. Over the past few weeks, his priorities had been painfully obvious. Still, today he surprised me by breaking the silence, his voice carefully neutral, as though rehearsed.
“Anastasia, don’t get the wrong idea,” he said. “Camila’s previous apartment was in a questionable area. I wasn’t comfortable leaving her there alone, so I helped her find a place nearby. I didn’t realize it was so close to your aunt’s house.” His gaze flicked to the crates. “Why are there so many boxes?”
As I directed the driver to move everything inside Aunt Lyra’s kitchen, I answered without emotion.
“You don’t owe me explanations, Leonardo. My mother arranged this. We don’t know when we’ll return, so she sent extra supplies.”
The moment I spoke so indifferently, I saw his shoulders relax—an ease that made irritation spark in my chest.
“That’s fine,” he said lightly. “North Ridge is only a short drive away. If you need anything, just let me know.”
As if we were still close enough for casual offers.
What he didn’t know—and what I had no intention of revealing—was that I wasn’t visiting. I was staying. Permanently.
Aunt Lyra, who had been quietly observing everything, finally broke her silence.
“Leonardo, you and Anastasia have known each other almost your entire lives. Is this really where things stand now? It would be a pity to let unspoken tensions undo years of history.”
Before he could respond, I shook my head, keeping my voice steady.
“There’s nothing to clarify, Aunt Lyra. Leonardo isn’t the type to hesitate when something matters to him. If he hasn’t said anything by now, then there’s nothing left to discuss.”
Camila shifted beside him, visibly drained, and his attention snapped to her instantly.
“You don’t look well,” he said softly, concern unmistakable.
Turning to the delivery driver, he added, “Pause unloading for a moment. We’ll take the elevator first.”
I stepped aside without comment as he guided her forward. Leonardo hesitated briefly, his eyes searching mine—as if waiting for a reaction—but when I gave him none, he ushered Camila into the elevator without another word.
As the doors closed, the mirrored surface caught a fleeting image: Camila’s expression full of gratitude, Leonardo standing protectively at her side. The sight dragged an old memory to the surface—years ago, when he had first asked me to move in with him, smiling as he carried my luggage himself, joking that I was already halfway to becoming his wife.
Aunt Lyra exhaled slowly. “Are you sure you’re all right with this, Anastasia?”
I offered her a restrained smile.
“It doesn’t matter whether I am or not. If this is where his devotion lies, then I’ll accept it.”
Once the deliveries were finished, I decided to leave before my patience gave out. I waited outside for the car, but Leonardo and Camila still hadn’t come down. Out of courtesy—to what once existed between us—I sent him a brief text.
Are you heading back soon?
The reply arrived almost instantly, but not as a text. A voice message.
When I pressed play, Camila’s gentle, almost syrupy tone flowed through the speaker.
“Anastasia, Leonardo is helping me repair some electrical issues here. The place has been empty for a while, so there’s quite a bit to fix. You should go on ahead—don’t wait for us.”
I stared at the screen for a long moment before closing the app. A familiar sting welled up inside my chest, but I forced it down before it could turn into something messier.
As I slid into the backseat of the car, another message appeared.
“Please don’t misunderstand,” her voice added. “Leonardo is only helping me because he feels bad. Being alone in a new city is really difficult.”
The implication was clear. She depended on him. And he answered—without hesitation.
My phone rang again moments later. Leonardo’s name flashed across the screen. I answered, and his frustration was immediate.
“Anastasia, why were you so distant earlier? Camila works under me—it’s my responsibility to make sure she’s safe. Her situation is temporary until housing is finalized. Surely you understand that helping her is reasonable.”
I let out a quiet, humorless laugh.
“Since when do you put this much effort into your employees? At the last company gala, you left early claiming you weren’t feeling well. I didn’t question it. But now you’re rearranging your life for her?”
Soft crying filtered through the background.
Camila’s voice followed, fragile and carefully measured.
“Leonardo… maybe I should go. I don’t want to cause issues between you and Anastasia.”
His response was immediate, sharp with protectiveness.
“No one’s going anywhere. Don’t listen to that.”
The tone hit harder than I expected. He hadn’t spoken to me like that in years.
I inhaled slowly, pressing my emotions back into place.
“You’re right,” I said calmly. “That was my mistake. I shouldn’t have asked. I’ve already left—don’t worry about coming back for me.”
I ended the call before he could say anything else.
And for the first time, I didn’t look back.
第3章
Anastasia’s POV
Leonardo’s questioning edge disappeared the moment my response landed—cool, detached, and unmistakably final. Whatever he’d been preparing to say stalled in his throat. I didn’t wait for him to recover.
I ended the call and leaned back against the leather seat, turning my attention to the window as the car cut through the darkened stretch of private woodland leading toward the family estate. The headlights sliced through towering trees, their shadows stretching endlessly across the road, mirroring the weight pressing against my chest.
As soon as I stepped out of the vehicle, an unease settled deep in my bones. The night was quiet, the moon hanging high above the treetops, its pale light spilling over the manicured grounds like a silent witness. It felt as though the world itself was watching me—observing, judging, remembering.
My phone vibrated in my pocket, snapping me out of the moment.
Leonardo’s executive group chat was exploding. Notifications stacked one after another, the unread count climbing at an alarming rate.
Against my better judgment, I opened it.
The first thing that appeared on my screen was a photo Camila had uploaded. Leonardo was kneeling on the floor of her newly acquired villa, sleeves rolled up, shoulders tense as he worked on exposed wiring near the wall. His shirt clung to him, damp from exertion, the image framed deliberately to highlight his focus—and his body.
My fingers tightened around the phone.
Her caption followed immediately beneath the image:
Does anyone else have a CEO this attentive? I’d dedicate my entire career to this company. Should I just sign a lifetime contract now?
Replies poured in within seconds—from senior managers, department heads, and long-time executives.
I’ve never seen Mr. Vale this hands-on before. Guess the rumors about him being emotionally distant were exaggerated.
Those arms should be illegal. Fixing wires is clearly not his only talent.
Stop showing off, Camila. We all know who’s going to be standing beside him at future galas.
The screen blurred as my grip tightened until the phone creaked faintly in protest.
She was brilliant at it—subtle, public, unmistakable. Every move designed to stake her claim without ever saying it outright. I’d been there once. Leonardo used to do the same with me—posting candid moments from business trips, charity events, late-night strategy sessions, small smiles caught between meetings. Back then, it felt solid. Unbreakable.
Now, I was nothing more than a footnote in his history.
I exited the chat and muted the notifications, refusing to watch her replace me in real time. Despite the ache twisting in my chest, my resolve remained steady. Walking forward still felt right—even if it hurt.
I stepped into the estate house that had been my home for nearly a decade. Eight years of shared space, shared routines, shared silence. Every room carried echoes of what we’d been—what I’d believed we were building.
Tonight, I was done clinging to echoes.
As I began packing, my eyes landed on the thick leather-bound album resting on the coffee table. It had been Leonardo’s idea. A private tradition. Every photo inside marked a moment from our years together—business victories, quiet dinners, stolen laughter between deadlines.
He once told me he wanted to give me 9,999 memories before asking me to marry him. Not because of contracts or expectations—but because he wanted me to choose him willingly.
The album was almost complete. Only one blank page remained.
But promises mean nothing when devotion fades.
I carried the album outside to the open clearing behind the estate—the place where bonfires were once lit for celebrations and milestones. Under the cold glow of moonlight, I built a small fire. When the flames caught, I placed the album on top.
The leather curled. Pages blackened. Smoke rose into the air, thick and final, carrying years of hope with it.
Footsteps broke the silence.
I didn’t need to turn around to know it was Leonardo. His presence was unmistakable.
He stopped short when he saw the flames. Panic flashed across his face as he rushed forward.
“What the hell are you doing?” he demanded, his voice sharp, commanding, furious.
I didn’t move.
He lunged toward the fire, trying to salvage what remained, but the heat forced him back. He cursed under his breath as his hands reddened, stamping at the embers in a desperate attempt to put out what was already gone.
“Have you lost your mind?” he snapped, spinning toward me. “Do you even understand what you just destroyed? Years of memories—gone. Why would you do this?”
I met his gaze without flinching.
“Because memories are meaningless when the promises behind them are broken,” I replied evenly. “You said you’d give me reasons to choose you. Instead, you handed that role to someone else before we even reached the end.”
His jaw tightened. “You’re twisting this. Camila—”
“Camila,” I cut in calmly, “took exactly what you allowed her to take. The photos. The comments. The way she leans on you in public. Don’t pretend it’s accidental. And don’t insult me by thinking I wouldn’t notice.”
He stepped closer, his voice lowering, almost pleading.
“You’re wrong. She works for me. As CEO, I’m responsible for—”
“Stop.” I raised my hand. “Don’t hide behind titles and responsibilities. This isn’t about business. You made your decision through your actions.”
I took a step back, the firelight flickering between us.
“And now,” I continued quietly, “I’m making mine.”
第4章
Anastasia’s POV
The ashes still smoldered faintly at my feet as Leonardo’s anger slowly ebbed into something that looked dangerously like regret. His expression—familiar yet distant—dimmed under the pale moonlight spilling through the floor-to-ceiling windows. He straightened his shirt collar, trying to summon the calm, controlled presence he always wore like armor, but I wasn’t deceived. His pulse raced visibly at his neck and temples, betraying the storm he couldn’t hide.
I brushed the lingering soot from my hands and lifted my chin, holding his gaze without a flicker of warmth. “It’s fine,” I said evenly. “I noticed a few insects crawling in the album—cockroaches, maybe—so I decided it was best to burn it.”
Leonardo’s brows knit in confusion and disbelief as he stepped closer, the tension in his posture unmistakable. “You burned it? Ten years’ worth of memories? How could you—” His words faltered, cut off by the unintentional growl that escaped him.
I raised an eyebrow, unshaken. “Are you finished?”
The casual cruelty in my tone seemed to strike him harder than any insult I could have thrown. He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his disheveled hair, frustration softening to something almost… vulnerable. “I— I overreacted,” he admitted quietly, his voice losing the edge it had held. “But that album meant so much to us. Why didn’t you wait? Why would you destroy it before I even had a chance?”
I let out a dry, humorless laugh. Us. There was no “us” anymore—not since he had given his attention entirely to Camila, the insufferably charming newcomer with her calculated sweetness and carefully curated public persona.
“You’ve been too preoccupied with work—or whatever it is you’ve been doing with her. I didn’t want to bother you with something as insignificant as this,” I said, letting the words land.
He took another step forward, voice softening, attempting to draw me back into the orbit I had once inhabited. “I know I’ve neglected you. I realize that now. But we can fix this, can’t we? We could rebuild the album, start over. Another set of memories—better ones, if you let me.”
There was a time I would’ve let those words melt me, would’ve let them pull me in like a tide I couldn’t resist. But that was years ago. I had seen the way he looked at Camila, smelled the faint trace of her perfume clinging to his shirts. My heart was no longer an option.
“Sure,” I said flatly. “If you really want to make amends, start by throwing me a proper birthday party. One that doesn’t come with a side of allergies and neglect.”
His eyes flickered, caught off guard by the specificity of the request. For years, my birthdays had been forgotten or compromised because of dietary restrictions and his endless work. He had always been too busy to make them special.
A pause. Then a nod. “All right. Whatever you want,” he said, his tone hesitant, almost uncertain.
Before he could continue, his phone buzzed. The distinctive chime that I had learned to recognize immediately went off—a notification meant only for her. He glanced at it, expression tightening as the screen lit up. “It’s something urgent. I’ll handle it and be back soon. Don’t wait up.”
The lie was so blatant I almost laughed. “Go ahead,” I said, dismissively waving him off. “I’ve gotten used to it.”
He lingered for a beat, as if debating whether to argue, then turned and walked out, leaving me alone with the fading embers of our shared past.
The next morning, the mansion buzzed with activity. Party planners moved about with clipboards, arranging flowers, tables, and decorations in ways that made my stomach twist. By midday, the truth became painfully clear: the setup was almost identical to Camila’s lavish birthday from two months prior.
And then she appeared. Every step of hers screamed control. A sleek red dress hugged her figure, her artificially sweet fragrance drifting across the room and pricking my nerves.
“I hope you like it,” she said with a deliberately saccharine smile, voice dripping with feigned warmth. “I chose every detail myself. Thought it might suit your… taste.”
I didn’t respond immediately. My eyes flicked to the diamond-encrusted crescent moon necklace resting at her throat. My necklace. The one Leonardo had given me on our fifth anniversary, weeks before it disappeared without explanation.
“A recycled party for a recycled personality,” I said, cold and unyielding. “It’s perfect for you.”
Her confident smile faltered, replaced by a flash of rage. She seized a crystal ornament from the nearby table and hurled it to the floor. Shards scattered, one slicing into her foot. She shrieked, clutching her ankle in exaggerated pain.
Leonardo stormed into the room moments later, his posture tense, eyes scanning the chaos. “What’s happening?” His gaze shifted between the broken ornament, her bleeding foot, and me.
“She—she was helping,” Camila squeaked, eyes wide with feigned terror. “I was just trying to fix things, and she—”
The slap landed before my brain had processed it. My cheek flared with heat, but I didn’t flinch. I wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of seeing me react.
“Enough!” he bellowed. “Camila spent her day helping you, and this is how you repay her? If you don’t like it, do it yourself!”
He didn’t wait for a response. Scooping her up in his arms, he carried her out, leaving me alone amidst the wreckage of a celebration that was never mine.
That evening, the party never began. No guests arrived—none I would have wanted there anyway. Over the years, Leonardo had replaced my friends with allies, loyal sycophants, and yes, her entourage. No one dared cross him, or her.
I opened the leftover cake, cut a small slice despite knowing I couldn’t eat it, and stuck a single candle into the frosting. I lit it, closed my eyes, and whispered softly,
“I hope I never see either of you again.”
The next morning, I packed the essentials into a single suitcase. On the way to the airport, I sent Leonardo one final message:
This ends here. Do not contact me again. Ever.
As the plane lifted from the tarmac, I powered off my phone, silencing the constant stream of calls and messages from a man who had once promised me the world but chose someone else instead.