At the wedding, the husband's first love announced that she was pregnant

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At the wedding, the husband's first love announced that she was pregnant

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On our wedding day, my husband’s first love announced that she was pregnant. “I have already prepared the divorce papers. I’ve decided to leave Cassian completely.” My best friend stared at ...

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第1章

On our wedding day, my husband’s first love announced that she was pregnant. “I have already prepared the divorce papers. I’ve decided to leave Cassian completely.” My best friend stared at me in shock. “Didn’t he say he was finally going to make your relationship public? Why are you suddenly divorcing him?” I gave her a bitter smile. After seven years of a hidden marriage, Cassian finally agreed to hold a wedding for me. Yet at that very wedding, his first love, Thalia, walked in holding a pregnancy test report and calmly announced that she was carrying his child. Over the years, every time I became pregnant, Cassian made me abort it. And now, he was having a child with another woman. “Agreeing to marry you was only out of responsibility,” he said coldly. “Don’t forget, if you didn’t look like Thalia, I would never have signed an agreement to stay secretly married to you for seven years.” Cassian stood in front of her, shielding her and the child, his gaze sharp and indifferent as it landed on me. I looked like an outsider. The wedding ended in absurdity. I had always known he did not love me. What I never expected was that three days later, when my mother was on her deathbed, I begged him to drive me to the hospital. He abandoned me on the side of the highway. Rain was pouring down in sheets. All because his first love had called him. By the time I finally reached the hospital, I was soaked through, shivering uncontrollably. My mother only had enough strength left to hold my hand once before she passed away. That moment broke me completely. I kept telling myself that Cassian was only emotionally distant, not cruel. But in the hospital, I saw a post Thalia had just shared online. The caption read: “I just said I wanted a little cake, and he dropped everything to buy it for me. Love or no love is really that obvious.” Then she sent me a photo. In the picture, he was crouched in front of her, patiently and carefully wiping the cream from the corner of her lips. The man I had loved for so many years, a man so obsessed with cleanliness that he hesitated for three seconds even before holding my hand, was now lowering his head, his movements gentle, as if he were protecting a priceless treasure. The warmth in his eyes was something I had never dared to hope would ever be meant for me. In that instant, something inside my heart shattered completely. So all my effort over the years had been nothing more than futile self-warming. And she, without trying at all, had become the one he was willing to approach, willing to cherish. That night, I made a decision. A week ago, I quietly placed the divorce agreement on his desk. There was no confrontation. No questions. No tears. The next day, his signature appeared on it, careless and rushed, as though he were handling a matter of no importance at all. Soon, I would finally walk away from this love that had only ever belonged to me alone. …… In the seventh year of our secret marriage, he finally agreed to give me a wedding. I thought it was the beginning of a thaw between us. I never imagined it would be the opening chapter of my nightmare. The priest had just finished reading the vows. Before I could speak, the doors were shoved open. Thalia rushed in, holding a child about five or six years old. In her hand was a pregnancy test report. In the next second, she dropped to her knees in the middle of the red carpet, sobbing so hard it tore at the air. “Cassian, I’m pregnant. Can you pause the wedding first?” Her voice trembled, pitiful and fragile, as if she might faint at any moment. Then she lifted her tear filled eyes toward me and crawled forward a step, almost begging. “Melody, please don’t hurt the child in my womb. Cassian stayed child free with you for seven years because your uterus was injured. He couldn’t bear to let you suffer again. But you can’t ignore his feelings. You can’t force me to abort my baby just because you can’t have children.” The moment her words fell, the entire hall erupted. I froze as if struck by lightning. So he had not only betrayed me. He had already had a child with another woman. What hurt even more was the little boy beside Thalia, lifting his head timidly and calling out in a clear voice, “Dad.” My chest tightened. I could barely stay standing. So this was their second child. Cassian immediately walked over and helped Thalia up. His movements were so gentle they stabbed straight into my eyes. By habit, he drew the mother and child into his arms, as if that was where his real home had always been. Then he looked up at me, his gaze cold and empty. “I agreed to the wedding only to fulfill my responsibility.” “Melody, if you hadn’t looked like Thalia, I would never have agreed to that seven year secret marriage.” Every word carved into my heart like a blade. “Now that she’s back, I finally understand. The only person I ever wanted to marry was her. No one else.” In that moment, I finally understood that my seven year marriage was nothing more than her replacement. After saying that, he took off his wedding ring without hesitation, as if casting away a meaningless connection. Then he took the woman’s hand, placed his other hand on the child’s shoulder, and the three of them walked down the red carpet like a family. He never looked back. He did not spare me a single extra glance. I stood there, my fingers clenched tightly around the bouquet that symbolized happiness, the stems crushed pale white in my grip. Tears fell one by one onto the petals, blurring my vision. Suddenly, a thought flashed through my mind. There was only one month left on our secret marriage agreement. I pulled out my phone. My fingers trembled as I dialed a number I had never called in seven years. When the call connected, my voice sounded hoarse and hollow, like it had crawled up from the abyss. “Father, I’ve made my decision. In one month, I’m willing to come back and inherit the family estate.” The moment the words left my mouth, it felt as though I had completely let go of this absurd marriage. The guests whispered and pointed, watching a farce with no one willing to take responsibility. I stood alone at the center of the empty stage, my mind a tangled mess. Only after the last person left and half the lights were turned off did I drag my heavy wedding dress and sit down on the steps. My throat burned, unable to form a single word, while tears kept falling. I ripped off my veil and threw it to the ground. In that instant, I suddenly felt that all my insecurity, endurance, and expectation over the past seven years were laughable, like a dream. Today should have been the happiest day of my life. He had promised me a wedding of the century. Just a week ago, we were still choosing rings engraved with each other’s names, smiling like ordinary lovers. But in the end, seven years were still not enough to warm a heart that had never belonged to me.

第2章

I dragged my heavy steps back to the house we had shared for seven years. When I took off my wedding dress, it felt as if I were tearing away the last layer of my obsession. Just when I thought the night would end in nothing but collapse and silence, the door lock suddenly clicked. I froze. Cassian came back. The moment he pushed the door open, my entire body stiffened. I even forgot how to breathe. Following closely behind him were Thalia and her son. In that instant, a loud ringing filled my ears, as if someone had violently torn down my final line of defense. The three of them stood at the entrance. It was a warm, intimate picture, yet it stabbed my eyes until they burned. I stared at them for a long time. My throat felt stuffed with cotton. It took all my strength to force out a sentence. “Cassian, what do you mean? The wedding just ended and you already can’t wait to bring your woman and child home? What about me? Where do you plan to put me?” He pushed in the last suitcase, his manner relaxed, as if he were simply moving house, not crushing seven years of my marriage underfoot. “Melody, don’t overthink it.” His tone was calm, even carrying a hint of natural justification. “I just think the place they were renting is too poor. It’s not suitable for a child.” That single sentence blocked every last trace of hope inside me. Today, he ran away with another woman at our wedding. Now, he openly brought her and her child into this house. I was not even worthy of an explanation. So it turned out I was even more ridiculous than I had imagined. My nose stung. Tears spilled out uncontrollably. I closed my eyes, trying to steady myself, but the tremor in my voice refused to stop. “Cassian, what exactly do you want? If you want me gone, just say it. We can go to the civil office and settle it. But why do you have to humiliate me like this?” His expression turned cold at once, his words sharp as blades. “Melody, why are you still not understanding human language? I made it very clear at the wedding today. Thalia is the one I truly want to marry. You are just a substitute. Don’t forget your place. Otherwise, I really will throw you out.” That sentence was even crueler than the one he said at the wedding, that no one but her would ever do. At that moment, Thalia carefully hugged the child tighter. Tears clung to her lashes. She looked innocent and wronged. “Cassian, I’m sorry. If I hadn’t appeared so suddenly, things wouldn’t have turned out like this. I was just afraid your family would use the child to threaten you, so I brought him here. I really never meant to destroy your marriage with Melody.” She spoke as she lowered her head, wiping her tears. The next second, Cassian pulled her into his arms with visible pain in his eyes, his movements gentle, as if afraid she might break. “Silly girl, what are you talking about?” His voice softened completely as he coaxed the woman in his arms. “Don’t listen to that mad woman. Stay here without worry. There will always be a place for you in this house. The one who was wrong was me. I forced you to leave back then for the sake of family利益. I never should have let you go.” He gently stroked Thalia’s back, his tone filled with guilt and indulgence. “Do you remember? That year I lost consciousness while surfing at sea. If you hadn’t jumped in to save me, I would have died long ago.” I froze. I stared at Thalia in disbelief. She was clearly guilty. Her eyes darted around, her fingers gripping the child’s clothes tightly. I could not help laughing. The sound came out bitter and absurd. “So, Thalia, the hero Cassian talks about was you? You really are brave. Saving someone at sea like that… and I knew nothing about it.” My voice was light, but sharp. Because the person who truly jumped into the sea to save him was me. And now, the credit had fallen into her hands. The next second, a sharp pain exploded across my cheek.

第3章

“Melody, you scared her. If you really can’t stand them, you can move to the storage room.” I was too stunned to speak. “You… you want to throw me out?” He seemed to realize his words were too harsh. His tone paused, then softened. “That’s not what I mean. Since I married you, I’ll support you for the rest of your life. But the other things don’t concern you. You just need to do what you’re supposed to do.” “What I’m supposed to do…” I repeated softly, a tight, bitter smile caught in my throat. “Cassian, what do you take me for? Something that only knows how to lie obediently at your feet… trash?” He looked at me with nothing but impatience and disdain. He took a dazzling diamond necklace from a bag and handed it to me like alms. “This is compensation. There’s no need to make a fuss about what happened at the wedding. Whether you’re jealous or insecure, put it away. Thalia is the woman I love. She’ll be living in this house with you from now on. Behave yourself.” My heart felt as if it had been crushed alive. I swayed, fragile as a leaf that could scatter with a single breath of wind. Cassian frowned irritably, shot me an annoyed glance, then wrapped an arm around Thalia and the child and went upstairs without hesitation. Then I heard a series of dull thuds. One suitcase after another was thrown down from the master bedroom, crashing against the stair landing. Finally, he stood upstairs and tossed down a cold sentence. “Move your things to the guest room. From now on, the master bedroom is for Thalia.” Bang. The master bedroom door slammed shut. I stood amid the mess, tears falling uncontrollably. Seven years of a secret marriage, and in the end… I didn’t even have a basic place to stand. I really was like trash, completely discarded. Cassian took his son and drove to the supermarket, enthusiastically preparing a lavish family dinner for that mother and child. Before leaving, he ordered me coldly. “Take good care of Thalia. While I’m gone, you’re not allowed upstairs.” Like he was giving orders to an irrelevant servant. In an instant, only Thalia and I were left in the house. She changed into soft loungewear. Her slightly rounded belly seemed to flaunt her now unshakable position, the true lady of this house. She stood at the top of the stairs and called down to me. “Melody, I want some freshly squeezed orange juice. Bring it up.” She paused, a flicker of malice flashing through her eyes. “If you don’t… I’ll have Cassian send your golden retriever away. I’m pregnant. I can’t be too close to pets.” Pain stabbed sharply into my chest. That golden retriever was the dog I adopted in the second year of our child free marriage. For six years, it kept me company through countless lonely nights. I treated it like my own child. Now it had become someone else’s weapon against me. I forced myself to stay calm, squeezed the orange juice, and carried it upstairs. But just as I handed it to her, she suddenly grabbed my arm and twisted her body. The glass fell from her hand and tumbled down the stairs, shattering into pieces on the first floor. The next second, she screamed. “Ah! My stomach!” She staggered back as if struck, then rolled down the stairs. Bang. Bang. Each impact felt like it was smashing into my heart. She collapsed on the floor clutching her stomach. Her forehead was split open, blood streaming down the side of her face, staining the floor red. At that exact moment, the front door opened. Cassian and his son stood there, frozen by the horrifying scene before them. “Thalia!” He dropped the shopping bags and rushed over, pulling her tightly into his arms. Her voice trembled, pitiful like a frightened little rabbit. “Cassian, my stomach… it hurts so much… our baby…” “Don’t be afraid. I’m taking you to the hospital right now!” Cassian lifted her up, but as he turned around, his eyes locked onto me with vicious fury. That look felt like it wanted to tear me to pieces.

第4章

My mind went completely blank. I was so frightened that my feet would not move. He did not even give me a chance to explain. After rushing downstairs, he ordered the driver to force me into the car and took me to the hospital behind the ambulance. Not long after Thalia was pushed into the emergency room, Cassian suddenly stormed up to me. His roar nearly tore the air apart. “Melody, I really misjudged you! You actually pushed her down the stairs out of jealousy? Were you trying to kill my child? No wonder she was so afraid of you at the wedding!” Tears poured down my face. My whole body shook uncontrollably. “I didn’t… I really didn’t… she fell by herself… wait until she wakes up… she will tell you…” But Cassian’s eyes were cold as ice. It was clear he did not believe a single word. He stepped toward me in his custom made shoes, one step at a time. Each footstep sounded painfully clear, like it was knocking against my bones. He stopped in front of me, towering over me like a judge who had crawled out of hell. “Melody, I’ll ask you one last time. Tell the truth.” His voice was utterly cold, like a blade pressed against my throat. “If you dare lie again… the dog at home, I’ll have someone cook it and make you eat it. If that’s not enough, your friends might suffer too.” He narrowed his eyes slightly, his tone dark and threatening. “Don’t forget, that best friend of yours, Wen Shuke, still works at my company. She finally made it to manager. If something goes wrong… it won’t be so easy to settle.” I jerked my head up, the world spinning violently. Time and again, he struck at my weakest places. The colder his gaze became, the more frozen it felt. “Since you refuse to tell the truth, then we’ll wait until Thalia wakes up and ask her.” He bent down slightly, looking at me like a filthy insect. “But don’t think I’ll let you off easily. What you owe her, what you owe the child… you’ll repay it right here.” He pointed at the light above the operating room. “Kneel. Kneel here and pray for the safety of the mother and child.” Every word pressed down on my spine. I was forced to kneel at the door of the operating room. The white light fell on me, magnifying my humiliation until there was nowhere to hide. Doctors and nurses passing by avoided looking at me, quickening their steps. As if I were a disaster no one wanted to touch. I knelt for three hours. My legs went completely numb. My tears had long since dried. Then the operating room doors suddenly opened. Thalia was wheeled into the corridor, her face pale, still unconscious. The doctor walked toward Cassian with a grave expression. “Mr. Gao, the patient fell from a height and suffered abdominal impact. The child could not be saved. And due to severe bleeding, the uterus was also damaged. In the future… it may be very difficult for her to conceive again.” I felt as if I had been struck by lightning. My breath caught sharply. Cassian slowly turned to look at me, his eyes dark and vicious, as if he might kill someone at any moment. I shook my head frantically. “No, it wasn’t me… I didn’t push her… it wasn’t me…” But to him, every explanation was nothing but an excuse. Back in the hospital room, Cassian did not scold me even once. He sat quietly by the bed, gently holding Thalia’s hand, his eyes full of tenderness, pain, and guilt. And I was ordered to kneel on the floor at the foot of the bed. Like a prisoner awaiting judgment. Night deepened. The lights in the corridor were glaringly bright. I did not drink a drop of water. I did not eat a single bite. I knelt until my knees felt as if they had been nailed to the floor. By the time dawn arrived, I was so weak that my vision darkened, and I was on the verge of collapsing.

第5章

When my phone rang abruptly, I did not even glance at the caller ID. I answered out of habit, my voice carrying the exhaustion of work. “Hello.” “May I ask if this is Melody, a family member of Ms. Nove?” The voice on the other end was calm to the point of stiffness. Behind it came the faint beeping of medical equipment and blurred human voices, as if separated by a thick layer of glass. My heart tightened for no clear reason. My fingers froze. “Yes, this is Melody. Who is calling?” “This is the emergency department of City First Hospital.” The caller did not pause for even a second. Every word struck my heart like a heavy hammer. “Your mother suffered a sudden cerebral hemorrhage half an hour ago. She was already in a deep coma when she arrived. Her vital signs are extremely unstable and she is currently being resuscitated. Could you come immediately? The situation is not optimistic. We may need you to sign a critical condition notice.” “What?” My voice split apart, like a string snapped without warning. I jumped up from my chair. My ears buzzed violently. All that remained were the repeated words echoing in my head. Critical. Resuscitation. Come immediately. I rushed to beg Cassian to take me to the hospital. He was reluctant at first, but seeing how desperate I was, he finally agreed. The car had been moving for less than five minutes when his phone suddenly rang. The screen lit up, and without even leaning closer, I could clearly see the name on it. Thalia. Cassian’s hand paused on the steering wheel. Then he answered without hesitation. A soft voice came through the phone, gentle and ingratiating, filled with dependence and a closeness I had never received. “Cassian, I’m not feeling very well. Can you come over? I really need you right now.” Her voice seeped into the air from the speaker, like a smiling blade, sharp enough to make breathing hurt. A surge of unease rose in me. “Cassian, my mom is still being resuscitated. Can you please take me to the hospital first?” He frowned, as if I had interrupted something far more important. “She’s in an emergency too. Don’t forget, she lost the baby because of you.” “My mom is in an emergency as well.” My voice trembled. I was almost begging. “Please. Just twenty more minutes and we’ll be there. Take me to the hospital first, then you can go. Please.” The rain fell harder and harder, pounding against the windshield, as if smashing the last of my hope. From the phone came a soft, delicate call. “Cassian…” That single, spoiled whisper was like a spell. The next second, he slammed on the brakes. My body lurched forward violently. My heart felt as if it stopped along with the car. “Get out.” His voice was cold, completely devoid of warmth. “I have to go now.” I stared at him in disbelief. “This is the highway. It’s pouring outside. How am I supposed to go?” He did not even bother to look at me. He only repeated, “I said, get out.” Then he reached over and opened my door. Wind and rain rushed in instantly, icy and biting. Before I could react, he shoved me out without mercy. “Cassian, you can’t do this. My mom…” “You figure it out yourself.” He shut the door as soon as he finished speaking and stepped hard on the accelerator. The taillights sped away into the curtain of rain, along with my last shred of illusion, crushed into nothing. I stood there in the rain, miserable like a discarded joke. Water streamed down my face. I could no longer tell which drops were rain, and which were tears.

第6章

I stumbled through the torrential rain for two hours. With every step, the water inside my shoes soaked in deeper, icy and piercing. By the time I finally reached the hospital, I was drenched as if I had been pulled straight out of the water, barely able to speak. The nurse looked at me, her expression darkening instantly. “Your mother… has been waiting for you.” When I rushed into the ward, my mother was already so weak that even opening her eyes took effort. She lifted her hand, trembling as it reached for me. “Mom… I’m here… I came…” I held her hand. The cold, damp chill pressed into my palms, stealing my voice. She only forced a faint smile, using the last of her strength to gently squeeze my hand once. The next second, her hand slipped away. The heart monitor let out a long, straight tone. The world fell terrifyingly silent. I collapsed to my knees, crying until my chest tore apart, but no matter how I screamed, she could no longer hear me. I thought nothing could be more devastating than losing my mother. But what truly crushed me came afterward, when I saw that post. “I just said I wanted a little cake, and he dropped everything to buy it for me. Love or no love is really that obvious.” Below it was a photo. In the picture, Cassian was half crouched in front of her, one hand braced on his knee, the other carefully wiping the cream from the corner of her lips. His movements were gentle, as if he were touching something precious. That man, so obsessed with cleanliness that he hesitated for three seconds before holding my hand, looked at her as if his gaze were melted with light. As if the whole world held only her. Less than a minute after the photo was posted, she sent me a private message. “Thank you for always making room for me.” In that instant, something inside me shattered completely. So completely that even pain disappeared, leaving only emptiness. I stood up in a daze. The harsh white lights of the ward stabbed at my eyes. The last trace of my mother’s cold lingered in my palm, yet she was already gone forever. I tried to lift my hand to wipe away my tears, but I could not move it. A sudden wave of dizziness hit me. “No… Mom…” My voice was weak, as if it had been crushed inside my chest before being forced out. The next second, my vision went black, and my body collapsed straight onto the cold floor. The world lost all sound. When I woke up again, the sharp smell of disinfectant filled my nose. The ceiling slowly spun above me, as if someone wanted me to clearly see that nothing here could be undone. I tried to move, but a nurse gently pressed me down. “Don’t move. You just woke up.” A doctor walked in holding my chart, his brow tightly furrowed. “You didn’t know you were pregnant before?” I froze. My mind felt like it had been doused in ice water, instantly blank. “W… what did you say?” My voice trembled, barely recognizable as my own. The doctor sighed softly. “About five weeks pregnant.” Five weeks. I closed my eyes. It felt like a sharp blade twisted violently in my chest. That was… the last cold intimacy between Cassian and me. I never even had the chance to feel the joy of becoming a mother. I never got to tell anyone. I had not even accepted it myself, before it was sentenced to death. The doctor’s tone grew heavier. “Your emotions fluctuated too severely. Your body was already exhausted, and you were exposed to the rain for too long. The baby couldn’t be saved.” “You have… miscarried again.” Again. That word struck like a bolt of lightning from the void, tearing my soul to pieces.

第7章

I froze. My breath faded little by little, my chest feeling as if something were pressing down on it with brutal force, hurting so much that I could not draw air in. Tears slid down silently. “If you had come to the hospital earlier, if you hadn’t stayed in the rain for so long, there might have been a chance…” The doctor paused. “In the future, your chances of becoming pregnant will be lower than average.” I heard my heart break. Not metaphorically, but for real. Cracking open from deep inside my body, turning into ash. I tried to speak, but my throat felt blocked. Only a dry sentence came out. “So… I couldn’t even… protect this one?” The doctor did not answer. He only gently set the medical file down. The nurse tucked the blanket around me, but she could not stop the uncontrollable trembling that shook my entire body. Cassian stood by the bed, expressionless. “There will be children in the future.” “You know my uterus was injured. It will be very hard to recover in this lifetime. This might have been… the only child I would ever have.” My throat tightened until I was almost unable to make a sound. There was no hope left at all. “Your health matters. Thalia’s child is gone too.” I laughed bitterly. “So in your heart, the child Thalia carried was your child, and mine was never worth anything to you.” I propped up my shaking body. My voice turned hysterical. My hands clenched the bedsheets tightly, anger making my head spin and ache. At some point, tears had covered my face. But my pain would never stir even a trace of guilt in Cassian. He stood up and placed the bowl of porridge back on the bedside table with a heavy thud. “I know losing a child is painful for you, but wasn’t it just as painful for Thalia to lose hers? Now you have experienced it yourself. You should reflect on how cruel you were when you pushed Thalia down the stairs. This outcome can be considered your retribution.” I stared at him in disbelief. The man I had loved for seven years now looked like a cold blooded animal. Before I could say anything else, Thalia forced her weak body into the room. The moment she appeared, Cassian’s entire attention shifted to her. His eyes were full of concern as he supported her and brought her to my bedside. “Melody, I know losing a child is devastating. I understand how you feel. It was my fault. If I hadn’t called Cassian back, he wouldn’t have left you behind. This is all my fault.” “What are you here for? To laugh at me?” “Melody, you are simply unreasonable. Thalia came to see you out of kindness, and yet you speak so viciously. If you hadn’t harmed the child in her womb, you wouldn’t be suffering this retribution. I hope you understand this in your heart, reflect on your mistakes properly, and stop blaming others all the time.” Cassian was furious. He directly supported Thalia and left the room. Not long after they left, a nurse came in to change my IV. What I did not expect was that Thalia came in as well. After the nurse left, she curled her lips into a smug smile and lightly flicked the IV bottle in front of me. “I really didn’t expect Cassian to develop even a trace of feelings for a substitute like you. Even though your agreement is about to expire, he still fantasizes about supporting you for life. You are truly an eyesore.” “So you finally dropped the act. You deliberately sent Cassian away and came in just to say this? Clearly, words like these have no effect on me anymore.” No sooner had I finished speaking than Thalia laughed even louder. “Do you know why you could never keep your children? It’s because Cassian promised me he would never let you give birth to his child. Just one sentence from me, and he could kill every one of your children. You really are unbelievably stupid.” I sat up, raised my arm, and tried to slap her. “What are you doing!”

第8章

Hearing Cassian’s voice, Thalia immediately began to sob. “I know your mother passed away, and you’re in a terrible state. I was afraid you wouldn’t be able to bear it alone… I just wanted to check on you.” “Check on me?” I laughed, laughing until tears were forced out. “When you took him from me, were you checking on me like this too?” She froze for a moment, blinking her wet eyes. “I didn’t take him… it was Cassian who—” Cassian narrowed his eyes. “Everyone knows you hate her. Stop pretending to be innocent.” I stared at him, blinked, and forced the tears back, letting out a cold laugh. “She cries, and suddenly the whole world has wronged her. I so much as frown, and I become the villain? In your eyes, there has only ever been her. You have always only seen her.” He hesitated, as if wanting to argue, but Thalia behind him grabbed his sleeve. “Cassian, don’t be like this… it’s really not worth fighting over. It’s my fault. I overreacted. I just wanted to comfort her…” Innocent. Fragile. Blameless. Every word she spoke sounded like she was removing herself from responsibility, and at the same time reminding everyone that I was the unreasonable one. It was that moment. The fuse was completely lit. I lifted my head and stared at the two of them, my chest tightening as if someone were squeezing it shut. My voice was so cold it held no warmth at all. “You really think I would waste time scheming against her?” Cassian’s face darkened instantly. “Enough!” He shouted, and before I could even react— Smack. The slap landed on my face, sharp and clear, like ice cracking in the dead of winter. My world went silent. I staggered back from the blow and dropped to my knees on the rough concrete. My palm scraped open, a long gash tearing through skin as bright red blood spilled out. I froze. Cassian… hit me? He really raised his hand against me. He said nothing. No apology. No guilt. He did not even look at me. He turned away and gently pulled Thalia into his arms. That tender movement was like a dull knife, slowly slicing away the last trace of illusion left in my chest. He protected her as if she were something fragile and priceless. And I was left there by the roadside. Like trash. The car door slammed shut with a heavy bang, the vibration rattling through my bones. When sound returned to the world, all that remained was my own breathing, ragged and desperate, like I was dying. Not long after, the phone on the bedside table suddenly vibrated. My fingers were still trembling, but I opened Instagram anyway. Thalia’s new post jumped into view. My breath stopped. In the photo, they were at Disneyland. She was wearing Mickey Mouse ears. So was he. She linked her arm through his. He looked down at her, smiling softly, indulgently. Like a couple deeply in love. Like the kind of perfect match everyone believes in. There were photos of the carousel, fireworks, parades. Every single one was blindingly bright. I stared at those pictures, feeling as if my chest had been torn wide open. I remembered those nights. Lying in his arms, I had once begged quietly. “Cassian, can we go too? I want to wear those silly ears and eat Disney cotton candy…” His answer had always been cold. “That place is boring and childish.” But now? For her, he was willing to try anything. Even dreams he once mocked, he would help her fulfill. My fingers tightened around the phone, my knuckles turning white. Even breathing hurt. So it turned out, everything I ever wanted, he was willing to give. Just… not to me.

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The pain felt like an invisible hand clamped tightly around my chest, making even breathing difficult. In that moment, I truly realized for the first time how pitiful I had become. I turned off the screen. In the darkness, my reflection surfaced. Pale face. Hollow eyes. Not a trace of life left. The next second, my phone lit up. A message from my lawyer. The divorce procedures were basically completed. We could arrange the signing tomorrow. I wandered outside for the entire day and only returned home after night fell. When I pushed the door open, a wave of cold air mixed with a strange, unfamiliar scent rushed toward me. There was no trace of me left in the house. Instead, Thalia’s presence was everywhere. Her shawl lay carelessly draped over the back of the sofa. On the coffee table sat a half finished glass of milk, still carrying her perfume. Soft, yet suffocating. Even by the entrance, her pink slippers were placed neatly side by side, as if this home had always been waiting only for her. I walked into the bedroom and sat at the desk, writing my final letter. Not to him. But to the naive, stubborn version of myself. Tears fell silently, blurring the ink beneath my pen. Cassian, I loved you for nearly fifteen years. From the clumsy love letter I handed you in high school, to standing beside you at the altar, I always believed that if I loved you enough, you would eventually see me. But in the end, I realized how completely wrong I was. I thought marriage required effort from two people. Yet it turned into nothing more than chains binding you from pursuing your happiness. I can no longer waste our time. This time, I choose to let you go, and to let myself go as well. After finishing, I placed the letter on the desk and gently pressed my discharge papers beneath it. The miscarriage report. Then, carefully, I erased every trace of myself from the room. I removed my fingerprint from the smart lock, packed my luggage, and left the place once called home. Now, it was nothing more than a cold prison. As I stepped out the door, sunlight fell across my face, and I found myself smiling for the first time in a long while. Happy divorce, Cassian. There will be no next time for us. When Cassian returned home, night had already deepened. He carried two bags of desserts. All of them were my favorites. He looked exhausted. He must have spent a long time finding them. But when his eyes landed on the letter on the table, the expression on his face froze. An instinctive fear rose rapidly in his eyes, impossible to hide. When he reached out to pick up the letter, his fingers trembled slightly. The thin paper was stained with tears, yet the words were sharp as blades. We should never see each other again. That single sentence struck him like a heavy punch to the gut, stealing his balance in an instant. Then, he saw the medical report beside the letter. Pregnant six weeks. Threatened miscarriage. Uterine evacuation completed. At that moment, his phone vibrated. A new message popped up. “Mr. Cassian, the divorce procedures between you and Ms. Melody have been fully completed.”