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The Alpha Who Lost His Luna
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Clarisse felt her chest tighten, the ache deep and relentless, but she refused to let it show in her expression. Across from her stood Paul—her childhood love, her Alpha, the man she had cherished f...
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第1章
“Clarisse, we’ve arranged a Mateship Ceremony for you,” her mother’s voice resonated in her mind, calm yet urgent. “Your blood is becoming unstable with each passing day. Only an Alpha’s bond can bring balance, keep you safe, and protect what’s inside you.”
Clarisse sat alone in the dimly lit room, her back pressed against the wall, eyes tracing the shadows that stretched across the corners. A suffocating silence lingered between them, thick with the weight of unspoken expectations. She knew her mother would speak again, offering the familiar lifeline she had extended countless times before.
“If you truly don’t wish for this,” her mother continued softly, “I can speak with your father. We can cancel everything. No one will force you into it.”
Clarisse’s lips curved slightly as she responded, her voice steady, resolute, carrying a calm she didn’t quite feel inside. “I’m ready, Mom. I’ll go through with the arranged mateship.”
There was a long pause, punctuated only by the distant rustle of leaves through the mental link. Then, her mother’s voice trembled, disbelief seeping through. “You… you mean it? You’ve agreed?”
“Yes,” Clarisse repeated, her tone unwavering, deliberate. “I’ve agreed. But I’ll need a little time to settle things with the Diamond Pack first. Please start preparations for the ceremony.”
She ended the mind link before asking about the Alpha her parents had chosen. At that moment, it didn’t matter who he was, what he had heard of her delicate condition, or whether he understood the volatile nature of her blood. All she needed was someone willing to mate with her—someone strong enough to endure what her body demanded.
Despite what everyone believed, Clarisse was not dying—at least, not yet. Her Lycan bloodline surged within her, a force too wild for her body to handle alone. Each day, she grew weaker, fighting the storm of strength that threatened to consume her from within.
Her mother had long urged her to find another Alpha, someone who could stabilize her. For years, Clarisse had been with Alpha Paul, a relationship that had promised so much but had left her standing alone in her battles with her blood. Paul refused to mate with her, insisting on a condition that had proven impossible for her to meet.
“I won’t mark you as mine unless you give me an heir,” he had said years ago. “That’s the only agreement between us. Nothing else.”
Clarisse had tried, countless times, but her body had betrayed her. Her blood raged, uncontrolled, each day a battle for survival, each night a struggle to maintain composure. And just a month ago, Paul announced a solution that shattered everything she thought she knew.
A breeder had arrived—a young woman named Lira, orphaned and alone, marked by tragedy. She was here to serve the pack, to fulfill the role of carrying the Alpha’s heir. Clarisse had felt pity for her, sympathy for a life too heavy with sorrow, but she never expected the turn of events that followed.
Earlier that day, before her mother had contacted her, Paul had made a declaration.
“Lira is pregnant,” he had announced, voice full of pride and authority. “She will bear my heir.”
The words struck Clarisse like a thunderclap. Lira had not only been a breeder but had also become intimately involved with Paul. Her mind raced, disbelief mixing with a growing ache in her chest. The man she had loved for eight long years, the one she had trusted with her heart and life, had chosen another.
The mental link with her mother snapped, leaving Clarisse staring into the shadows of her room, her thoughts heavy with the revelation. From downstairs came faint sounds of celebration—the soft clink of glasses, laughter carried up from the packhouse. Paul, her childhood love, the man she had dreamed of forever, was hosting a party for Lira, the woman who now carried his child.
A soft knock broke her reverie, followed by the gentle creak of the door opening. Lira stepped inside, every motion dripping with smug satisfaction. Her hands rested protectively over her slight belly, a silent yet pointed display.
“Clarisse,” Lira said, voice honeyed and sweet, carrying an undertone of malice, “why not join us? We’re celebrating my pregnancy. It would mean a lot to have you there.”
Clarisse’s eyes narrowed, piercing through Lira’s mask of innocence to the cunning beneath. “I have work to finish,” she replied, her voice cold, sharp. “You enjoy your celebration.”
Lira took a step closer, leaning in with a whisper that was meant to wound. “Of course, you wouldn’t want to see it. I’m giving Paul what you never could. Finally, he’ll have the heir he deserves.”
Her words were a knife, twisting deep inside Clarisse, but she forced her jaw tight and met Lira’s gaze without faltering. “Is that what you need to feel powerful? Parading your pregnancy to hurt me? Pathetic.”
Lira’s sweet façade cracked, her eyes narrowing in malice. “Perhaps Paul wouldn’t have needed someone else if you weren’t… incapable, barren.”
Before Clarisse could react fully, the slap landed. Time seemed to slow as Lira’s hand connected with her cheek, leaving a red mark blooming across her skin. Silence followed, the room suspended in shock.
The door flung open suddenly, and Paul entered, eyes blazing with immediate anger. He strode directly toward Lira, who clutched her face, a faint whimper escaping her lips.
“Clarisse!” Paul’s voice snapped like a whip. “What in the world are you doing?”
Clarisse stood tall, her face carefully composed, betraying none of the rage or heartache inside. “Ask her,” she said, voice steady, “ask her what she said to me.”
“I don’t need to ask,” Paul snapped, ice in his tone. His gaze drilled into her, cold and piercing. “I know you. I know your bitterness. You can’t bear that Lira is giving me what you couldn’t.”
Her heart tightened, a painful twist that threatened to shatter her resolve, but she refused to cry. “Then maybe you never really knew me, Paul,” she whispered.
He didn’t reply. His attention had shifted entirely to Lira, brushing a loose strand of hair from her face with gentle familiarity. The scene cut deeper than any words, any betrayal—watching the man she had loved, the one she had once believed would never leave her, give warmth and reassurance to another.
As Paul led Lira away, his voice soft and comforting, Clarisse closed the door behind them. She slid to the floor, pressing her back against it, memories flooding her—laughter shared in the moonlight, promises whispered in shadows, moments that had meant everything. Now, they lay in ruins, scattered by betrayal, heartbreak, and the cold triumph of another.
Clarisse pressed her fingers into the floor, a silent anchor against the storm of her emotions. Her Lycan blood throbbed within her, wild and untamed, but she drew a shuddering breath. She would survive. She had to. The Diamond Pack still needed her, and even in her grief, she knew she could not let Paul’s choice define her. Not yet.
第2章
Night had settled over the packhouse, shadows pooling in the corners of Clarisse’s room. She closed the door behind her and slipped in a pair of noise-canceling earplugs, blocking out the muffled music and laughter drifting up from the celebration below. The choice was made—she would accept the arranged mateship with a powerful Alpha—but leaving the Diamond Pack wasn’t something she could do on a whim. There were tasks to finish, details to organize, all without alerting anyone to her plans.
She moved to the tall window, her fingers tracing the edges of the glass as she gazed out over the forest stretching beyond the pack’s boundaries. Hours passed as she completed everything she could, meticulously checking and rechecking each duty. Satisfied at last, she stretched and removed her earplugs, letting the quiet of the night fill her senses.
Just then, her phone vibrated on the desk. A message from Lira.
“Why don’t you ever react to my stories?”
A moment later, another popped up: “Oops! That was sent by mistake. Don’t be mad, Clarisse?”
Clarisse smirked faintly, sensing the veiled jab beneath the casual tone. Lira wanted her attention; that much was obvious. Curiosity nudged her, and she tapped open Lira’s pack stories, letting the images spill across her screen.
The first showed Lira bathed in gifts, Paul’s presence evident beside her. Her grin was wide, eyes sparkling with false innocence, hands cradling the subtle swell of her belly. She wore a soft pink maternity gown, delicate and flowing, the fabric catching the light like petals in a breeze. Paul stood close, arm protectively around her waist, his expression tender.
The next images detailed the gifts he had given her: a silver pendant carved in the shape of a crescent moon cradling a tiny wolf pup, a symbol for their unborn child; plush baby blankets embroidered with the pack’s crest; a hand-carved wooden cradle, sturdy and elegant.
The final image froze Clarisse’s gaze: Lira standing beneath the Alpha’s arm, the caption reading, “Feeling so loved as we prepare for our little miracle!”
A familiar bitterness rose, sharp and burning, but Clarisse suppressed it. Let Lira have him and all the pomp if that’s what Paul wanted. In a week, none of this would matter; it would all be irrelevant.
She tapped a heart emoji onto the story, an ironic smile flickering across her face. From that moment forward, Paul and Lira, and the life they were building together, would hold no power over her.
The next morning, she wrapped up her responsibilities at the pack’s intelligence office, making sure every report and record was in perfect order. When she returned home, she opened the box containing photographs from years spent with Paul. She ran her fingers over the worn edges and faded faces: snapshots of shared adventures, their first shifting ceremonies, holidays and family gatherings. Each image a memory of a past she no longer belonged to.
With a steadying breath, she carried the stack to the old stone fireplace. One by one, she placed each photograph onto the flames. The edges curled and blackened, releasing a thin, acrid smoke before collapsing into ash.
Just as the last photo slipped into the fire, Paul entered. His motion was swift, almost predatory, and he froze at the sight of the burning memories. His eyes flashed with shock, anger, and disbelief as he crossed the room in a heartbeat, seizing her wrist.
“Clarisse, what are you doing?” he demanded, voice low and dangerous, eyes darting from her to the fire.
He reached for a half-burned photograph, instinctively trying to save it, but pulled his hand back as the flames hissed and seared his fingers.
“They were our memories,” he growled, a heat creeping into his eyes as his voice cracked. “All of them, gone in seconds!”
Clarisse met his gaze calmly, slipping her wrist free from his grip. “They’re just memories, Paul. Things that belong in the past. It’s time to move on.”
Paul’s glare softened slightly, replaced by a flicker of doubt, a quiet struggle between anger and confusion. He looked unsettled, but she could sense it—this moment wouldn’t last. One day, he would choose Lira over her again, leaving their shared history behind, yet here he was, clinging to the charred remnants of a few photographs. The irony made her lips twitch in suppressed amusement.
Instead of laughing, she lifted her chin, grounding herself in the certainty of her decision. She was doing the right thing.
Her thoughts drifted briefly, imagining the moment Paul would discover the arranged mateship that awaited her. How would he react when he realized she was choosing a future that no longer included him? That choice would finally close the door on what they had once shared—and she felt a strange mixture of liberation and sorrow at the thought.
第3章
“It’s just a photograph,” Clarisse said quietly, her voice carrying a finality that brooked no argument. “We don’t need to keep taking more of them.”
Alpha Paul, never one to easily accept rejection, tilted his head and suggested gently, “The sky’s clear tonight, though. If you want, we could snap a few more later. It’s been ages since we left the pack grounds. Might do us some good, a little change of scenery.”
He added quickly, his tone laced with hope, “And Lira could come too. She’s been wanting to explore the northern forest for so long.” He spoke as if a casual excursion could somehow maintain the fragile equilibrium between them.
The mention of Lira—sweet, naive Lira—caused a flicker of something on Clarisse’s face, almost a faint smile, though it carried more resignation than amusement. She let the moment pass, offering no reply, and Paul interpreted her silence as acquiescence, a fleeting reprieve from the tension that hung over them like a storm cloud.
They started walking toward the den, a sense of tentative relief evident in their movements, but Paul froze abruptly when his eyes caught the stack of boxes neatly arranged by the door.
“What’s all this?” he asked, genuine confusion flickering across his features.
Clarisse avoided his gaze, eyes sliding past the boxes. “I resigned from the pack’s intelligence division,” she stated plainly. “General Nathan already approved it.”
Shock and disbelief crossed Paul’s face. He knew the significance of her position—the countless battles she had fought to maintain it, refusing to let even her health impede her commitment. His mouth opened, then closed, as though words had deserted him.
He remained rooted in place, flustered, struggling to find a response. A faint trace of panic danced in his eyes. He moved his lips, about to speak, but before he could, Lira’s soft, nervous voice floated down from upstairs, delicate as fine porcelain.
“Alpha? The lights are out in our room… it’s so dark. I’m scared. I don’t know what to do.”
Paul’s expression softened immediately, the tight line of his jaw easing as concern replaced frustration. Without hesitation, he sprinted upstairs, his steps purposeful and urgent. Clarisse watched him go, noting the intensity in his movements, the way his presence seemed to fill the space he left behind. Dust swirled around the scattered boxes in his wake, the room settling back into silence as if holding its breath.
Once he had disappeared from view, Clarisse pulled her phone toward her and dialed a familiar number. After a few rings, a warm, comforting voice answered. Amira. Not just a healer, but a motherly presence who had guided and nurtured Clarisse during her early years, offering the care and stability that had been absent in her life.
“Clarisse?” Amira’s voice carried the gentle strength that had always calmed her as a child.
Clarisse’s own tone softened in response. “I wanted to let you know… I’ll be leaving soon. I’m going to join my mate—my parents arranged the match.”
There was a pause on the line, heavy with unspoken emotion. When Amira finally spoke, her voice carried a touch of sorrow. “And Alpha Paul… have you told him yet?”
“No,” Clarisse replied, her voice even and steady. “He’ll find out in due time. For now, I need things to remain uncomplicated. Please, Amira… don’t say a word to him.”
A slow sigh came through the line, and Clarisse could almost picture Amira shaking her head, torn between understanding and sorrow. “You’ve always been his anchor, Clarisse. He’s watched over you like no one else. I thought… I always thought… it would be different.”
A faint, wistful smile brushed Clarisse’s lips. “There’s no need for pity, Amira. We were never fated mates, not really. He’ll understand eventually.”
Another pause, softer this time, filled with a quiet longing. “Promise me you’ll come see me before you go. This feels so sudden, and… who knows when we’ll cross paths again?”
“I promise,” Clarisse replied, warmth threading through her voice. “I have something for you anyway. I couldn’t leave without saying goodbye.”
They exchanged a few more brief words before ending the call, leaving Clarisse in the hush of the room. But her solitude was fleeting; her mind link buzzed again, this time with the authoritative voice of General Nathan, crisp and decisive.
“Clarisse, your contributions in the intelligence division have been invaluable. As recognition, I’ve commissioned a crystal trophy in your honor. It has already been delivered to your residence.”
The mind link ended abruptly, leaving Clarisse a moment to consider his words before a knock at the door pulled her attention forward. She opened it to find Lira standing there, a small box in her hands containing the crystal trophy. Her expression was a mixture of gratitude and something subtler, something Clarisse chose not to name.
“It’s yours,” Lira said softly, extending the box toward her.
第4章
Lira held the crystal trophy carefully in her hands, her expression shifting between hesitation and a near-petitioning vulnerability. Yet, behind the gentle mask of innocence, Clarisse glimpsed the unmistakable glimmer of cunning in her eyes.
“Clarisse,” Lira began softly, almost too sweetly, her voice carrying a hint of feigned vulnerability, “General Nathan asked me to deliver this to you before I return to the residence we both share. It’s incredibly valuable… something special you truly deserve. You’ve earned it—you’re… remarkable.”
Clarisse arched a brow, sensing Lira was merely setting the stage for her real intention. The air between them tensed, electricity prickling at her skin, as Lira pressed on, biting her lip and drawing in a shaky breath.
“I know this trophy isn’t really mine,” Lira continued, tilting her head and letting her lashes sweep upward, “but could I… borrow it for just a few days?”
Clarisse felt her wolf flare within her, the fierce protector coiling in her chest at the audacity of the request. Borrow it? After all the years she had dedicated to her work, the sleepless nights and sacrifices, the thought of Lira taking even a piece of her recognition was infuriating. The notion struck her as an insult, an utter disregard for loyalty, diligence, and honor.
A sharp, dangerous smile crept across Clarisse’s face, a thin line of teeth bared in controlled fury. “You truly have no shame, do you?” she said, her voice icy and cutting. “If you want a crystal trophy that badly, why don’t you earn it yourself? Ask the intelligence division—maybe, with enough effort and dedication, you could have one of your own someday.”
She reached toward the trophy, expecting Lira to comply with at least a flicker of respect. Instead, Lira’s fingers clenched the box tighter, her face contorting in feigned shock and wounded pride.
“Why are you being so cruel?” Lira whispered, her tone carefully crafted to sound hurt. “I wasn’t trying to steal it. I just… wanted to keep it with me for encouragement. To remind myself of what’s possible.”
Clarisse’s patience had worn thin. Her fingers curled tightly around the air as she demanded, “Give it to me, Lira. Now.”
Lira’s grip only strengthened, the box pressed against her chest as if her life depended on it. Rage coiled inside Clarisse, raw and dangerous, surging like a storm ready to break. In the scuffle, the trophy slipped from Lira’s hold and hit the floor with a muted thud.
The crystal shattered instantly, splintering into countless shards that glittered momentarily before settling into stillness, jagged and cold. Silence fell, heavy and oppressive, broken only by the faint settling of the debris.
At the doorway, a shadow moved. Clarisse glanced up to see Alpha Paul stepping in, his confusion morphing quickly into horror as he took in the scene. Lira, ever dramatic, let out a tiny gasp, pressing her hands against her leg where a fine line of blood trickled from a shard’s nick.
Paul’s gaze darkened, first on Lira’s wound, then piercing Clarisse with quiet accusation. Without a second thought, he knelt beside Lira, lifting the hem of her skirt gently to inspect the cut. The sight of the crimson line tightened his jaw in worry as his eyes flicked to Clarisse with unspoken reproach.
“Are you okay?” he murmured to Lira, hardly acknowledging Clarisse as he leaned closer, his focus entirely on the slight injury.
Before Lira could answer, Paul swept her into his arms with protective urgency. “I’ll have someone escort you to the healer,” he murmured, his tone soft but commanding. Lira nodded silently, allowing a pack warrior to lead her away.
Then Paul turned, his expression now stormy, filled with disappointment and anger. “Clarisse… how could you?” he asked, his voice low, sharp, and laced with accusation. “You knew she’s carrying my child. What if something had happened to her… or to my heir?”
Clarisse’s jaw tightened as her eyes froze on his. She wasn’t startled; she had anticipated his blame. “I know, Alpha,” she said, voice controlled, brimming with restrained fury. “But that doesn’t give her the right to barge in and claim what belongs to me.”
Paul’s expression twisted with a mixture of anger and disbelief. “She is carrying my heir, Clarisse! You knew that! You should have been more careful.” His tone was sharp, accusatory, the weight of disappointment heavy in each word.
Without another word, he spun on his heel and strode out, leaving Clarisse alone in the aftermath, her wolf’s fury thrumming like a heartbeat beneath her ribs. Her pulse pounded in her ears as she stared down at the remnants of the crystal trophy—once a symbol of her years of service, now reduced to jagged fragments across the floor.
Paul expected her to apologize? To the woman who had taken what was hers and destroyed it in front of him?
Her fists clenched tightly, breath sharp and ragged. Pain flared in her own leg, far worse than Lira’s shallow cut. The shattered crystal had pierced her calf deeply, slicing through muscle and leaving her skin raw and bleeding. Her lycan blood, though potent, lacked the stability to heal such a wound. Unlike Lira, whose cut would mend in minutes, Clarisse’s injury would fester without proper care.
Gritting her teeth, she bent to retrieve the shards, careful not to cut herself further. Each piece was cold, sharp, and unyielding, but she would handle it herself—she needed no one’s pity or misplaced protection.
As twilight faded into night, she cleaned the wound with steady hands and wrapped it in bandages, refusing to flinch despite the sting. Once finished, her phone buzzed, and her mother’s name appeared on the screen.
“Hi, Mom,” she said softly.
Her mother’s warm, loving tone filled her ears. “Clarisse, I sent over some options for your Mateship Ceremony dress. Look through them and tell me which ones you like. I want nothing less than perfection for you, darling.”
Clarisse’s chest tightened at the affection in her mother’s voice. Scrolling through the photos of delicate gowns, each more stunning than the last, she felt a lump in her throat.
“Mom…” she murmured, fatigue and frustration lacing her tone.
Her mother’s voice softened instantly. “What is it, sweetheart? Are you alright?”
Swallowing hard, she pushed aside the bitterness rising within. “I’ll be ready soon, Mom. Just a week more, and it will all be over. How are the preparations coming along?”
Her mother’s tone brightened, excitement palpable. “Everything’s going perfectly. Soon, you’ll start a new life, Clarisse. A life full of hope.”
Before Clarisse could answer, the familiar sound of footsteps echoed through the house. Paul’s approach was deliberate, each step making her wolf stir uneasily, her instincts flaring.
He paused as he caught the tail end of her conversation. “Mateship Ceremony?” His voice was sharp, tinged with shock.