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Rejected By The Beta, Claimed By The Alpha King
Amelia Blackwood has spent the last two years as an outcast, serving the pack that once claimed her as family. Her crime? She didn't shift on her 16th birthday, leading to her family treating her as l...
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Amelia Blackwood has spent the last two years as an outcast, serving the pack that once claimed her as family. Her crime? She didn't shift on her 16th birthday, leading to her family treating her as less than a servant.
After she turned eighteen... everything changed. Whether for the better or the worse would depend on the ruthless Alpha King, Lukas Volkov. As Amelia navigates a treacherous path between servitude and sovereignty, she must confront her painful past and the brutal pack dynamics that threaten her very existence.
When danger lurks in the shadows and betrayal seeps into every corner of the kingdom, Amelia must decide whether to bend to the Alpha King's will or fight. With the bond to her mate stronger than she ever imagined, will she embrace her fate as queen, or will the darkness of her past consume her once more?
Chapter 1: Amelia
I woke to the sound of dripping water, a steady rhythm that marked time in my windowless cell. Eighteen years old today. The thought settled heavy in my chest as I stared at the cracked ceiling, counting water stains that had bloomed like dark flowers since yesterday. In another life, the one I was raised to expect, this birthday would have meant something. The coming of age, the possibility of finding a mate, of belonging. But my wolf had never awakened, and I had been cast aside, forgotten in this damp corner beneath the feet of those who once called me their daughter.
The thin mattress beneath me had long ago surrendered its shape, conforming to the concrete floor beneath. My blanket, threadbare but clean, at least, provided little warmth against the basement chill. I lay still for a moment longer, listening to the pipes groan overhead, carrying hot water to those who mattered while I shivered below.
Eighteen.
The age when most she-wolves trembled with anticipation, wondering if today might be the day they'd catch their mate's scent. The age when they would be presented to visiting packs, paraded like prized breeding stock, but with the privilege of choice that came with having a wolf. I had neither wolf nor choice.
I pushed myself up, my muscles protesting after yesterday's double shift in the laundry. The lone lightbulb dangled mockingly above, casting my shadow long and distorted against the wall.
"Happy birthday to me," I whispered, the words falling flat in the empty room.
I dressed quickly in the standard servant's uniform, gray cotton pants and shirt, marked with the Silver Lake pack symbol in faded blue thread. Once, I'd worn silk and cashmere, colours chosen to complement the copper of my hair. Now, I tied that same hair back with a fraying elastic, not bothering with the cracked mirror propped against the wall. There was no one to impress, no one who would notice or care.
The lock on my door clicked; a sound so familiar I could distinguish it from all other basement noises, and Lily slipped inside, her face flushed with exertion and something else. Excitement, perhaps. It looked strange on her face; we'd both learned to keep our expressions neutral, our emotions hidden deep where they couldn't be used against us.
"Quick," she whispered, producing a small, misshapen object from beneath her shirt. "Before anyone sees."
I recognized it as a cake only by the single candle stuck into its center. It was lopsided and frosted unevenly, clearly pilfered in pieces and reassembled in secret.
"Lily, you didn't." My chest tightened with equal parts gratitude and fear. "If they catch you…"
"They won't," she said with the stubborn confidence that had kept her standing tall through years of servitude. "Not if we eat the evidence." She grinned, producing a small match from her pocket.
The tiny flame illuminated her face, casting shadows that softened the hardness life had carved there. For a moment, I saw the girl she might have been in another life, one where her mother hadn't been used and discarded by a pack guard, one where she hadn't been born into service.
"Make a wish," she said, her voice dropping to a whisper.
I closed my eyes, knowing better than to wish for anything but still unable to stop myself. I wished for freedom. For dignity. For the wolf that had never come. Then I blew out the flame, plunging us back into the dim light of the bare bulb.
Lily hugged me fiercely, her thin arms stronger than they appeared. "Happy birthday, Amelia." She pressed the cake into my hands.
I broke the cake in half, offering her the larger portion.
We ate quickly, the sweetness foreign on my tongue after months of bland servant's rations. For a few stolen moments, we were just two girls celebrating a birthday, not cast-out and servant, not the lowest of the low.
"I have to go," Lily said suddenly, cocking her head toward the door. Her heightened senses caught something I couldn't. "Kitchen duty. They're already looking for me."
She slipped out as quietly as she'd come, leaving nothing but crumbs and the lingering warmth of her embrace. I brushed the evidence from my shirt and bed, swallowing the last bite as I prepared to face another day of labour.
But then the door crashed open before I could reach it.
Julian Forsyth filled the frame, his lean body coiled with the casual menace of a predator who never needed to rush for his prey. The pack's Gamma, the enforcer, the nightmare whispered about by servants and pack wolves alike. His gray eyes swept the room, missing nothing.
"Birthday celebration, Amelia?" His voice was soft, almost pleasant. That's how he always began, seemingly reasonable, even kind, before the mask slipped to reveal the monster beneath.
My heart hammered against my ribs, but I kept my face carefully blank. "I don't know what you mean, sir."
He smiled, the expression never reaching his eyes. "Victoria mentioned missing dessert. Strange coincidence on your birthday, isn't it?" He stepped closer, and I fought the urge to back away. "I thought perhaps we should discuss the Silver Lake pack's policy on theft by servants."
I held my ground even as my stomach twisted with dread. "I haven't stolen anything, sir."
His nostrils flared slightly. "Lying as well? I can smell the sugar on your breath." He clicked his tongue as if disappointed. "You know, in the old days, they'd cut off a thief's hands." His gaze dropped to my hands, and I instinctively curled my fingers. "But we're more civilized now. Ten lashes is the standard punishment for petty theft by a servant."
I swallowed hard, tasting cake turned to ash in my mouth.
"But," he continued, "since you're eighteen today, an adult by all standards… I think a special birthday present is in order." His smile widened, revealing too many teeth. "Fifteen lashes instead. Let's call the extra five a coming-of-age gift, shall we?"
He grabbed my arm, fingers digging into flesh that would bruise by evening. I didn't resist, I knew that would only make it worse, as he dragged me from my room, up the narrow servants' stairs, and through the main hall of the pack house.
Faces turned as we passed, some curious, some indifferent, some secretly pleased to see the once-privileged girl reduced to this. I kept my eyes down, focusing on the gleaming marble floor that I had scrubbed just yesterday. My cheeks burned with humiliation, but I refused to give them the satisfaction of tears.
The morning air hit my face as Julian pushed me through the doors and into the courtyard. A small crowd had already gathered; news of punishment traveled fast in a pack that thrived on hierarchy and displays of power.
"Kneel," Julian ordered, producing a whip from seemingly nowhere.
I knelt on the cold stone, my back to the assembled wolves. Julian tore my shirt open from behind, exposing my back to the elements and to the eyes of those who had once callcalleda packmate. I fixed my gaze on a small wildflower pushing through a crack in the courtyard stone… defiant, resilient, yet so easily crushed.
The first lash came without warning, fire exploding across my skin. I bit my lip until I tasted blood, determined not to cry out. The second fell before the pain of the first had fully registered, and then the third. I stopped counting after seven, my world narrowing to the rhythm of agony and the taste of blood in my mouth.
When it finally ended, I remained kneeling, waiting for permission to move. Blood trickled down my back, soaking into the waistband of my pants.
"Clean yourself up," Julian said, his voice bored now that the entertainment was over. "The dishes won't wash themselves."
I pushed myself to my feet with trembling arms, keeping my face turned away from the dispersing crowd. My birthday gift had been delivered. Another day in the life of the girl without a wolf.
Chapter 2: Amelia
The kitchen steam clung to my skin, reopening the wounds on my back with every movement. I scrubbed at a pot that refused to come clean, each circular motion sending fresh ripples of pain across my shoulders where Julian's whip had carved its message. Fifteen lashes. A birthday gift, he'd called it. The memory burned brighter than my wounds, but I kept scrubbing, kept breathing, kept existing.
What else was there to do?
Lily worked beside me, her movements efficient but gentle whenever she passed near my injured back. She hadn't mentioned the punishment directly. There was no need. She'd been the one to help me clean the cuts afterward, her face a mask of controlled rage as she dabbed antiseptic on skin torn to ribbons.
"You should rest," she whispered, low enough that only I could hear. Even in the relative privacy of the kitchen, walls had ears in Silver Lake.
"And give Victoria the satisfaction?" I forced a smile that felt more like a grimace. "I'd rather bleed on her dinner plates."
Lily snorted, a flash of genuine amusement breaking through her concern. "Save some blood for her wine glass. Might improve the taste of her personality."
I laughed despite myself, then winced as the motion pulled at my scabs. The kitchen was quiet otherwise, most of the pack already fed and the other servants dismissed for the night. Just Lily and me, left with the mountain of dishes that accompanied any meal for thirty ravenous werewolves.
"At least it's almost over," Lily said, nodding toward the dwindling stack of dirty pans. "Then we can—"
The kitchen door swung open, cutting off her words. The change was immediate, Lily's shoulders tensed, her eyes dropped to the floor, her entire posture transforming from friend to servant in the space of a heartbeat. I followed suit, keeping my gaze fixed on the sudsy water before me.
"I'm starving," Victoria's voice, high, demanding, perpetually dissatisfied. "There must be something edible left in this place."
"I told you we should have eaten earlier." Alexander's voice was deeper, controlled in a way that spoke of power held in reserve. "The Alpha expects that report by morning."
I kept my head down as they moved further into the kitchen, Victoria's heels clicking sharply against the tile floor. My back throbbed in time with my heartbeat, a painful reminder to stay invisible, to breathe shallowly, to will myself into the background like a piece of furniture.
And then it hit me. A scent unlike anything I'd ever experienced. The forest after rain, smoke from a winter fire, something primal and magnetic that pulled at something deep inside me. My head jerked up before I could stop myself, my eyes finding Alexander instantly across the room.
His nostrils flared. For a split second, his eyes widened, something fierce and hungry flashing across his face before a cold mask settled back into place.
Mate.
The word exploded in my mind with absolute certainty. Alexander Rookwood, the Beta, Victoria's boyfriend, the man who had stood silently by while I was cast out of the family… was my fated mate.
Horror and desire crashed through me in equal measure. My hands trembled so badly that the plate I was holding slipped, shattering against the edge of the sink. The sound was deafening in the sudden silence.
Victoria's head snapped toward me, her eyes narrowing. "What's wrong with you?" she demanded, then froze. Her gaze darted between Alexander and me, understanding dawning with terrible clarity.
"No," she whispered, then louder: "No."
Alexander remained still, his face carved from stone, but his eyes, those cold blue eyes that had never really looked at me before, were fixed on mine with an intensity that made my skin prickle.
Victoria stalked toward me, each step deliberate. I couldn't move, couldn't breathe, couldn't break the connection that hummed in the air between Alexander and me.
"You smell that, don't you?" Victoria's voice was deadly quiet as she stopped in front of me. "You think he's yours?"
I said nothing. What could I say? The truth was written on my face, in my racing pulse, in the way my body unconsciously leaned toward his.
Her hand shot out, fingers tangling painfully in my hair, yanking my head back until my wounded back screamed in protest. "He's mine, bitch," she hissed, her face inches from mine. "Remember that."
She released me with a shove that sent me staggering backward. My feet tangled and I fell, landing hard on the kitchen floor, pain exploding across my back as the fresh cuts made contact with the cold tile.
Alexander stepped forward then, his face a perfect mask of indifference. Only his eyes betrayed him, a flash of something that might have been regret, quickly buried beneath layers of cold calculation.
"I, Beta Alexander Rookwood," he began, his voice formal and empty, "reject you, Amelia Blackwood, as my mate."
Each word was a physical blow. Something tore inside me; not my heart, but deeper, more primal. The mate bond, forming and severing in the same terrible moment. I gasped, curling inward against a pain that made Julian's whip feel like a caress.
Victoria watched, satisfaction curving her lips, her hand possessively gripping Alexander's arm.
The words were forced from my throat, a script I had no choice but to follow: "I, Amelia Blackwood, accept your rejection." My voice broke on the last word, shame and grief tangling in my throat.
Lily stood frozen by the sink, horror etched across her face. I couldn't bear her pity, couldn't bear another second in this kitchen with the scent of the man that should have been my mate filling my lungs.
I scrambled to my feet and ran, shoving past them both, ignoring Victoria's laugh and Alexander's silence. The hallway blurred through my tears as I raced toward the front entrance, toward air that wasn't saturated with his scent, toward an escape from the humiliation burning through me.
I burst through the front doors and down the wide stone steps of the house that had once been my home. Each breath came ragged and painful, my lungs unable to get enough air. The rejection clawed at me from inside, tearing, burning.
Until something snapped.
I fell to my knees halfway down the stairs, a scream tearing from my throat as fire raced through my veins. My vision tunneled, darkness creeping in from the edges as my body convulsed. Bones cracked and reformed, muscles tore and rewove themselves, skin stretched and sprouted fur in a transformation I had dreamed of for years but had long ago surrendered hope of experiencing.
The pain was excruciating, and then suddenly it wasn't. Strength flooded through me, senses sharpening to impossible clarity. I stood on four paws, my body larger and more powerful than I could have imagined.
I caught my reflection in a window; a massive copper wolf with green eyes staring back in shock. My wolf. The one they said would never come. The one whose absence had cost me everything.
Without conscious thought, I turned and ran, powerful muscles carrying me away from the pack house and into the dark embrace of the forest. The wind rushed through my fur, the earth solid beneath my paws. For the first time in two years, I felt something like freedom.
Chapter 3: Lily
I stood frozen on the stairs, Lola growling in the back of my mind as we watched Amelia, no, Amelia's wolf, disappear into the tree line. Her copper fur had gleamed like fire under the security lights before the darkness swallowed her. My best friend had a wolf. A massive, beautiful wolf that put most of the pack's to shame. And they had cast her out, humiliated her, whipped her bloody on her birthday… all while her wolf had been there, waiting, growing stronger in secret.
‘They were wrong about her. All of them.’
Lola paced restlessly in my mind, her rage feeding mine. She wanted to shift, to follow, to run alongside that copper wolf. I dug my fingernails into my palms, the pain grounding me. Shifting now would only get me fifteen lashes… or worse.
Commotion erupted behind me as pack members poured from the house, drawn by Amelia's scream and the unmistakable energy of a first shift. I didn't turn, keeping my eyes fixed on the spot where she'd vanished, as if I could somehow protect her retreat through sheer force of will.
"What happened?" Alpha Marcus's voice cut through the murmurs, carrying the weight of command that made my shoulders instinctively hunch. "Who shifted?"
I turned slowly, keeping my face carefully blank as he strode down the steps, Luna Elena gliding behind him with practiced grace. Their expressions were identical masks of concern that had been notably absent for the last two years of Amelia's suffering.
"It was Amelia, Alpha," one of the guards offered, his voice uncertain. "At least, I think it was."
Elena's perfect features arranged themselves into an expression of disbelief. "Impossible. The girl has no wolf."
I bit my tongue so hard I tasted blood. ‘The girl. Their daughter. The child they'd raised for fourteen years before discarding her like garbage.’
Heavy footsteps announced Alexander's arrival, Victoria clutching his arm like she'd just won a prize. Her smug expression faltered slightly when she saw the Alpha and Luna.
"What is the meaning of this?" Marcus demanded, his attention shifting to his Beta.
Before Alexander could respond, I spoke, the words escaping before I could stop them. "Amelia shifted, Alpha, Luna. She ran into the forest." My voice was steadier than I expected, though Lola's growl threaded beneath it.
Victoria's laugh was sharp and dismissive. "The mutt doesn't have a wolf. She never has."
I turned to her, emboldened by what I'd witnessed. "I just watched her shift. She…"
The slap came faster than I could track, Victoria's hand connecting with my cheek with enough force to snap my head to the side. Stars exploded across my vision as I staggered back, catching myself on the railing.
"Know your place, servant," she hissed, her perfect face twisted with rage. "No one asked for your opinion."
Marcus ignored our exchange completely, his focus entirely on Alexander. "Explain," he commanded.
Alexander's face remained impassive, but I caught the subtle tension in his jaw, the way his gaze flickered toward the forest where Amelia had disappeared.
"Amelia was in the kitchen when Victoria and I entered," he said, each word measured and precise. "I discovered she is my fated mate." A murmur rippled through the gathered pack members. "I rejected the bond. She accepted the rejection and ran outside. Then..." He hesitated, something unreadable crossing his face. "Then she shifted."
Elena gasped, her hand flying to her throat in a gesture that would have seemed genuine if I hadn't spent years watching her perform concern when it suited her. "Our Amelia shifted? After all this time?"
Our Amelia. The possessive pronoun made Lola snarl in my mind.
"This is absurd," Victoria interjected, her voice tight with barely controlled fury. "She's human. We all know it."
"Actually..." The quiet voice came from the shadows at the edge of the courtyard. Gamma Julian emerged, tablet in hand, his movement so silent that several pack members startled at his appearance. "I believe this will clarify matters."
He tapped the screen, then turned it toward the Alpha and Luna. The security footage played in silence, but from the widening eyes and sharp intakes of breath, I knew exactly what it showed: Amelia's transformation from the girl they'd all dismissed to the magnificent wolf she truly was.
Julian stepped forward, holding the tablet so the gathered crowd could see. "The cameras captured everything. Her shift was... unusual. Delayed, yes, but when it came..." He paused, his clinical tone giving way to something that almost sounded like respect. "Remarkable."
On the screen, Amelia fell to her knees, her body contorting in pain as the shift tore through her. I remembered my own first shift at sixteen; painful but quick, over in moments. Hers looked agonizing, her body fighting against a transformation too long denied. Then the copper wolf stood, magnificent and disoriented, staring at her reflection before bolting into the trees.
I kept my mouth shut, heart hammering against my ribs. The pack's attention was fixed on the tablet. No one was looking at the servant girl with the reddening cheek. I wouldn't end my day beneath Julian's whip, not when Amelia needed me.
"Why didn't she tell us?" Elena's voice broke the silence, her eyes swimming with tears that she carefully prevented from falling. "We're her parents."
The hypocrisy nearly choked me. Parents? They'd thrown her into a basement room with barely a backward glance. Made her scrub floors and wash dishes while they pretended she didn't exist. Now suddenly she was their daughter again?
Marcus's face had hardened into something dangerous. "We will find her," he declared. "She belongs with her pack. With her family."
I swallowed the bitter laugh that threatened to escape. Two years of neglect vanished in an instant, replaced by concern now that Amelia had proven valuable again. Wolves and their fucking hierarchy. Lola rumbled her agreement.
"Clearly, she's unstable," Victoria said, her voice saccharine with false concern. "Running off like that after a rejection… it's probably for the best she's gone. An untrained wolf is a danger to us all."
I watched Alexander from the corner of my eye. His expression remained neutral, but something flickered behind his eyes - doubt? Regret? The mate bond couldn't be unmade, no matter how formally he'd rejected it. He would feel her absence like a physical wound.
‘Good, let it hurt.’
"Organize search parties," Marcus ordered, his voice brooking no argument. "Four teams, each with experienced trackers. She can't have gone far on her first shift."
The pack jumped to obey, breaking into groups with the efficiency of those accustomed to following orders without question. Victoria lingered, her fingers digging possessively into Alexander's arm, her eyes darting between him and the forest with undisguised suspicion.
"I'm sure you'll find her quickly, Alpha," she said loudly, her voice carrying across the courtyard. "Though perhaps it's better to let her run out her aggression first. After all, she's been denied her true nature for so long. Who knows what she might be capable of?"
The warning in her words was clear. Amelia was unstable, dangerous, not to be trusted. Victoria's lips curved into a smile that didn't reach her eyes before she turned and stalked back toward the house, her mission accomplished. Seeds of doubt planted.
Alexander remained behind, his gaze fixed on the tree line where Amelia had disappeared. For a moment, his mask slipped, revealing something raw and confused beneath.
I slipped away quietly, keeping to the shadows as the search parties formed. Amelia had a head start, and her wolf was strong, stronger than any of them suspected. I just hoped it would be enough to keep her free until I could find a way to help her.
The wind shifted, carrying the scent of rain and pine from the forest. Somewhere out there, a copper wolf ran free for the first time. I closed my eyes and sent a silent prayer to whoever might be listening.
Run, Amelia. Run far and fast. I'll find you when I can.
Chapter 4: Amelia
I ran until my lungs burned and my paws bled, and still I pushed harder. The forest blurred around me as I tore through underbrush, leapt over fallen logs, splashed through shallow streams. Freedom tasted like pine and earth and night air. My muscles, new muscles I'd never known I possessed, bunched and stretched with each powerful stride. Pain lanced through me with every heartbeat, but I couldn't tell how much came from my shredded back, how much from Alexander's rejection, and how much from the violent shift that had turned my bones to liquid and reformed them into this magnificent beast I'd become.
The river appeared and disappeared on my right, a silver thread beneath the waxing moon. I followed it instinctively, understanding without knowing how that it would lead me north, away from Silver Lake territory and the pack that had cast me out. The water's constant whisper kept me company as I fled, my paws finding purchase on soil that seemed to welcome me, as if the earth itself conspired in my escape.
My senses overwhelmed me; scents I'd never detected as a human crashed over me in waves. The musk of deer that had passed hours before. The acrid trail of fox. The sweet rot of fallen fruit. My ears swiveled independently, catching sounds so faint they might have been imaginary—the heartbeat of a mouse hiding beneath a log, the rustle of owl wings high above, the distant howls of the search parties forming behind me.
‘They're looking for you.’
The voice in my head wasn't my own. It was lighter, wilder, with an accent I couldn't place… ancient and new all at once. I stumbled, nearly falling as my rhythm broke.
‘Careful. We can't afford to slow down yet.’
I slowed anyway, confusion momentarily overriding instinct. ‘Who...?’
A ripple of amusement, like wind through tall grass. ‘Who do you think? I'm your wolf. I'm Athena.’
My wolf had a name. A personality. A voice that wasn't my own. I'd heard wolves and their human sides communicated, but no one had explained it would feel like hosting a second consciousness… one with opinions and emotions that complemented but didn't mirror my own.
‘Why couldn't I shift at sixteen?’ I asked as I resumed running, slower now, more measured. ‘Why did you make me wait two years? They cast me out because of you.’
Sorrow and anger twisted through our shared mind, and I couldn't tell which emotions were hers and which were mine.
‘I don't know,’ Athena replied, her mental voice tinged with regret. ‘I was there, always there, but something blocked me. I couldn't reach you. I tried, Amelia. Every full moon, every time they hurt you, I tried to break through.’
I remembered those nights. The bone-deep aches, the fevers that came and went, the restlessness that had the pack doctor shaking his head in bafflement. "Phantom shifting pains," he'd called them, "the body remembering what it can never have." He'd been wrong. Athena had been fighting to reach me all along.
‘It wasn't your fault,’ I told her, surprising myself with the certainty I felt. ‘Or mine. Something else was happening.’
We ran in silence for a while, my mind adjusting to her presence as my body adjusted to its new form.
After what felt like hours, my body began to fail me. My first shift, combined with the injury from Julian's whip and the shock of rejection, had depleted my strength. My powerful strides became a stumbling trot, then a walk. My tongue lolled from my mouth, desperately seeking moisture in the cool night air.
‘We need water,’ Athena said gently. ‘And rest. And food. The river's just ahead.’
I found the riverbank through her guidance, my new eyes seeing clearly in the dark where my human vision would have failed. The water looked black in the moonlight, moving swift and silent between mossy stones. I lowered my muzzle to drink, startling at my reflection—a huge copper wolf with intelligent green eyes, nothing like the frightened servant girl I'd been just hours before.
‘Beautiful, aren't we?’ Athena preened, and I felt her pride in our shared form.
The water tasted better than anything I'd ever drunk, clean and alive on my tongue. I lapped until my thirst eased, then stood dripping on the bank, uncertain what to do next.
Athena nudged my consciousness gently aside. ‘Let me,’ she said. ‘You've never hunted, but I was born knowing how.’
I surrendered control, fascinated as my body moved without my direction. Athena lowered our head, nostrils flaring as she scented the air. Her attention snapped to a thicket nearby, where the rapid flutter of a small heart betrayed hidden prey.
We stalked forward, each paw placed with deliberate silence. When we leapt, it was with calculated precision—not the desperate flight from the pack house, but the controlled attack of a predator born to hunt. The rabbit barely had time to twitch before our jaws closed around its neck.
The taste of fresh blood flooded my mouth, coppery and rich. I expected revulsion. I who had only ever eaten cooked meat served on silver platters or plain servant's fare, but hunger overrode human sensibilities. We tore into the rabbit with savage efficiency, bones cracking between powerful jaws, warm meat sliding down our throat.
When we finished, I felt stronger but utterly exhausted. Athena guided us to a hollow beneath the exposed roots of an ancient oak, the ground there dry and soft with fallen leaves. We circled three times—an instinct I didn't question—before settling down, our massive head resting on our paws.
‘Sleep,’ Athena murmured as our eyelids grew heavy. ‘Tomorrow we'll run further. Tomorrow we'll be free.’
I closed my eyes, listening to the river's song and the steady beat of my wolf heart. For the first time in two years, despite everything, I felt whole.
Chapter 5: Amelia
I jolted awake, a cry tearing from my throat that came out as a canine yelp. Fire coursed through my veins, but not from my wounds. This came from inside, from the place where Alexander's rejection had left a raw, gaping hole. My body convulsed, paws scrabbling against the earth as I struggled to stand. This pain wasn't mine alone; Athena whimpered in our shared consciousness, her suffering tangled with my own until I couldn't tell where she ended and I began.
‘He's with her,’ Athena growled, her voice laced with a fury that matched the agony pulsing throughout me. 'Alexander's with Victoria.’
Images flashed unbidden through my mind—his hands on her skin, his lips against her neck, her smug smile as she claimed what should have been mine. I didn't want to see it, didn't want to feel it, but the broken bond betrayed me, forcing me to experience echoes of intimacy that felt like daggers in my heart.
‘He rejected me,’ I thought desperately, digging my claws into the soil as another wave of pain crashed through us. ‘Why can we still feel it? Why does it hurt like this?’
Athena's presence curled protectively around mine, a mental embrace that did little to soothe the physical torment. ‘The rejection breaks the claim, but not the connection,’ she explained, her words tight with restraint. ‘The bond itself will exist until either we take a mate or he does. These are... echoes. Fainter than a true bond, but still there.’
‘How long?’ I couldn't bear the thought of feeling this every time he touched her, every time they coupled, every time he chose her over me.
‘I don't know,’ Athena admitted. ‘Wolves aren't meant to reject true mates. It goes against everything we are.’
The pain began to recede, leaving me trembling and exhausted despite my brief rest. Dawn had begun to lighten the eastern sky, turning the black river to molten silver. We couldn't stay here—Silver Lake search parties would be following the river, and in daylight, a copper wolf would stand out like blood on snow.
‘We need to keep moving,’ I thought, forcing myself to stand on shaky legs. ‘North?’
‘North,’ Athena agreed. ‘Beyond Silver Lake territory. Maybe to the Greystone Pack lands, though they're more likely to return us to Silver Lake than offer sanctuary.’
I shook myself, water droplets flying from my fur as I tried to dispel both the lingering pain and the memory of Alexander with Victoria. My muscles protested as I began to trot along the riverbank, but the rhythm of movement soon loosened the stiffness. My back still throbbed where Julian's whip had cut, but the wounds had already begun to heal—werewolf regeneration working its magic now that my true nature had emerged.
We moved steadily northward, keeping the river on our right, occasionally stopping to drink or scent the air for pursuers. The forest grew denser as we traveled, the undergrowth thicker, as if fewer humans or werewolves passed this way. Small creatures scattered at our approach, squirrels leaping from branch to branch, birds taking flight with alarmed calls. I marveled at how clearly I could see them, how every movement registered in my enhanced vision.
‘What happens if they catch us?’ I asked as we forded a shallow stream that fed into the main river.
Athena's response was grim. ‘Marcus and Elena will welcome their daughter back now that she has a wolf. Alexander will continue to reject us publicly while feeling the bond privately. And Victoria will make our lives hell for daring to be her mate's true match.’
The thought of returning to that basement room, to Julian's whip and Victoria's cruelty, sent a surge of desperate energy through my limbs. I pushed harder, stretching into a full run again despite my exhaustion. I would rather die than go back to that half-life of servitude and shame.
We covered several miles in silence, the morning sun filtering through the canopy above, dappling my copper fur with shifting patterns of light and shadow. My tongue lolled from my mouth as I panted, the exertion warming me despite the cool morning air.
Suddenly, Athena stiffened in our shared mind, her attention snapping to full alertness. ‘Stop.’
I froze mid-stride, one paw lifted, ears pivoting forward. ‘What is it?’
'Smell that?’ She focused our senses, directing my attention to a faint odor carried on the breeze—unwashed bodies, stale smoke, and something else, something rotten and unclean.
‘Dirt,’ Athena growled, using the derogatory term wolves used for rogues—werewolves who had been cast out of their packs or had chosen to live outside pack law. ‘Rogues ahead.’
I retreated a few steps, uncertain. Rogues were dangerous—unpredictable at best, violent and lawless at worst. Without pack structure to keep their wolves in check, many eventually went feral, losing their humanity to the beast within.
‘We should go around,’ I suggested, already turning to seek another path.
Before Athena could respond, a whistling sound cut through the air. Sharp pain exploded in my flank. I yelped, twisting to see a dart embedded in my side, its feathered end quivering with the force of impact.
‘Wolfsbane!’ Athena's panic flooded our bond as I staggered, suddenly dizzy. ‘Run! RUN!’
I tried to flee, but my legs had turned to water beneath me. Another dart struck my shoulder. The forest tilted and spun around me as I collapsed onto my side, a whine escaping my throat. The wolfsbane burned through my veins like acid, paralyzing my muscles even as it forced a change I couldn't control.
‘No, no, no!’ Athena's voice grew distant as my grip on wolf form slipped away. ‘Fight it, Amelia! Stay wolf!’
But the wolfsbane was too strong. Pain racked my body as bones shifted and fur receded. My muzzle shortened, paws shrinking back to fingers and toes. The forest floor scraped against newly exposed skin as I writhed, helpless to stop the transformation.
When it ended, I lay naked and vulnerable on the cold ground, human once more. Athena's presence had retreated to a faint whisper in the back of my mind, too weak to communicate. The wolfsbane had driven her deep inside, leaving me alone and defenseless.
Footsteps approached, crunching on fallen leaves. I tried to move, to crawl away, but my limbs refused to obey. Through blurry vision, I saw them—four men surrounding me, their clothes ragged, their faces unshaven, their eyes gleaming with triumph and something darker that made my skin crawl.
"Look what we caught ourselves," one said, crouching beside me. His breath reeked of rotted meat as he leaned closer. "A pretty little wolf all on her own."
Another laughed, the sound harsh and grating. "Silver Lake, by the smell of her. They'll pay good money to get this one back."
"Or we keep her," said a third, his gaze traveling over my naked body with naked hunger. "Pack wolves make the best bitches once they're broken in right."
The fourth man knelt and roughly turned me onto my back. His fingers traced the welts left by Julian's whip, still visible despite partial healing. "Someone already started breaking this one," he observed with a grin that revealed blackened teeth. "Saves us some trouble."
Darkness crept in from the edges of my vision as consciousness began to slip away. In the distance, Athena howled with rage and despair, the sound fading as the wolfsbane pulled me deeper into darkness. My last thought before the black took me completely was that I'd had only hours of freedom before trading one prison for another.
Chapter 6: Amelia
I clawed my way back to consciousness through layers of darkness, each one heavier than the last. My mouth tasted of metal and ash, my tongue a foreign object too large for my jaw. Something cold and hard pressed against my cheek—concrete, my mind supplied distantly. I tried to move and regretted it immediately as pain lanced through my body, wolfsbane still burning in my veins like liquid silver. The thin blanket scratched against my naked skin as I forced my eyes open, the world swimming into a blurry focus of gray walls and iron bars.
Prison. Cell. Captive.
The words formed slowly in my mind, disconnected from meaning until reality crashed back like a wave. I had been running. I had been free. Then the rogues with their wolfsbane darts, their rancid breath, their hands on my skin…
I pushed myself upright, ignoring the protest of muscles not yet recovered from forced shifting. The blanket—more a rag than proper covering—slipped to my waist. I clutched it back over my chest, a useless gesture toward modesty in a situation that had stripped me of everything else.
Four bodies lay sprawled on the concrete floor around me, unmoving but for the shallow rise and fall of their chests. The rogues. My captors. Now, apparently, my fellow prisoners. One had a nasty gash across his forehead, crusted with dried blood. Another's arm bent at an unnatural angle. All wore the same vacant expression of drugged unconsciousness I had likely worn moments before.
"What the hell?" I whispered, voice scraping raw from my throat.
The cell was maybe twelve feet square, three concrete walls and one made of thick steel bars. Beyond, a narrow corridor stretched in both directions, lit by buzzing fluorescent lights that cast everything in a sickly pallor. No windows. No hint of whether it was day or night, or how long I'd been unconscious.
‘Athena?’ I called internally, reaching for the familiar presence of my wolf. Only silence answered, her consciousness still buried beneath layers of wolfsbane. I was alone in my own head for the first time since she'd awakened.
I swore under my breath, colourful curses Lily had taught me when no one was listening. We'd gone from the frying pan directly into the inferno. Free of Silver Lake only to be captured by rogues, then captured again by... who? The cell looked too clean, too official to be another rogue camp.
A sound drew my attention—boots on concrete, approaching with measured steps. I pulled the blanket tighter around me, painfully aware of my nakedness, my vulnerability. A man appeared outside the bars, his crisp black uniform marking him as something official. A guard. Not Silver Lake—their guards wore navy with silver trim—but something similar. Behind him, another guard stood at a slight distance, hand resting on the taser at his belt.
"The female's awake," the first guard called over his shoulder, not bothering to address me directly.
I pushed myself up further, wincing as my bare feet touched the cold floor. "Where am I?" My voice sounded strange to my own ears—too high, too frightened.
The guard's eyes swept over me with clinical detachment. "Prisoner holding. Royal City."
The Royal City. My heart stuttered. I'd run north, straight into the territory of the Alpha King himself. Of all places to be captured, this was the worst possible outcome.
"There's been a mistake," I said, taking a step toward the bars, then stopping as the second guard's hand moved to his weapon. "I'm not with them. They captured me in the forest. Used wolfsbane darts to force my shift. I was running from—" I stopped, unsure how to explain my situation without admitting I'd fled my pack, a serious offense in its own right.
"Save it for your trial," the first guard said, boredom evident in his tone. He'd clearly heard every possible story from desperate prisoners.
"You don't understand," I insisted, desperation clawing at my throat. "I'm from Silver Lake Pack. These rogues attacked me. You can contact Alpha Marcus Blackwood—" The lie tasted bitter, but I needed someone, anyone to believe me.
The guard exchanged a glance with his partner. Something like amusement passed between them.
"Silver Lake, huh?" The second guard stepped closer, studying me with newfound interest. "That's what the last one said too. Must be your pack's new defense strategy."
"The last—? No, I'm telling the truth!" I clutched the bars, the metal cold beneath my fingers. "Please, just contact them. Ask for—" I faltered. Who would vouch for me? Not Marcus or Elena, who had cast me out. Not Alexander, who had rejected me. Lily? A servant's word would hold no weight.
The first guard sighed, reaching for something on his belt. A syringe filled with amber liquid gleamed under the harsh lights. "Female's getting agitated. Standard procedure."
"No!" I backed away from the bars, bumping into one of the unconscious rogues. He groaned but didn't wake. "I'm not agitated. I'm trying to explain. They drugged me. I'm not one of them!"
The cell door unlocked with an ominous clank. Both guards entered, expressions impassive as they advanced on me.
"Please," I whispered, backing against the wall, nowhere left to retreat. "Please don't."
The second guard grabbed my arm, twisting it behind my back with practiced efficiency. I struggled, but the wolfsbane still in my system had weakened me, and his grip was like iron.
"Typical rogue," the first guard muttered, tapping the syringe to remove air bubbles. "Always someone else's fault. Always a mistake." He found a vein in my exposed arm and slid the needle in without gentleness.
Fire spread from the injection site, racing through my veins with familiar agony. Wolfsbane again, stealing what little strength I'd recovered.
"I'm not..." The words slurred as darkness crept in from the edges of my vision. "Not a rogue..."
The last thing I saw before consciousness slipped away was the guard's indifferent face as he stepped back, duty completed, problem solved.
"Sweet dreams, prisoner," he said, voice fading as the drug pulled me under. "Better save your stories for the Alpha King. He'll be your judge, jury, and executioner soon enough."
Then there was nothing but darkness once more.